So I've been talking to someone for a little while online, and just recently over the phone.Now, its nothing serious, but so far I wouldnt mind exploring the relationship further.Because of this I had stopped seeing a girl that we both mutually agreed was just a sexual relationship.We tried to date before and it didnt work out, but we had a great physical chemistry so since we were both allready comfortable with each other that way we agreed that we could still have relations until one of us started dating again. She thinks it is dumb for me to stop having sex just because of a woman whom most likely doesnt even remotely consider our relationship the same and whom lives multiple states away. So I guess Im looking for other opinions and advice?

So for those who don't know me( which is everyone I guess)my childhood was not the cookie cutter cliché good home thing, abusive pop( mostly just verbally and mentally so I got off lite there I suppose) mom was too depressed and later doped up on pills to do anything, wasn't really close to my extended family, boo hoo whatever. All that made me who I am in one way or another and I like me, so booya. So I've pretty much shut myself off from everyone and for the last two years I've been happy. Well my mom gets off her meds, tries to kill herself, all the family guilt trip me into having contact with her again. The solid emotional rock I am I still don't think I could have that hanging over my head. So I get a call last night to meet her and my dad for her birthday. So I get to applebees and they break the news that BUM BUM BUM they are getting a divorce. Whatever no big shock there but who the FUCK makes that announcement at applebees?!? Guy next to me is watching the game another guy is stuffing his face with jalepeno poppers!! WTF....and on my moms birthday. Awesome location and timing.... So moms supposedly going back on meds dad is gonna just pack up and alienate himself from everyone(copycat bastard) and I went back to my giant empty house alone and sat in the dark listening to music till 4 am trying to figure out if I care. Hell I still don't know if I do....

So this was weird, I fell asleep listening to my ipod on random, as I always do.arund 3ish I woke up crying. Not like my-dog-just-got-ran-over-by-my-grandmother-as-she-was-having-a-heart-attack boohoo crying. It was just tears coming out, in mass quantites. The song that was on was Kamelot-Love You To Death. Im not sure what was the significance of what happened in any way....

Another year down, woohoo I suppose.

My ex is finally moving all of her stuff out of my house, so hopefully that will bring about some closure on that ordeal.

I've gone back to gaming, looking forward to some incredible storytelling I've been missing on.Even my writing has started to get going again, which I am excited about.

Everything is pretty much..Blahtastic, lol...

My diary is empty and sad apparently, so i guess I will throw it a bone..

What else is there to say really? I like my work, but not the job. I cant stand my co-workers.I have no friends except my ex, which cant be the healtest relationship for either parties..

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