So,
I pretty much discovered one thing,
I hate my neighborhood,
My older brother,
And my parents.
So what am I going to do,
Well,
I'm looking around for an apartment,
Specifically one that is closer to where I work,
And closer to a few select friends.
I am hoping when I I move,
I can have two of my friends join me. 
Till then,
Fuck,
I'm screwed.

I thought I was falling for someone finally, but then out of the blue, I don't hear from him anymore, I know he is I'n the army, but seriously, tell me you aren't going to talk to me, and I wouldn't be waiting up for you just for nothing. I will understand if you have to do something or go somewhere that doesn't entitle you to a phonecall, or something, but guess what, it's been a couple months, and well, the one person that stole my heart years ago still has it, have we dated, no, have we kissed, no, but fo we love each other and talk to each other as often as we can , yes. Will I live him for as long as we will talk to each other, yes, but will I fall for you again, if you start talking to me again, no. Sorry my friend, but you have lost your chance.

So yeah,

I was having a good day today for a while,
My friends and I were supposed to go to he Florida state fair today,
We couldn't get the tickets.
So we then went to one of our houses for while,
Then got bored and decided to go to lettuce lake park,
But we weren't going to waist money on a fifty minute visit.
Then we went to the mall and I was told that my friends auntie,
Of whom I knew and was fond of,
Passed away...

So my day went from good to bad to worse.

I wanna cry but I can't bring myself to cry I'n front of my mom.

haha this diary is sad and empty