Pictures of the past


Me when i was a baby


My parents and i


 blackmail picture of my aunt..XD


my mom back in the day


my nana and a tiger cub

yea got really bored and decided to post some pics up..enjoy

 More useless info about teh Shad

1. Initials:
K.I.H

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
George Rosen-something or other..used to be a neighbor..
3. Where was your first kiss?
No where yet..never had a first..
4. For or against same sex marriage?
im all for it..doesnt hurt anything

5. Are you homophobic?
nope


6. Are you bisexual?
No but its a common mistake...


7. Do you believe in God?
 Nope
8. How many U.S states have you been to?
1..how sad eh..

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
1..that shall change soon though

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
Nope..

11. Name something you like physically about yourself:
Hell if i know..i dont pay attention half the time...

12. Name something non-physical you like about yourself:
My sense of humor i suppose

13. who ismike jones?
Mike Jones is Mike Jones..

14. What is your dream car?:
 hmm...a black 77 Corvette or a 93 silverado
15. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
here we go with the long list...Alaska,Ireland,Wales (zee home land!), Scottland,England,Portugal,Australia,Japan,China,New Zealand..uhh i think thats it...

16. Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house?:
 Yes..quite often...
  17. 17 kinda poofled
18. Do you download music?
yush

19. How many illegal things have you done?
 pssh hell if i know

20. Where would you want to go on a first date?
 Depends on what we both like
21. Would you date the person who posted this before you?:
 I got this off of a friends journal...so no...shes taken anyways..XP
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?:
nope...

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks?:
No...

24. Do you like president Bush?:
I could really care less about the government..all it does is corrupt things...at least he actually represents the people..cause the people in this country are bloody morons 

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?:
not yet..

26. Have you ever white-water rafted?:
No..im terrifide of water

27. has n e one 10 yrs or older than u ever hit on u?:
Im not worth hitting on..

29. Have you met a real redneck?:
Im related to them..

31. What song are you listening to right now?:
Ringfinger - NIN

32. What is your current favorite song?:
dont have a particular fav...

33. What was the last movie you watched?:
hmm...oh yea...Rocky Horror Picture Show

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?:
hmm..emilys house to pick her up

36. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property?
uhmm..dont think so..

37. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?:
Yea plenty of times

39. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?:
eyes and personality

40. What really turns you on?
Ill let you know when i find out...

41. What do you usually order from starbucks?:
only been there once..but the last time i was there i got a caramel machiatto...pretty damned good

44. Say something totally random about yourself:
o.O..uhh...i think my toe is seriously injured cause it hurts like a BIATCH!

45. Do you have an i-pod?:
No..id probably end up breakin that little thing..

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?:
Had a few people say i looked like Hillary Swank,Avril Lavrigne...and someone else but i forgot..

48. Do you have braces?:
no..if someone even got that close to sticking something in my mouth they'd have fingers missing

49. Are you comfortable with your height?
yea...cept for when i have to reach for things up high..><

51. When do you know its love?
Dont ask me..i wouldnt know..
52. Do you speak any other languages besides English?:
I can understand and speak basic Spanish, I want to learn German.

53. What kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out?:
I dont drink much..but when i do usually Mikes Hard Ice Lemonade or Smirnoff..Yeungling aint too bad either..

54. What magazines do you read?:
I dont read magazines

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Nope

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Nope..

57. Do you watch MTV?
Nope..only have 4 channels..5 if the weather is right...
58. What's something that really annoys you?
there are so many things...i guess all these religious idiots who go around preaching their shit is right and critisizes everyone else and their beliefs and tries to push theirs on them...irritates the hell outa me.
59. What's something you really like?
Tea...tea is good..

60. Do you like Michael Jackson?
 Depends on your definition of like..

61. Can you dance?
Overly Caucasion: Do Not Place on Dance Floor

62. Have you ever surfed?
No terrified of water...
63. Do you know how to pump gas?
 what kinda dumb ass question is that..

