"no. I don't care and i don't want to hear about it. When pictures are posted, I don't want to look at them. When you want to celebrate I am not going to be with you. I don't care what happens, I don't want to hear how it went. I don't care what you are going to wear and I have no interest in hearing about it. Take your happiness and your BS lies and shove them up your ass. I don't care."

writing.

so I sang in public for the very first time tonight. In public public. on a stage. alone. accopella. it was the more thrilling experience of my life. I am so proud of myself! Everyone loved it, I think I am ready to be in a band :))

So I left for a little bit and after more consideration I decided to come back only start over. let's see how this goes...