Let's start with Last week.
Tuesday I went to Chester with my Dad and Terry because I wanted to hand in my application form in for Virgin and get a new Silmarillion book (which I still havn't started to read again) and Terry decided to get another tattoo. I started feeling really bad but we were still gonna be there for another hour so I decided to go and wait in the car. I think I fell asleep but if I did it was only for about 10 minutes.

Since then I've just been lazing around (more than usual) and the days have been flying by.

Rob tells me that Lee is back with Gema again so whats with that this is like the fifth time >.> I'd rather be alone than be with someone like her

I've been hanging around with jordan alot though finally spending some quality time with my little bro ^^

After babysitting on Saturday I was walking home at 4am and it was the first time in ages that I actually noticed the stars. *I remember when I went to Demi's awhile ago (myabe last year) there was so many stars you could even see the milky way.

Yesterday I dyed my hair Purple woohoo now I can like my long life dream and..... uh... have purple hair! Last night I was in bed watching animal documentaries, it was one with Beluga's and Polar bears etc so hows that for a fun night? I started drawing too trying to come up with new characters I was on a role but still struggling with some things like the outfits...

Well until next time my friends

I hate not writing in this thing for ages I forget what to write about It's wierd, I remember things that happened years ago but can't remember what happened the other day.

I went to see Spider-man on Tuesday with Rob and Lee Greg we were going to get the bus at about 4:15 but Lee forgot we were going so he didn't get there until around 4:30 so we got a ride from Robs Dad and it was such a kool movie I can't wait to see the next one. After the film finished we went over to McDonalds and had a huge laugh. We were standing outside waiting for Robs Dad to come and pick us up and I just had to shout random things cos there was a really good echo XD

Grrr I've been asking my Dad whens the next time he going upto his Aunties cottage cos I wanted to go up and see Demi (David) and he kept saying he didn't know then on Friday he went without telling me I hate when he does that lol. My Mum went out for the weekend so "PAR-TAY" there was no one to cook for me though >.> Kerry wouldn't because she was going out with her friend who I think was coming onto me lmao! then today she just went out and got me KFC. My Mum should be back later tonight or I hope she is I gotta show her this picture Jen drawn of a party it's so kool she even included Jordas (Jordan)

I think my Dads back now because Jordans just said he's going over there with Kerry to see him on my Uncle Davids Motorbike so I gotta go and make him feel guilty for leaving me here later

I went to Bowy's on Sautday because he was having a Party/BBQ thingy and I had a helluva laugh Jim (James) was humping me and Stebe (Ste) infront of his girlfriend saying "do you think she knows I'm gay yet" lol but I was only there for about 2 hours because I had to babysit again until after 3 in the morning then I ran all the way to my Mums house (and it's like a 15 minute walk) cos I was in a rush to get home then when I was walking to my dads house at about 6 in the morning my legs felt reeeally heavy. Oh, and Terry got back from Ireland that night. He took his girlfriend Claire there for her Birthday

On Sunday and monday I didn't to anything really, my legs were killing me and I gots vitamins >,< I've been getting into superheroe's again lately so I'm thinking about drawing them loads. I did a pretty cool sketch of Spiderman which I painted then ruined with markers.

Monday I had to babysit again and then I got MORE VITAMINS! but with iron. It's a huge container and it's not even quarter of the way full so that's really gay. That Night I had the most amazing dream EVER!!! ;)

Hung around at Wobs (Robs) yesterday and when I went home I was trying really hard to get to sleep so I could get back to my awesome dream.

What about today? I've just been waiting for Jen to come on because I knew she would have the "Super us" picture finished and I was right and I love it!

