I'm currently obsessed with Heroes, from NBC. <3
I'm watching the series from season 1, so if I disappear or say I've been inactive for a while, it's because I'm watching an episode, but fear not for between episodes I must wait a certain amount of time before being able to view the next one.
Basically, I'm going to be on and off all day. C:
Life is good. I dunno if it'll stay that way, but I'm willing to get on the scariest roller coaster human beings could possibly create: life.
Anyways, I love RPing. Anyone who wants to RP can just let me know and I'd be willing. I wanna bring up the number of characters I have, mostly because I enjoy drawing stuff and if I have multiple characters, I can doodle some out and finish other doodles of them. C:
And if you want me to draw your character, too, and you can check out my deviant art as a reference, http://normalf
Thanks to everyone who asked stuff before about my last diary entry. I know you care and I love the fact you do. I have good friends. C: (Don't worry if you didn't; I read diaries a lot and barely comment since usually I have no idea what to say about them.)
As I sit here, alone in my room, I notice the silence that has taken my every word and whisked it away to a far off place. I feel so alone, but I don't feel quite so lonely when I notice the stars that have found the power to shine so bright just for me. The way the world works has began to break my heart into pieces that I've decided to give to those important people that have existed in my life, but those people are leaving me, to sit here, alone in my room, with my life as the only entertainment.
Sounds barely ripple across the room to where I sit. Sounds of life, sounds of living, sounds of love. Suddenly a note blares so loud I'm knocked off the chair I sit in to the ground, far below where it should have been. The hole that I've dug for myself suddenly engulfs me and blocks out those beautiful stars I've come to call my own and though I grasp the walls that crumble away from where I claw I never cease to fall. Warm breath relaxes me as the strong arms of two angels form a blanket on which I land. As I lay there and drift out of time and space and into a realm where I can truly be happy, I remember that one piece that I've given away that can never make it back into the puzzle of my heart, where I will forever bleed from and can never replace.
So my interview went well. C: I'm happy things went smoothly. I rock at math, I like talking, it was good...althoug
Okay, so I have a general update to give you all, since I haven't updated anything lately. xD I need to redo my house...lol
Anywho, I recently rearranged my room, so now I'm able to play computer at my desk. That's a major YAY! for anyone who's been following life. xD I such at cleaning but here, I did it! <3
Next, I have recently been applying to jobs. Anyone looking for jobs knows that trying to find one while the economy friggin' sucks is harder than finding a needle in a haystack (for those of you who like metaphors like that) but I applied at the right time to get an interview tomorrow! (Wednesday) at 2 PM EST.
*endless squealing and jumping and general excitedness*
If you haven't noticed, I'm so effin' happy about the whole damn thing that I only wish I could've sat still long enough to tell you sooner! x3
So now I feel pretty good. lol I picked a door lock...sort of. lol We thought the bathroom key was locked in one of the bathrooms and kept having trouble with opening the boys room. My boyfriend opened the girls room no problem and looked around for the key in it, but nope, not there.
I ended up taking one of those cool looking plaster/putty knives with points and junk or whatever and prying the door open with it. Of course, my boyfriend had to pull the door because I had to hold the dead latch (the part that goes into the wall when the door's closed). It was irritating and quite fantastic to realize I could do that stuff. xD
First, I like popcorn...I love popcorn...espe
Secondly, I love food. Who doesn't? All nay-sayers can go fuck off somewhere because food is awesome.
Now I've been pissed off before, but lately, it's gotten annoying how easily I can get upset over the simple shit. Like I was in Wal-Mart the other day with my boyfriend and brother at like 2 in the morning, a usual routine with us that now has gotten shoved to just the weekends. And we were walking around, checking out video games, then material for a cloak my mom's gonna make my boyfriend, and I was like, why not check out the food? Of course, earlier that day I was feeling less shitty than the day before on account of myself being prone to strep throat and needing my tonsils removed badly, so food was on my mind a lot because, well, I hadn't eaten anything but popsicles and soup. You get pretty bored with it all at some point. So I walk down the chip isle and see chips on sale, like half off and grouped in a pair, like 2 for 4, I think it was.
