[Shalazzar]'s diary
wont be online for about one month cause im having a one-month-study for my "job" in muenster.
this "job" is my social service, which im doing one year @ the "Johanniter-Un
so... feels fucked. cuz on 07.07, me and my gf will be a pair for exactly ONE YEAR *goesdancing* and im in muenster *fallsdown*. however, for the weekend, i will come back. *joy*
cancelled my WoW-account this morning. feels great. ^^
uh, and...
im bored, fuckep up and tired. yay. oO
oh my god. didnt have w3 for about 1 1/2 weeks now.
didnt know i was that hard in need of it....
i passed out half the organisation stuff for my promotions festival (dont know if it sht eright word but ti guess you get what i mean), had to write some mails for busines....
whoa..
Written about Friday 2005-04-15
Written: (7161 days ago)
WOOHOO
today was my last day in school!
next monday and thursday and then monday again i have my written exams and on may 11th my oral exams (dont laugh!), but THATS IT!
*dances*
hm, my w3 was down for 10 days... couldnt play WoW for that time. sick.
got w3 back today. been playing WoW for 15 min before i had to leave for the bus. :)
yesterday, i did my last maths exam!
it feels great, esp. cuz i have a good feeling about it.. :D
LAST MATHS EXAMS ROCK!
uh, and...
im bored, fucked up and tired. >.<
Written about Tuesday 2004-08-31
Written: (7388 days ago)
omg.
my dad is leaving our house, he didnt bear it anymore. yet, he lives ~ 15 km away, so it shouldnt make such a problem.
still, its a odd feeling.
its 3:15 am. i just returned from my gfs prom. yaay.
good news. were a couple now! *dances*
and im going to be dead in school. :P
Written about Tuesday 2004-07-06
Written: (7444 days ago)
omfg.
just found a hint that my parents might be going to get divorced...
FUCK.
anyone having some experience about what i might / should do now? HELP!
i dont want my parents to get divorced! esp. not now! hm, at all not in the next 3-4 years cuz after this, I will surely have my own little flat somewhere and my sister will be 18 so she may get herself out there with my parents having to pay for her getting school and the like...
FUCK. *somewhat puzzled, feels empty*
im bored, fucked up and tired.
uh, and good news: her bf still loves his ex, and she doesnt feel loved enough... well then... :P
forgot doing this the last days.
im bored, fucked up, and tired.
yay, seems as if i got everything right up now.
on tuesday my i had some pain @ my teeth, but i supposed it was just cuz i had eaten too much candy.
today i discovered i was wrong. my bloody wisdom teeth are coming out. fuck it. when i was in school i couldnt help but keep my hand on my cheek and hope the lessons would be over soon.
when i got home, i barely could do anything else than just lying around and try not to scream.
now ive got some medicine and hope to get a date @ the dentist soon. -.-
uh, and im bored, fucked up, and tired.
Written about Wednesday 2004-06-16
Written: (7464 days ago)
blood. she has a bf already. very well to know.
a bf is a stone in your way, but not a wall.
will it have any use if i write into my diary everyday "im bored, fucked up, and tired"? i dont know. lets look. start today.
im bored, fucked up, and tired.
hm. didnt help very much. o.O
still im single, but today i found a girl... whow!
she likes metal, doesnt live too far away, is single as well, likes guys w/ long hair, and has a natural kewl mood. and she looks very ..really very very yummy ... :)
im on the hunt... :)
*does dance*
ive got my fuckin driving license (provisorical) today !! bloody hell! and of course i didnt have anything better to do than go on a party and drive home @ ~ 01:00 am... -.- but its fuckin fun, esp. w/ friends and wagners "ride of the valkyrie". *yeeehaaw! grooovy!*
Written about Monday 2004-03-29
Written: (7543 days ago)
one more nice quote.
"If you do something that you will regret in the morning...
SLEEP TILL NOON"
Written about Wednesday 2004-03-24
Written: (7548 days ago)
woohoo done the theoretic exam today and i DID it! yay!
Gosh tomorrow im 18! its about one hour still... i hope i can sleep... waahhh help me am i expected to say something important when i wake up? its the first time im getting 18 in my life so im a bit nervous.. :P
this is my button to show im a member on [SplinteR]s punk list. just cuz i dont like his button. :P
fuck deleted my old poll. grr.