my computer is being majorly stupid today n i have no clue why. its driving me crazy n its upsetting me so yea im kinda having a momment so yea. all i wanted to do was to give my bf some info on his n my game so he could print them at work and all went to HELL. i feel like shit bc of a stupid cold n this stupid computer of mine. im sorry if im being snipping n that im ranting but i cant help it. all my friends understand how i am n if ur not my friend then u wouldnt understand n if u have a prob with me ranting n raving about my noight of hell then message me to my face telling me so n i can promise u that im on a war p[ath bc i will give u all my probs then curse u to hell for all my friends n bf ur al cool people n u can complain to me n i dont care bc u tolorat me so i can tolrat u. for people who dont know me i dont have to take ur shit. my raving is done.

all has been hecktic since my key board broke a couple weeks ago so yea i havent been able to get on i just got the key board fixed thanks to my bf he fixed it for me. at least my computer company gave me a free key board so yea its all good. so all is good my christmas and new years was amazong i got to spend it with my family n my bf so all is good.

if anyonw wonders why it takes me a while to read ur email when im on n write bakc its bc my older sister beat me yesturday really good. i have bumps on my head n red marks on my face n nail marks on my throat so yea i was beaten pretty good. if ur wondering why i was beaten its bc i told her no so yea i got beat for no reason so yea im kinda slow in the head bc my head is still all scrablled so yea if u want to knwo all the details just send me a private message n i will answer u with the truth n details the best i can since my head is all jumbled.

well my weekend was great til it was time to go home my bf took me out to eat n said lets go back to my place for a little bit n i get my stuff so i can go home he said he would drive me since i have been coughing alot n its really icky outside well after a while of talking with him he gets ready n goes to bed n i got stuck walking home when its all cold and windy now i feel even more sick then i was b4. n he wonders why i didnt give him a hug or a kiss good night n didnt talk to him b4 i left his house. i think it was rude of him to offer me a ride if he wasnt even going to do it. i text him telling him why yet he hasnt responded to ay of my texts. im really ticked off abotu this the whole reason he said he would drive me homw was bc he didnt want me to get any worse now i feel worse all bc he decided to be a jerk n have me wlk home in the cold. so yea im annoyed at him majorly bc it wants right what he did i was so mad at him that i didnt even turn on his fan and turn off his light when i left his room. so yea right now my bf can jsut leave me alone till he explains to me why he pulled what he pulled i dont like those stupid little games of someone saying they r going to do something n dont do it knowing that its going to hurt the persons feelings. well i feel hurt n sick as all can be im having trouble breathing n im coughing alot now more then i was i was starting to get over my cold now its getting worse then what it was. so yea im annoyes n im ranting but i really dont care anymore. i know my bf comes on here once in a great while n i hope he reads this n gets the message of u gone n pissed me off n hurt my feelings n i deserve n explanation n im sorry for not doing what i said i would do for u to keep u safe n healthy. so yea he better get the message or hes going to have alot of silence n dirty angry looks ocming his way for a while til i get my demands.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
Just like you

The Roses are wilted
The Violets all Dead
The Sugar Bowls Empty
Just Like Your Head

my friend wrote this too i think its sweet and funny. [Dark unatural] wrote this poem.

boneless wings, and some JD
come my friends and sit with me
grab a plate and get a glass
well get drunk you bet your ass
dart boards gone, dont know what to do
lets throw them at our friend stu.
he wont mind, he's all inked up.
holy crap you hit him in the nuts.
i would drive but i have to spew.
what else was there for me to do.
got him there with a minute to spare.
they shaved him and now he's bare.
found the dart turns out we missed
boy is our fried stu pissed.
went back home and drank some more.
woke up everyones passed out on the floor.
i yell fire, they run for the door.
guess they wont drink with me no more.

my friend wrotw this n i think its really funny. [Dark unatural] wrote this poem.

it is funny u try so hard to keep it all together yet its hard to hold on when ur hands r all wet from the tears that u have wiped away. no matter hard u try to hold on it slips away even more little by little. it is so hard to deal with that fact but when there is only two things that u can do it hurts alot. u can hold on or let go both hurt so much but one hurts more then the other u be the judge which one hurts more. holding on the best u can or letting go?