...Well that's it, been boring lately. I'll write in here again next time something extremely fun happens *sigh*

On Tuesday Jordan had to go into Hospital and stay there for the night because he was having his tonsils out and had to have lasers up his nose cus he kept having nose bleeds O_O I was gonna go and see him but I went to Broughton with Rob so I could get an application form from MVC but they didn't have any

The day after I was getting on with Jordan loads and I got him a bunch of movies to watch then he said to me "Do you want a pillow fight" so I replied "The question Jordan, isn't do I want a pillow fight it's do..." and before I could finish the sentence he started hitting me in the face with a pillow but I won in the end ^^

Ooh and there was a Twister near here, well not near my house but the area I live otherwise I would have been chasing it screaming come back muha but yeah that was kool I didn't know we had them in the UK

That night I had a wierd dream that I was in a reeeeeeally bad car crash with blood everywhere and I'm talking about huge puddles all over the place it was sick so on Thursday (Yesterday) when I went to Chester for get an application at Virgin Megastores I was clinging to the seatbelt really tight. Well I hope I do get a Job there cos I can strut around in unifrom that says 'Virgin' >_<

I seen a bouncy castle in someones garden today on the way home and I felt like diving into it but I had to hold myself back -,-

Remember last time I wrote in this thing I said I was feeling sick, well I spent the rest of that day and the next in bed watching movies I felt so horrible :(

I feel like doing millions of Disney Fanarts but I have to wait untill my art work for my exam has been examined so then I can go and get my kool Art pads.... and learn how to draw but it's all good.

I was woken up today buy some fun day thing and I was so angry... not because I was woken up but they didn't have a bouncy castle *pulls a really angry face* thats just sick.

I was walking home I could hear a Queen song playing but I had no idea where it was coming from so I just started singing along with it XD


I seen Bowy and those before they were all going to go get pissed up Flint but I couldn't go cos I said I'd babysit damnit. Even Lee Doh's little bro Woody was going which really made me want to go because I like to hurt him ^^ I seen Rob and James coming out of Bowy's looking really confused Rob was like "Where the hell am I" then started flipping me off with a big grin on his face lol

Last time I went to Bowy's House we were playing the Bass and Drums then started watching Family guy for ages and then decided to cut his hedge which was fun but I don't think his Mum knew anything about that muha well I left before she got back. It was crazy, I almost got my hand chopped off o,O

Everythings been really crazy lately I havn't been able to keep track of time or even be able to tell what day it is.


So when was the last time I wrote in this thing, oh yes before I went to the 'Family gathering' - thingy. Well that was kool I found out that Frank (The Canadian guy who arranges these things) is a millionaire o,O and rich people are supposed to be assholes but he's kool I remember last year he was buying me drinks but I didn't talk to him as much this year. The band there was pretty kool too they started talking about me saying I bet he's a good drummer so I just sat there nodding like "yep!" heh

Heheh Terry was funny last week he was getting really pissed off at this film he was watching I think it was called 'The Lottery' it had a really wierd plot and a crap ending but he still watched it all lol I was just laughing at him. He finally got his Blade sword and now he wants me to get up early for his Batman sword... nah, I don't think so

I think it was last Friday or Saturday that I was up talking to Jen until about 4:30, yeah we talked alot and I've been witnessing a lot of sunrises lately they look so kool.


I came from my Dads house at 5:10am today because I couldn't sleep but now I am so damn tired I could sleep any place at anytime but then I guess I'll be up all night again so I'm looking forward to sleeping tonight. Erk I feel kinda sick too now I havn't been eating properly either


Well I'm gonna hang out with Rob later I'll probably be drawing the rest of the day because I've been taking my art alot more seriously lately. That's the main reason I havn't been talking to people much lately and I kinda feel bad about it


...Well thats all from me today.

Loads of stuff has happened lately but I can't remember any of it to write damnit.

Well my exams are over now woohoo. My last one was on Tuesday and that was a Maths exam which, of course sucked.

Tiff was telling me about a dream Magen had the other day about me dancing and Magen said to me "What are you doing" then I replied "I'm dancing!" which I thought was really funny because it sounds exactly like something I'd do. Well Tiff and Magen are supposed to be moving at the end of the month so that's really gonna suck. I won't be able to talk to them as much :(

My Sister went to Lanzorotti this morning for a week and my Aunty Nina along with my Uncle Rob also left today but there going to Japan for two weeks.. grrr I deserve to be so pissed off at them for not taking me

Well I have to go to a party in a few minutes like a family get together thing and my family from Canada are gonna be there so I'm going to ask them to take me with them when they go back >.<

Yesterday was cool.... oh wait, no it wasn't but something cool happened Venus passed the Sun! it looked like a little dot and the next time that will happen is over 200 years interesting ay?

