Now that you're gone
I feel like myself again
grieving the things I can't repair
and willing
to let you blame it on me
set your guilt free
nothing can hold you back now love
i can't change
who i am
Not this time.
I won't lie.
To keep you near me
and in this short life
there's no time to waste on
giving up
my love wasn't enough
and you can blame it on me
set your guilt free
nothing can hold you back now love.

"no. I don't care and i don't want to hear about it. When pictures are posted, I don't want to look at them. When you want to celebrate I am not going to be with you. I don't care what happens, I don't want to hear how it went. I don't care what you are going to wear and I have no interest in hearing about it. Take your happiness and your BS lies and shove them up your ass. I don't care."

writing.

so I sang in public for the very first time tonight. In public public. on a stage. alone. accopella. it was the more thrilling experience of my life. I am so proud of myself! Everyone loved it, I think I am ready to be in a band :))

So I left for a little bit and after more consideration I decided to come back only start over. let's see how this goes...