[Melkor]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2004-09-22
Written: (7370 days ago)

Wob had his party on Saturday and although it didn't start till 8 he wanted me to go down at 4 to show me his new sims 2 game it's really cool. Kayleigh came early to but only to tell us that she wasn't feeling up to coming to the party. Because I was on pills I wasn't supposed to be drinking but I had about 4 cans which I regret now because before that I felt like I was getting better, I wasn't as tired and I was eating. This guy called bibbly got on all fours and started eating dog food we even got a picture of it >,<
I did have fun though there loads to write about but I'm really not upto it.

Went for another blood test today because I might have to rare liver problem grr I hate feeling this crappy everything seems so boring and it looks like it's gonna be like that forever which I really can't take. It feels like I'm getting really upset about it to, god I hope it passes

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Written about Monday 2004-08-30
Written: (7393 days ago)

Hola boys and girls
It is I, Shaun coming to you with news of my life.

So what has happened lately you ask, well... I don't know >.> oh wait it's coming to me.
The other day I was hanging about with Jordan all day and he was making me laugh so much. At one point that day he came upto me and said "We're crazy aren't we Shaun" and later on my Mum caught him going through my bag. He had found my black marker and coloured in his nails with it then told my Sister that I did it to him.

Missed my cousins (Curtis) Birthday party too. By the time I woke up it was over so that sucked I wanted a party hat damnit

I've been really lazy lately just sitting around the house watching movies or playing games but not today no sir.
My Dad woke me up at about 10am so I only had about 5 hours sleep and as you can imagine I am really tired right now. The reason I was woken up was because we were going to Hoylake with Jordan, Kerry My uncle Derek, my cousins Lisa and Lee, Lisa's boyfriend and one of her friends and had a pretty fun day. I was looking out for [S K I] because she lives in Hoylake so I was expecting to see her somewhere so I could noogie her muha.The red arrows were there so I think that's the reason my dad wanted to go today.

We got there pretty early so we went to New Brighton for a few hours and it was pretty windy so there were some pretty big waves which managed to splash over all the cars driving past which was funny cos my dad kept telling us not to touch the windows or anything because he had just had the car washed polished. I think even he seen the funny side to it. While we was there we played about in the arcades for a bit, got some CANDLYFLOSS and took Jordan to the fair where they had bumper cars so Me, Lee my dad and Jordan went on them of course and I said to Jordan "I'm gonna kick yo ass" but I would say he actually won that round ¬_¬
I went on some simulation of the big dipper ride too which was pretty kool so now I have to go on the real thing and I think my dads taking us to Blackpool soon so I'll get the chance. When we got back to Hoylake there was loads more people there than before so we had to get through a huge crowd that was near the beach and we got a good spot near these two Helicopters and it was a really great view when the planes were doing all that crazy stuff they do but that was really impressive.

So there I am sitting on the grass having to look up at the plane so I'm seeing blue dots everywhere from looking into the sun too much. Then the red arrows came on making all patterns in the sky with that blue, red and white smoke. They were so fast and it was kool how they kept getting really close then dodging each other and they made a heart with arrow going through it too. Oh and Jordan was running around like an airplane so I had to join in and I started a huge applause I always wanted to do that! >,<

When I got home I had to go babysitting straight away because my mum is going to the theatre with my aunty and I keep getting really bad headaches so why is it always me that ends up feeling crappy WHY?

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Written about Wednesday 2004-08-25
Written: (7398 days ago)

Well it's been quite long since I've wrote in here. The reason for that could very well be because nothing at all has really happened lately just been boring as hell.

Went to see Rob on Sunday because the day after he was going on Holiday to Turkey for 2 weeks with Jimbo (Lee Gregory) so I'm lending a few dvd's and games while he's gone that should keep me entertained. After he swopped the money I think he had like 4 billion liras so I told him to bring me back a Turkish sex doll which I shall call Faye >,< (as a joke of course)

MONDAY! Erm... I went the library to get some astronomy books for star maps 'n stuff because I feel like getting into constellations again like about a week ago I was sitting in the middle of the field outside my dads house looking for familiar constellations it doesn't get any better than that XP.