So I call out to my boyfriend and he's all immediately, "NO!" That throws me. So, I get pissy and walk out of the store. Why? Because he didn't wait to listen. I can be such a girl, sometimes...I mean, I'm okay to hear a no for things when I ask and I'd've probably asked why and gotten a, "I don't wanna waste money on it cause I don't have a lot" or something, which is fine, I would've accepted it and all...either way, we ended up back at Denny's and I got a huge breakfast special and he got his usual chicken strips and fries and a coke. lol I eat a ton of food after being sick.
Next thing that pissed me off today was when my initial site I check daily (http://www.pla
So...yeah. Kettle corn made me feel better, just eating it. C: Yay for food! xD
Stole this from [Piercedskull]. lol
A- Really good kisser.
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- your wild and crazy
D-You have trouble trusting people.
E-You have a nice ass ;-)
F-People totally adore you
H- ur cool
G-You never let people tell you what to do.
T-You are popular with all types of people.
I-You have a nice ass;-)
J-you are broad minded
K- You like to try new things
L-You have a nice butt;-)
M-You are really hot.
N-Everyone loves you.
O-You love Mickey Mouse
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R- you are one of the best in bed.
S-People think you are so sexy.
T-you are one of the best in bed.
U-You have very good personality and looks.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive
Z-You like it in the butt VERY VERY HARD
C-your wild and crazy
A-Really good kisser.
I-You have a nice ass;-)
T-you are one of the best in bed.
L-You have a nice butt;-)
I-You have a nice ass;-)
N-Everyone loves you.
...um...is that a good thing? o,O
Do you remember all those cheesy romantic lists people post all over their diary or their house? The ones that say "If you love her, hug her tight and kiss her forehead..." or something just as cheesy?
Well, I've decided it's high time to be the cheesy writer of an original set. lol Since I'm female, I'll only really write from the female perspective because that way, I'll know what's written is true. I don't wanna make a bad one that gets me in trouble. (With who? I don't know. lol)
A Female's Point of View
Girls who wear the skimpy clothing aren't asking for a long relationship.
If you see a group of girls dancing, they're out having fun. The ones looking for hook-ups came to the bar/club alone.
Girls are never looking for a hook-up.
Sometimes, girls just want to be the boss.
Never has any girl simply gone out with someone for sex. They might say they did, but it's never true.
Every girl wants to be treated like a princess once in a while. It doesn't have to happen twice.
Girls don't like to cry even though they do it a lot. Just be there and hold her, then pretend it never happened, even if you're the reason she started crying in the first place.
If girls argue with you about being beautiful, it means they want you to say it again. If she keeps saying "No, I'm not," then just kiss her so she stops talking, then say "You are. Period."
Girls like knowing the truth, even if they don't like hearing it from you. The girls that treat you differently after hearing something they don't like aren't the ones for you.
Girls are girls. It's easy to forget that.
Believe it or not, girls can feel crappy for no reason. Let them blame PMS so they can move on faster.
Even though you like to know they eat, girls don't like eating in front of people they like, especially with something that's really messy.
There's more coming, I just gotta eat food now. lol
Attention all friends, watchers, and other creatures of significance. I have an announcement:
If there was ever a time to pay homage to those of you who can actually continue a serious thought and hold on to it, it is now. People out there are suffering inside and out for things that have happened in the world, but they don't matter to the world we each see, the world that revolves around our lives. Your life is wonderful. Your have ups and downs. You have problems. It's your life. Don't exchange it for the one you think you want because then it would no longer be yours, but a lie.
Anyways, here's a "diary" entry that spoke out to me moments ago. <blog:1093540> [Forbidden Rampage] has a wonderful grasp of the English language and how to use it.