64. Do you drive?
i wouldnt really call it driving..more like swerving and crashing..

65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
2:30ish i think...

66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
Nope..at least i dont think so..

67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
No i come from a family of rednecks...duct tape,paper towels and some antibacterial cream fixes everything..

68. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
Probably...but it doesnt mean i did it..im too stubborn..

69. Did you enjoy this survey?
Not really..but it gave me something to do with my uselesss time...

A 103 Question Survey
Full FIRST name:: Kristin 
Nick name you are most commonly called:: Shad i guess... 
Nick name you like to be called:: dont care.. 
An odd nick name that you've been called:: Nibbles... 
Favorite Color/Grey Scale:: Black 
This or that
Black or Red?: black 
Black or Pink?: black 
Red or Pink?: red 
Black or White?: black 
Black or Grey?: black 
Black or Sivler?: black 
Red or Silver?: red 
Black or Gold?: black 
Red or Gold?: red 
Did you believe in Santa when you were a kid?: yea not for long though 
Do you still believe in Santa?: no 
If not, at what age would you say it lost it's magic?: 6 or 7 probably 
Do you prefer chatting online or on the phone?: whichever is fine 
Do you prefer chatting in person or online?: depends on the person 
Do you prefer chatting in person or on the phone?: depends once again...really wouldnt make a difference 
Why did you decide to take this survey?: cause its 7:16am my allergies are acting up..im irritated..and most of all bored... 
Do you prefer orange or green?: green 
Do you prefer red or green?: red 
Do you live in a house or an apartment?: house 
Apartment Q: How many rooms? / House Q: How many stories does it have?: one 
Do you have dsl/ dial up/ other?: dial up.. 
What kind of computer[System] do you use?(Mac,Windows 2000,Windows XP etc.): windows 
Have u ever met someone n prsn u met online 4rm the otherside of the World?: nope 
If so, were they male or female?: ... 
[contin. same question] What did you think of them?: .... 
[contin. same question] How old were they?: ... 
In general, would you really recamend meeting someone from online?: not unless you are absolutly sure they are who they say the are... 
How old are you?: 17 
What country (not state...) are you from?: US 
Are you in your home right now?: yes 
Do you prefer blue or pink?: blue 
[attraction wise] Do you prefer men or women?: men 
Do you have any tatoos?: not yet.. 
If so how many?: ... 
Do you have any body pearcings?: yup 
If so how many?: two 
Do you use any blog sites/ journal sites?: yes 
If so what blog sites/ journal sites?: aol...used to use livejournal but i forgot the password..o.o; 
Do you have your own website [that you created yourself, aside from blogs]?: no..i tried once and confused myself 
Would you consider yourself political?: nope 
Where do you stand politically?: no where ..i could care less 
What school grade are you in for this year?(5th, Soph. in HS, Soph. In C): 11th 
What is your eye color?: brown 
What is your natural hair color?: brown 
What color is your hair right now?: brown with a random red spot.. 
Have you ever had a boy friend/ Girl friend?: nope 
If so, which one? Bf or Gf?: ... 
Have you ever been asked out on a date?: nope 
If so, did you except or decline?: ... 
Have you ever been asked (to be a gf or bf) and declined?: no.. 
If so, why?: ... 
What is your marital status right now?: pathetically single 
Do you consider yourself to be a: O.o' 
If so, why?: ... 
Do you flirt with multiple people?: nope.. 
If so, why?: ... 
Do you think it's okay to flirt with other people even if you're taken?: no 
If so, why?: cause it makes you seem you dont care about the person that your with and that you are still free for the taking for other people.. 
Do you think it's okay to make out with someone else even if you're taken?: no.. 
If so, why?: cheating.. 
Do you think it's okay to be dating more than one person at the same time?: no 
If so, why?: cause its wrong for the people you are dating and if you have to be that low to date two people then that is sad.. 
Do you think it's okay for someone to have an: pleas finish your sentences before asking...stupid survey person 
If so, why?: ... 
What do you think of marraige?: its pointless 
If you're not already married, do you think you want to get married?: no.. 
If so, to a man or woman? [forget about what's legal for this question]: .... 
What kinds of colors are in your wordrobe?(Lights,Darks,Brights,Whites etc): darks.. 
Do you feel labeled by other people?: yea...but thats cause people are idiots and have to label others 
If so, what kind(s) of labels do you feel people give/ have given you?: lets see...goth...gay...insane....etc.. 
% wise, tell me how much YOU would say you are this or that Ex:'A baby: 1%
Popular:: 0% 
A Prep:: 0% 
A Punk:: 0% 
Emo:: 0% 
A Goth:: 0% 
A Nerd:: 0% 
A Jock:: 0% 
A 'Player':: 0% 
A Flirt (besides with bf/gf):: 0% 
An Outcast:: 50% 
Unpopular:: 95% 
Worried about your appearance:: 0% 
Worried about how you sound when you say things:: 0% 
A Slut:: 0% 
An animal lover:: 100% 
A Gangsta:: 0% 
A Thug:: 0% 
Ghetto:: 0% 
Helpful:: 90% 
Hopeful:: 50% 
Responsible:: 50% 
Respectful:: 90% 
Honest:: 95% 
Positive:: 50% 
Negative:: 50% 
Outgoing:: 30% 
Funny:: 75% 
How much you liked this survey:: 50% 

