I was thinking about everything that has happended to me in my life today and i discoved that it has been a year since the death of a dear friend of mine. His name was Taylor. I was infatuated with him starting in 5th grade and and it discontinued a couple months before he passed away. I really wished that i would kept in touch with him those months that we didnt talk anymore. it brings tears to my eyes mostly because the night he went into the hospital i was at the mall and i saw my friend austin and he asked me if i knew anything about taylor and my response to him was "for all i care i hope hes dead" and i never would have said that if he wouldnt have abandoned us (all hs elementary friends) to be with the more "in" crowd.