To the rest of the people who deserve to be named but are lost in translation, I apologize. It is 4:30 AM where I'm at and my back, hands, and eyes hurt from spending too much time online when I should be sleeping to get back the regular sleeping schedule.
On the topic of Antonio, which I still will call him no matter what anyone says his name is, he is currently residing at my older brother's apartment where he should stay, cute and happy. He had fleas, possibly worms, and is the runt of the litter and only after we gave him a bath, combed out the fleas, and got some liquids into him did he start acting like a true kitten.
For his size, he's quite energetic and tends to follow the kitty fishing toy with feathers attached to the string like it's the only thing worth doing in the world. He should be twice his weight, but only recently has he been rid of a few problems. Anyways, I have yet to hear what Tony's new name is. I hope it something cute because if it isn't, I'm calling him Antonio and he'll get majorly confused.
Well, Goodnight everyone...or rather, goodmorning. I'll get on again later. C:
Title: Another Sleepless Night
I seriously need to start taking sleeping aids or something because my sleeping habits are ruining me. (=),(=) I sleep during the morning hours until around 2, usually, after going to bed around 6 in the morning. It's not very fun at all...
Oh, got a new kitteh. His name is Antonio. Tony for short. He's small, gray, and has a few problems that we need to see a vet to help take care of. x333 He's adorable and sleeps on my tummy all the time.
My phone has suicidal issues. O,o
Today it hopped out of my hand onto the sidewalk. It slid across a good seven or eight squares about two and a half feet long, diagonally every few squares. When I finally picked it up after its battle, it had all these brand new scratches on it!...scary.
http://www.you
Everyone gets kissed!!!!
This looked like fun on [de Morte]'s diary, so I decided to do it too. xD
Go to: http://thesurr
Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question.
1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
Lin Star, and on, and on... (Should I be worried?)
2. What do you want other people to say about you?
A Tough Lin Star to Follow (I couldn't agree more.)
3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
The Lin Star of Your Life (...wow.)
4. How would you answer a booty call?
Bring Out the Lin Star (...o.o I don't do booty calls, though...)
5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
Go to Work on a Lin Star (I need work?)
6. To someone you dislike?
I'm not Just the Lin Star, I'm a Member (...of what?)
7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
Where do you want Lin Star to go today? (o.o Creepy: public urination.)
8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
For a Hard Earned Thirst, Lin Star (...my parents wouldn't buy that.)
9. You're failing a subject, you say...
Welcome to Lin Star County (Sounds like a fun place. :D)
10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
The Curiously Strong Lin Star (Cool...cool...)
11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
You're in Good Hands With Lin Star (Or were, I should say.)
12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
The Lin Star Effect (Oh wow...shitty come back...)
13. What are the best words to describe you?
Lin Star Not Included (That really sums me up, don't you think?)
14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
Pleasing Lin Star the World Over (Wow.)
15. Your last words before you die...
Daddy or Lin Star? (Did the hitman get us mixed up?)
16. Your message to a special someone..
Moving at the Speed of Lin Star (...ugh)
17. Title of this post will be...
Your Flexible Lin Star (Sounds like a porno...)
Yay! I'm all set up with my new jewelry box Ninja's mom gave me. It's awesome but I've got too much jewelry. (Who can have too much!? There's never enough! Mwahahaha!) She also got me this plastic earring/neckla
So I have more stuff to add to it, but I hope that I can find some kind of wall-hanging thing for all the clip-on earrings until I turn them into dangling ones. *shrugs* Some of them will stay as clip-ons cause they're better that way.
I'm excited about it...yeah.
Anyone here heard of Maburaho? It's similar to Girls Bravo! in artistic style and general perverseness you know? It's got a decent story line, though. Kinda weird...lol
So...it's like 3 AM where I live. lol
I've been up since...1 PM yesterday, technically. xD
I'm not really tired, but my body knows it's supposed to sleep during the dark hours and I can't seem to stop falling asleep around 4 AM and waking up around noon the next...later that day.