 Fill Me Up

I just had to let you know
Cause i dont always let it show
You give me needed room to grow
And I just had to tell you so

You fill me up, youre in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes I take for granted

Its just like poetry inside
To hear you breathing by my side
Like Im in heaven and ive died
So glad youre with me for this ride

You fill me up, youre in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes I take for granted

I see your face to start my day
Makes all my bad dreams go away
And all the stupid games we play
Wouldnt have it any other way

You fill me up,youre in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes i take for granted

You fill me up, youre in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes I take for granted...
  ~Staind~

  Price To Play

We fail to see
How destructive we can be
Taking without giving back
'Til the damage can be seen
Can you see?
Can you see?

The more you take, the more you blame
But everything still feels the same
The more you hurt, the more you strain
The price you pay to play the game
And all you seek, and all you gain
And all you step on with no shame
There are no rules, no one to blame
The price you pay to play the game

Apathy, the chosen way to be
Blindly look the other way
While you waste away with me
Can you see?
Can you see?

The more you take, the more you blame
But everything still feels the same
The more you hurt, the more you strain
The price you pay to play the game
And all you seek, and all you gain
And all you step on with no shame
There are no rules, no one to blame
The price you pay to play the game

What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game

The more you take, the more you blame
But everything still feels the same
The more you hurt, the more you strain
The price you pay to play the game
And all you seek, and all you gain
And all you step on with no shame
There are no rules, no one to blame
The price you pay to play the game

What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
What you pay to play the game
  ~Staind~

"Happy?"

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear meat from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY

Are you
HAPPY

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing?
 ~Mudvayne~

What are you going to do to end the silence?

 Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I am participating in the Day of Silence, a national youth movement protesting the silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people and their allies. My deliberate silence echoes that silence, which is caused by harassment, prejudice, and discrimination. I believe that ended the silence is the first step toward fighting these injustices. Think about the voices you are not hearing today.

        Epiphany

Your words to me just a whisper
Your Faces so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
'Cause it's always raining in my head
So I speak to you in riddles because
My wordes get in my way. I smoke the
Whole thing to my head and feel it
Wash away 'cause I can't take anymore
Of this, I want to come apart,
 Or dig myself A little hole inside
Your precious heart
 'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
though I always try to hide
And I talk to you like children,
But I don't know
How I feel but I know
I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed.
But it's always Raining in my head
 - Forget all the things
I should have said....

   ~Staind~