A 103 Question Survey
Full FIRST name:: Kristin
Nick name you are most commonly called:: Shad i guess...
Nick name you like to be called:: dont care..
An odd nick name that you've been called:: Nibbles...
Favorite Color/Grey Scale:: Black
This or that
Black or Red?: black
Black or Pink?: black
Red or Pink?: red
Black or White?: black
Black or Grey?: black
Black or Sivler?: black
Red or Silver?: red
Black or Gold?: black
Red or Gold?: red
Did you believe in Santa when you were a kid?: yea not for long though
Do you still believe in Santa?: no
If not, at what age would you say it lost it's magic?: 6 or 7 probably
Do you prefer chatting online or on the phone?: whichever is fine
Do you prefer chatting in person or online?: depends on the person
Do you prefer chatting in person or on the phone?: depends once again...really wouldnt make a difference
Why did you decide to take this survey?: cause its 7:16am my allergies are acting up..im irritated..and most of all bored...
Do you prefer orange or green?: green
Do you prefer red or green?: red
Do you live in a house or an apartment?: house
Apartment Q: How many rooms? / House Q: How many stories does it have?: one
Do you have dsl/ dial up/ other?: dial up..
What kind of computer[System] do you use?(Mac,Windows 2000,Windows XP etc.): windows
Have u ever met someone n prsn u met online 4rm the otherside of the World?: nope
If so, were they male or female?: ...
[contin. same question] What did you think of them?: ....
[contin. same question] How old were they?: ...
In general, would you really recamend meeting someone from online?: not unless you are absolutly sure they are who they say the are...
How old are you?: 17
What country (not state...) are you from?: US
Are you in your home right now?: yes
Do you prefer blue or pink?: blue
[attraction wise] Do you prefer men or women?: men
Do you have any tatoos?: not yet..
If so how many?: ...
Do you have any body pearcings?: yup
If so how many?: two
Do you use any blog sites/ journal sites?: yes
If so what blog sites/ journal sites?: aol...used to use livejournal but i forgot the password..o.o;
Do you have your own website [that you created yourself, aside from blogs]?: no..i tried once and confused myself
Would you consider yourself political?: nope
Where do you stand politically?: no where ..i could care less
What school grade are you in for this year?(5th, Soph. in HS, Soph. In C): 11th
What is your eye color?: brown
What is your natural hair color?: brown
What color is your hair right now?: brown with a random red spot..
Have you ever had a boy friend/ Girl friend?: nope
If so, which one? Bf or Gf?: ...
Have you ever been asked out on a date?: nope
If so, did you except or decline?: ...
Have you ever been asked (to be a gf or bf) and declined?: no..
If so, why?: ...
What is your marital status right now?: pathetically single
Do you consider yourself to be a: O.o'
If so, why?: ...
Do you flirt with multiple people?: nope..
If so, why?: ...
Do you think it's okay to flirt with other people even if you're taken?: no
If so, why?: cause it makes you seem you dont care about the person that your with and that you are still free for the taking for other people..
Do you think it's okay to make out with someone else even if you're taken?: no..
If so, why?: cheating..
Do you think it's okay to be dating more than one person at the same time?: no
If so, why?: cause its wrong for the people you are dating and if you have to be that low to date two people then that is sad..
Do you think it's okay for someone to have an: pleas finish your sentences before asking...stupi
If so, why?: ...
What do you think of marraige?: its pointless
If you're not already married, do you think you want to get married?: no..
If so, to a man or woman? [forget about what's legal for this question]: ....
What kinds of colors are in your wordrobe?(Lights,Darks,B
Do you feel labeled by other people?: yea...but thats cause people are idiots and have to label others
If so, what kind(s) of labels do you feel people give/ have given you?: lets see...goth...g
% wise, tell me how much YOU would say you are this or that Ex:'A baby: 1%
Popular:: 0%
A Prep:: 0%
A Punk:: 0%
Emo:: 0%
A Goth:: 0%
A Nerd:: 0%
A Jock:: 0%
A 'Player':: 0%
A Flirt (besides with bf/gf):: 0%
An Outcast:: 50%
Unpopular:: 95%
Worried about your appearance:: 0%
Worried about how you sound when you say things:: 0%
A Slut:: 0%
An animal lover:: 100%
A Gangsta:: 0%
A Thug:: 0%
Ghetto:: 0%
Helpful:: 90%
Hopeful:: 50%
Responsible:: 50%
Respectful:: 90%
Honest:: 95%
Positive:: 50%
Negative:: 50%
Outgoing:: 30%
Funny:: 75%
How much you liked this survey:: 50%
Fill Me Up
I just had to let you know
Cause i dont always let it show
You give me needed room to grow
And I just had to tell you so
You fill me up, youre in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes I take for granted
Its just like poetry inside
To hear you breathing by my side
Like Im in heaven and ive died
So glad youre with me for this ride
You fill me up, youre in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes I take for granted
I see your face to start my day
Makes all my bad dreams go away
And all the stupid games we play
Wouldnt have it any other way
You fill me up,youre in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes i take for granted
You fill me up, youre in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes I take for granted...
~Staind~
Price To Play
We fail to see
How destructive we can be
Taking without giving back
'Til the damage can be seen
Can you see?
Can you see?
The more you take, the more you blame
But everything still feels the same
The more you hurt, the more you strain
The price you pay to play the game
And all you seek, and all you gain
And all you step on with no shame
There are no rules, no one to blame
The price you pay to play the game
Apathy, the chosen way to be
Blindly look the other way
While you waste away with me
Can you see?
Can you see?
The more you take, the more you blame
But everything still feels the same
The more you hurt, the more you strain
The price you pay to play the game
And all you seek, and all you gain
And all you step on with no shame
There are no rules, no one to blame
The price you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
The more you take, the more you blame
But everything still feels the same
The more you hurt, the more you strain
The price you pay to play the game
And all you seek, and all you gain
And all you step on with no shame
There are no rules, no one to blame
The price you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
~Staind~
"Happy?"
In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders
I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear meat from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens
Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Are you
HAPPY
Are you
HAPPY
Are you feeling happy?
In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing?
~Mudvayne~
What are you going to do to end the silence?
Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I am participating in the Day of Silence, a national youth movement protesting the silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people and their allies. My deliberate silence echoes that silence, which is caused by harassment, prejudice, and discrimination
Epiphany
Your words to me just a whisper
Your Faces so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
'Cause it's always raining in my head
So I speak to you in riddles because
My wordes get in my way. I smoke the
Whole thing to my head and feel it
Wash away 'cause I can't take anymore
Of this, I want to come apart,
Or dig myself A little hole inside
Your precious heart
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
though I always try to hide
And I talk to you like children,
But I don't know
How I feel but I know
I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed.
But it's always Raining in my head
- Forget all the things
I should have said....
~Staind~