Diary, I'm going to soil your pages...Yes, that's right. This entery will consist of cusswords. *nods head* Yes, I'm THAT pissed off right now.~~~
I am soo mad right now. I hate Tony. That stupid man. Violating the sanctuary I call home. He's my mom's new ******* obnoxious boyfriend. He's **** stupid, ugly, and smells. He smokes. And reaks with the stench of tobacco. Stupid... I hate him.
******, my mother never tells me when she invites these ******-******* ****** men over...I feel so invaded. And not only that, he's coming over to our ******* Easter, and STAYING...I'm so pissed off. And ******, my mother thinks that it's HER **** RIGHT to not tell me. That's so ******* retarded.
SHE ******* OWES ME. FOR EVERY **** UNFAIR THING THAT SHE'S PUT ME THROUGH. SHE ******* OWES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's made me stay home alone...go to my damn grandparent's, and put up with all sorts of things I hate... And for what? A **** ******-******* MAN WHOM I HATE. I HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW. I'm crying. I'm so unhappy. This will be the suckiest Easter ever.

Okay, I've regained consciousness...Sorry about all of that stupid bad language...I tried to asterisk all of it, an attempt of saving myself from embarassment. But when I get super angry, the words just flow out of my mouth/mind, and they get typed easily. But...I'm just so upset... Life has been so unfair to me, and it's making me very sad.

What exactly is love? I think I am "in love," but I am still quite unsure of the meaning and feeling of love...(well, outside of family). Is it...when you think you like someone? No, that's a crush... But what on earth is love? I wish someone could explain it to me...but I'm sure each person's explanations would be different. I'm sure when I truly experience love, I'll know for sure. But for now, I am in the dark (literally, too!), searching for answers...

Dear Diary,
Sigh sigh sigh...I still have a dialectic journal due in English! And I just finished a two page essay in World Geography and a diagram in Biology! Oh!!! I also have to read and annotate 60 pages of the novel I'm reading!!!!! O.O I have too much homework T-T I hate Pre-AP/Honors classes...They're too hard...Well, I think English is my main concern. But at least I'm in the top 10! I have an 88 in that class, which is a B...I have A's in Algebra and World Geo., but I think I have a B in Biology. Well, I did have a C in there, so that's ok for now. Sigh sigh sigh...Once again with the triple sigh. But I only do that when something's bothering me. AND SOMETHING IS BOTHERING ME!!!!!
I drew pretty pictures though. ^^;;;;; Instead of my homework...Oops. XD I am making a random, stupid manga with no storyplot. It sucks, but I think the pictures of this one maiden is B-U-T-ful! Heheheheh...well, I really gotta go now!

I finished my drawing of sakura/sariru, but now to color it...@.@<(Oroo?!) I have inked it, andit turned out okay...
But I started on they eyes...and the red eyeshadow is too dark! T.T But I must continue. And I REALLY messed up on the eye color and such! But I'm hoping that the skin color will make everything better...XD

I finished my drawing of sakura/sariru, but now to color it...@.@<(Oroo?!) I have inked it, andit turned out okay...

Konnichi wa. I am eating Korean soup. It fills me with yummy goodness, yet I am still bored. Mom is on her computer talking to one of her boyfriends...ugh, she has 2 boyfriends that I can think of already. Who knows how many more she has?!
Sigh. I wish I could make more friends on elftown. And I wish that the friends I make would be online! Kamala, if you're reading this, I missed you by 48 minutes!!!

Sigh... So much for my first diary entery!