I went back to take that Anime I got 'Noir' only after I watched it though >_< I seen the Ninja scroll 10th annicersary special edition boxset thingy so I just had to get that but Jen said I had to get Princess Mononoke if I seen it there so I ended up buying them both.

I just got finished watching Princess Mononoke with Jordan and all I gotta say is "WOW" it was awesome so now I've labeled it as one of my fave Anime's. It was made by Studio Chibli the same as Spirited Away. (Another cool Anime) I'll probably watch Ninja scroll tonight.

Well now I'm broke! I hate not having money with me it makes me feel so damn uncomfortable but it's not my fault, I was under the influence! The DVD's were there bouncing up and down on the shelves screaming "TAKE ME NOW BIG BOY" lol. I hate spending money everyone thinks I'm like this with my money *clenches fist* I think that means tight or something o.o I usually lend people money when they ask cos I never expect to be spending it and I know I'm gonna get it back. I still have loads of money in the bank but I'm never gonna take money out the bank

I told Jen that my fave Street Fighter character was Ken and so she did a Ken pic for me it's so cool *glee*

Shit, whats up with my leg It's all wierd like some sort of pain but doesn't hurt... Bah I can't even describe it anyways it sucks

I hope Terry is at my Dads when I go there later I really feel like getting into a fight with him tonight muhahaha...

Woot it's raining now I love the rain I think it might be my favourite type of weather but snow is cool too!

A Police Helicopter just went past and Jordan asked what it was so I told him it was a bomb rofl My mum was like "I'm sick of you trying to scare him all the time" so then I said it was only Super man going off to fight the 'bad guys'

Omg I feel so crappy I didn't sleep at all last night again. I came home at about 5:30am or something and was speaking to Jen until 12pm XD Jen is so cool she's really helped me out with my drawings!

I had a Maths exam in the afternoon which I don't think went to well but atleast it's over with. Lol I drawn all over my exam paper cos I got bored after I finished.

After the exam I went around to Robs and was sick loads lol but afterwards I was really happy for some odd reason. I walked into Robs room and said "I was just sick everywhere! Come and have a look" lol then I put my hand in it and was gonna wipe it over him but when he tried cleaning it up he stood in it ROFL

Bah I'm so friggin tired now I hope I feel better when I wake up ....If I wake up O.O haha some huge moth last night was going crazy attacking me bumping into eveything including my eye >.o

I wanna start taking requests and art trades but I have no scanner anymore damnit ::sobs:: I'm supposed to be making an art trade with Jen soon I can't wait

Went to MVC to get the new Slipknot album the other day but ended up coming out with a new anime dvd and Edward Scissor hands lol when I got home I noticed the the Anime I got was the last three episodes of some series called Noir and I thought it was a movie so I'm going to try and take that back.

My lips are chapped or something so yesterday I kept sneezing and my lip split every time so I had loads of cuts in my lip and must have bled loads

Lol last night was so damn funny I was scaring the shit out of my little brother Jordan cos I always make up stories to scare him and I went on and on about it all night to him >< I made a little base for him cuz bases are so kool!!! I put a cover over his little bouncy castle and when I started lying down inside of it (I was really tired) he was on his bed and he dived through the roof onto me lol he always ends up head butting me or kicking me in the face but I usually just start laughing for some odd reason o.o well anyways it was funny.

Just thinking about if I should take Art next year or just try to get a full time job... well I definately want to get a job somewhere like Virgin, HMV or MVC would be kool I really wanna go work at a Cinema then I get to see the new movies for free and get paid for it but I think you have to be 18

The last few days I've been really hyper so I've been releasing that into the world, my Mum probably thinks I'm going crazy!

