yells: Life is a bitch!!!
wishes hawkseye came back online, miss u hawky!!!!!
what did I say wrong?? Is there something wrong with my house?? tell me!

waiting for messages...................
sings: If it's love you want from me then take it away,
    everything's not what it seems, it's over again,
    do you really wanna hurt me, do you really want to
    make me cry.

Is a depressed lad

muahahaha

mmreoww: xero enters the diary log: yesterday: nop nothing filled
today: nop still nothing filled

Marius kicks Xero out of his diary log: you crazy mammal

bla bla bla bla.........wishes he could change himself right now

I hate today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!; rn=lùjhµjlftkopdret
I can't change myself, sorry
gggrrrr, "knocks himself out"

1 april : nice day ; I was just working on the garden when some annoying people came by, well eventually 1 of them is kind of cute, can't stop thinking about it, mm...is gonna dream, ow wait, tomorrow, I'll be the one who's gonna go for a walk, let's see where they live, hehe.

I'm pretty angry today: I noticed I HATE little kids, grrrrr!!!!
And elfwood isn't working for 2 days now so that's twice angry, ù fegqdbn^tnpeoôsdf damn, I HATE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had to work in the garden today: bbbooooooooooring ofcourse.
OOPS, just rememberred: I forgot someone's birthday, damn, how could I've been so stupid.

:s see ya later, have to send a card.

Well my guestbook stays empty that's for sure,
got some cool songs today : Mortal combat, just love it!!!
got a new game also: urban Chaos: woooaaao, even better than GTA in it's own way ofcourse.
love ya
*mar*

Today is one of those days, when time no longer has a meaning, when dark clouds still hide the sun :s

Today never existed.

feels like a little leaf whirling on the ground,
feels like a raincloud pushing away the sun,
feels like a teardrop in sadness that never ends,
feels like a lovely bird on a desert island,
feels like a little stone between giant trees,
feels like a killing emotion.

:s dunno what to say, ................i'm pretty bored today :s

hehe, met some friends today, glad they still know who I am.
Got a postcard from Florida: yay!!!!!!
:s cats have been bad today, spot was dragging the floor away ( still weird ), this week I'm all alone, YES! Finally, hehe.
see ya diary

well, first message to my diary: i don't use one in real life so i won't use one now.
Besides what the hell do i have to say to you?? that I'm being sucked into a whirlwind of emotions??? right, see ya.:p