Any suggestions? *off to bed; will read in the afternoon*
*a day late, but whatever*
I told you guys I would give you a list of stuff I got for my birthday, right? Well, the computer fucked me over and deleted everything by some stupid keyboard shortcut that moved you to the previous page in the web browser. That really pissed me off and put me in a mood not to type anything.
So here's the list of birthday stuff. :D
Fat Sharpie Marker Set
Crayola Pip-Squeak Marker Set
Drawing Pad
Tracing Pad
White Knee-High Converse
Mini Pen, Pencil, & Gel Pen Set
Mini Dry Erase Board Marker Set
Random Stationary Items
2 Boxes of Yogos
Green Play Dough
Green Lego Car
Pirate Lego Set
Lap Tray with Side Pockets
Green '70 Plymouth Matchbox Car
Drawing Set with Colored Pencils & Pastels and Metal Case
Tube Socks (for Converse)
A Burger King Pokemon Collectible (Gold Pikachu Card)
Wooden Jewelry Box
Stud Earring Set
Yin-Yang Necklace
2 16" x 20" Stretched Canvas
Catch Phrase Music Edition
Large Plastic Shower Carrying Case
3 Pajama Tank-Top/Short
Beach Bag
Beach Towel
Space Ball (Super Bouncy Ball)
That's all I can remember right now. I'll add more later after I remember stuff. ;D
*Quote from about 2 minutes ago:
FUCK!
FUCKITY FUCK FUCK!!!
FUCK.
Fuck my computer...>,>
Hahahahaha! I'm finally 18 officially, damnit!!! *stands randomly on a desk with a big stick*
So I have plans for the whole day tomorrow, including a birthday party and some random shopping with my mom and a family friend. I'll be getting up early (it's currently 2 AM so I should get to bed very soon) to start out with my mom and her friend and her little girl to go shopping at this one sale at a big fancy university in my area. Once that's all fine and dandy-done, I get to go to my boyfriend's house and swim in the pool with a few close friends and hopefully have my little brother's girlfriend come over. We rarely get to see her, so it's special. xD
It'll be a general party with hotdogs, brauts, and hamburgers as well as presents and cake. I think I'll ask my mom to also get ice cream to go with the cake. I heard something about balloons, but I'm trying to play dumb with most things. I will tell you a secret, though. I had some money last weekend and my mom was tight on budget (economy stinks in Michigan) so I went to the mall and got a pair of converse that were on sale. These converse go all the way up to my knee! I was so happy, too! *fan of converse* I also picked up some tube socks to go with it. They're bright colored stripes, but mostly white, like most tube socks are. The catch is that I had my boyfriend give them to my mom so she can give them to me for my birthday.
It's not weird, to do that. My mom finds things in the store that we would never have bought her and she says "Hide it and give it to me on my birthday" or something, cause it's hard to buy gifts for certain people, you know? I'm one of them, give or take...and I didn't know how long those shoes would be on sale.
So I dunno when the party will end or when my brother will be coming, my older one who lives in an apartment, so it's all good. I just have the first part of the day planned out...give or take...
Well, wish me luck and a happy birthday! Awesome, right?
Lin *
I'm feeling a bit...well, deflated, for one.
My eyes are aching from constantly staring at my computer screen for God-only-knows how long and I probably am literally this -> @__@ right now...
And so now, I'm hoping to get off soon. X,x
A few updates:
My birthday's this weekend, for those of you who care. I don't want special stuff, just a random "Happy Birthday" sometime on Saturday.
I just got wireless internet at my house, so I'll be on more often.
School starts for me next Wednesday and I still need to get my books. It's a hassle and I don't have the money for the books. I don't even know what books I'll need for it, so I'll have to PM the teachers or something...
That's really it...oh, and please check out this awesome roleplay by [Thrice]: Masked Morality AND the other awesome roleplay by [Flisky]: Tooth and Talon.
I have characters in both, and they're both awesome...gott
So Chao to you all!
Love yas!
Lin *