Friday was kool I went the Cinema with my Dad and Terry to watch 'The Day after Tomorrow' and there was some really funny guy working there who I was talking too and now I want to work in the Cinema. Some guy spilt a huge drink right next to me so I nearly got soaked lol what a dumbass

Saturday was gay I didn't sleep all night so I was on Robs PS2 till about 11 in the morning and thats probably why I didn't wake up until 6 in the afteroon on Monday lol at first I thought my clock was broken. I really need to start getting up early again and we have a week of school now so I'll probably be able to get up for it by next week. I was up again last night till about 6 just painting and drawing loads I might start doing some art trades cos my drawings are getting alot better. Heheh Magen and Tiff made a fan club for me so I was really freaked out.... kinda scared but I couldn't stop laughing

About time I wrote in my Diary again. Well then what's happened lately, oh yeah Terry rented some Videos and got some Pizza on Sunday so I watched Paycheck with Ben affleck it was pretty kool and the night after Kill Bill Volume 1 which had a really kool Anime part which lasted like 10 minutes and I had to babysit that night which sucked.

On Tuesday I got a new DVD a pretty old Horror movie called Leprechaun and it was the first time I seen it in about 10 years then I went to my cousin Marks house and had a game of pool and later on got a lift home. When I came on the net Tiff told me that she had lied about being 15 and was only 13... I wasn't pissed at her for saying that I just really didn't know what to say and could'nt describe how I felt.

The rest of the week I've just been acting lazy around the house

I finally did a poem it's my first EVER poem and a little short but the words just popped into my head last night when I was trying to sleep anyways here it is...

Locked away inside my head
Feels although my soul is dead,
Deep inside my thoughts are bound
Like my heart I've never found

I was up all night on a Friends watching spree from the very first episode what a kickass series that is! Anyways I woke up at like 3 and though oh shit I've missed school again then remembered it was sunday so carried on watching friends in bed >_<

I got loads of cuts on my fingers now from a carving knife because I was doing all my Lord of the Rings models and now I have skin torn from my hands from the super glue which hurt like hell. I might start painting them again soon

Well I have a giant cookie so that will make everything better XD Well accept I havn't spoken to Tiff all day and I miss her so much *sobs*

Well thats it for now, ciao

Hmm what's happened lately... oh yeah, last Thursday was funny I didn't leave Robs till 4 in the morning and he was sleeping so when I woke him up to tell I was leaving he crapped himself muha stupid fool and last night I was up till 5am Talking to Tiff ^_^ Great times. Magen pulled her tooth out when she was messing around on the webcam O.O I was like what the fuck!!!? and Rob was talking in his sleep again saying "I want you" and "oh yeah baby" lmao.


I've been thinking about dying my hair dark purple for ages now so I might get that done after Roxanne pierces my lip >_< I'm gonna spit a load of blood at her then she'll kick my ass but it'll be worth it lol after that I'll start saving for my tattoo, I want to get a tribal crow on my back

...Now my toe hurts *licks eyebrow* I think I may have an ingrowing toe nail or something <.<  >.>

I've just realised I've been pretty laid back the last few days.

Last night I couldn't sleep again I need sleeping pills or something the last time I checked the time it was like 5:15am I was watching 'Stuck on you' heheh funny film! It was like day time so I didn't think I would sleep at all so I closed my eyes and because I opened a window it was breezy and I could hear all types of birds outside so that was pretty relaxing.

...Oh yeah I had a kool dream I was with Jenny over at her house having a laugh :) What a great mate she is

Right this is getting really stupid I heard that Gemma and Lee split up because she wants to get back with me but I told her theres no way that's ever going to happen I hate her.

Stopped over at Robs again on Thursday he was getting really into a game and was near the end then I pulled out the plug and he got well pissed off at me but I was just laughing at him loads muhaha. Of course I couldn't sleep that night though I never can I was trying for about 2 hours and Rob was snoring loads then started making wierd noises and talking in his sleep LMAO I don't know if they were realy sentences but it was really funny.

Next day I went to school for about one and a half hours going through Exam papers then walked out and sat at my computer till about 4:30pm then I had to go and meet some friends because we were going into town to watch Van Helsing I think it was pretty awesome I mean check out Kate Beckinsale X_X Well like always I was nudging the people sitting next to me when something kool was happening in the film because it always annoys them and I punched Ste in the arm where he's just had his Tattoo by accident lol. I had a really good time

I don't have many plans for today. I guess I should be bitching about something but I'm in a pretty good mood, maybe it's because of the weather lately it's not so gloomy and depressing

Before I was messing around with Terry's weights and I went well far past the limit which I could handle and afterwards my arms felt like jelly

I havn't written much lately... well I guess that's because nothings really happened I've been as bored as ever.

