it is funny u try so hard to keep it all together yet its hard to hold on when ur hands r all wet from the tears that u have wiped away. no matter hard u try to hold on it slips away even more little by little. it is so hard to deal with that fact but when there is only two things that u can do it hurts alot. u can hold on or let go both hurt so much but one hurts more then the other u be the judge which one hurts more. holding on the best u can or letting go?