I'm sitting on my balcony, and the city is so peaceful (Except for the cars passing by). I love New York, and I wouldn't trade it for anything. Though on this lonely nights when my work is complete, and I need a guy to just hold me tight. The ones you read in romance novels who would do any thing for there girl, and love them unconditionally. I'm reading this vampire series called black dagger brotherhood. OMG, these guys are making great love to there girls, and treating them like queens. There very muscular too. Oh, how I wish vampires where real. There so loving, and they bite you. Talk about kinky huh. Well, I keep meeting the same jerks at clubs, and parties. Why are all the hot guys jerks, and all the ugly guys nice. Why can't men follow the ways of vampires. (With or without biting.) I need the perfect guy, but sadly there is no such thing. But, I don't feel I would want a women. I need a strong man with a soft heart. Well newyorkgal will keep looking. Thanks for reading.

XOXOXO Love ya!