On Saturday I had to go out to meet rob cos I was staying around at his and he bought a new metal gear solid game it was well funny.

The day after Kerry was being really nice to me and bought me a meal.

Oh yeah I finished the final two hours of my art exam yesterday. I didn't finish painting the background but I don't think anyone finished their final piece but the teacher said that was ok we might be getting some extra time because we missed about an hour. I hope I did good

NOW I'M PISSED OFF!!! my computer is being the biggest bitch ever my MSN Messanger, Pictures, Videos and music albums have all suddenly dissapeard from the computer and it is being so fucking slow even with broadband I've been going crazy all day about it

I dyed my hair black again yesterday!!! that was the most fun I had all day *sigh* I hate being this bored I need to get a job... I really do me and my friends have been planning to go to America next year on a huge road trip it's gonna be fun we're going to rent a hippy van, slap a big 'ol daisy sticker on it, fill it with smoke and play hippy music like Hanson or something fun fun fun!


Maybe I should have gone to Bowy's barbeque today? well it was for Lee's birthday so I'd probably end up getting into a fight in the end if he pissed me off anymore so I guess I'll stay home and just think to myself all night

...Chitty bang bang yeah!

What day is it today? Oh yeh Wednesday... I think *scratches head and looks up blankly* yeah anyways Monday was kool, it sure was there was no school so I went to Llandudno and I had to get up at 9am but I didn't sleep much that night. I think I got about 4 hours sleep and when I woke up it looked like I had two black eyes

(Best pic I could find which isn't too big) I went there with my Dad, two Brothers and my Sister and I usually hate the UK but after this trip I thought to myself it isn't too bad I used to always go places with my family because I love travelling so I guess that kinda opened me up a bit. There was a huge fair there and a parade!!! I love parades so much I wanna join them I was standing there Saluting heheh. We later met up with my Cousin Lee and his Dad Derek (My Dads twin) OH and I seen the original Chitty Chitty Bang Bang Car I was like whoa I wanted to mug the old guy and fly away in it. What a great movie! I don't like that guy with the huge nose who caches kids though he really freaks me out sometimes I think he's gonna come for me =o

Hmm I can't think of much to say about it now but I remember on the day I had such a great time. I finally got a ring well, I was at some shop for about an hour talking to the girl working there she was a really nice and I think she enjoyed my company ^^ we stopped at Colwyn Bay too for a bit they had a huge fair thier too which was pretty kool but I was soo tired and I felt sick afterwards. My little bro Jordan was being a pain in the ass as usual in the car throwing a football around and stuff like that.

When I got home I went on the internet for a bit but everyone was like Go to bed so I did!

The next day Kerry was supposed to be going to Greece for about 6 months but she had a panic attack and an Asthma attack or something so the airport ripped up her ticket so I guess she's not going anymore

Sooo tired! right after I finished writing my last entry Tiff came on so I was really like yay and I was talking to her until 4 then I walked around through ally's and stuff to go to my Dad's and I got a face full of web I was like what the fuck is it trying to catch me? Lol. When I got there I had a really annoying ringing in my head which wouldn't go away so I started bashing at my head which actually helped. It's hard to explain but even though I'm alot unhappier like how I am now I understand everything alot more. I was up until about 5 watching movies then I woke up at 4:30pm and now it is so damn hot.


Oh yeah I added Tiff's ex (Curtis) onto Msn and started having a go at him loads then it ended up being his Dad lol then when Curtis eventually came on I bitched at him and he said he's gonna get his Dad to shoot me because he's a cop and they know where I live which is on the other side of the Ocean ROFL what a dumbass I so badly want to go to Canada now to kick his ass. I've been talking to Tiffs little sister Magen too recently and she's really kool


Well I'm gonna go to Robs later cos we're gonna be up all night again having a laugh. I think I'm finally starting to get the hang of this Diary now