I'm supposed to be going to the doctors soon because I've been feeling really crappy for the last month and I can't eat or sleep properly anymore well, I've been having trouble trying to get to sleep for years now

The End...

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Written about Tuesday 2004-08-03
Written: (7420 days ago)

Let's start with Last week.
Tuesday I went to Chester with my Dad and Terry because I wanted to hand in my application form in for Virgin and get a new Silmarillion book (which I still havn't started to read again) and Terry decided to get another tattoo. I started feeling really bad but we were still gonna be there for another hour so I decided to go and wait in the car. I think I fell asleep but if I did it was only for about 10 minutes.

Since then I've just been lazing around (more than usual) and the days have been flying by.

Rob tells me that Lee is back with Gema again so whats with that this is like the fifth time >.> I'd rather be alone than be with someone like her

I've been hanging around with jordan alot though finally spending some quality time with my little bro ^^

After babysitting on Saturday I was walking home at 4am and it was the first time in ages that I actually noticed the stars. *I remember when I went to Demi's awhile ago (myabe last year) there was so many stars you could even see the milky way.

Yesterday I dyed my hair Purple woohoo now I can like my long life dream and..... uh... have purple hair! Last night I was in bed watching animal documentaries, it was one with Beluga's and Polar bears etc so hows that for a fun night? I started drawing too trying to come up with new characters I was on a role but still struggling with some things like the outfits...

Well until next time my friends

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Written about Sunday 2004-07-25
Written: (7429 days ago)

I hate not writing in this thing for ages I forget what to write about It's wierd, I remember things that happened years ago but can't remember what happened the other day.

I went to see Spider-man on Tuesday with Rob and Lee Greg we were going to get the bus at about 4:15 but Lee forgot we were going so he didn't get there until around 4:30 so we got a ride from Robs Dad and it was such a kool movie I can't wait to see the next one. After the film finished we went over to McDonalds and had a huge laugh. We were standing outside waiting for Robs Dad to come and pick us up and I just had to shout random things cos there was a really good echo XD

Grrr I've been asking my Dad whens the next time he going upto his Aunties cottage cos I wanted to go up and see Demi (David) and he kept saying he didn't know then on Friday he went without telling me I hate when he does that lol. My Mum went out for the weekend so "PAR-TAY" there was no one to cook for me though >.> Kerry wouldn't because she was going out with her friend who I think was coming onto me lmao! then today she just went out and got me KFC. My Mum should be back later tonight or I hope she is I gotta show her this picture Jen drawn of a party it's so kool she even included Jordas (Jordan)

I think my Dads back now because Jordans just said he's going over there with Kerry to see him on my Uncle Davids Motorbike so I gotta go and make him feel guilty for leaving me here later

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Written about Wednesday 2004-07-14
Written: (7440 days ago)

I went to Bowy's on Sautday because he was having a Party/BBQ thingy and I had a helluva laugh Jim (James) was humping me and Stebe (Ste) infront of his girlfriend saying "do you think she knows I'm gay yet" lol but I was only there for about 2 hours because I had to babysit again until after 3 in the morning then I ran all the way to my Mums house (and it's like a 15 minute walk) cos I was in a rush to get home then when I was walking to my dads house at about 6 in the morning my legs felt reeeally heavy. Oh, and Terry got back from Ireland that night. He took his girlfriend Claire there for her Birthday

On Sunday and monday I didn't to anything really, my legs were killing me and I gots vitamins >,< I've been getting into superheroe's again lately so I'm thinking about drawing them loads. I did a pretty cool sketch of Spiderman which I painted then ruined with markers.

Monday I had to babysit again and then I got MORE VITAMINS! but with iron. It's a huge container and it's not even quarter of the way full so that's really gay. That Night I had the most amazing dream EVER!!! ;)

Hung around at Wobs (Robs) yesterday and when I went home I was trying really hard to get to sleep so I could get back to my awesome dream.

What about today? I've just been waiting for Jen to come on because I knew she would have the "Super us" picture finished and I was right and I love it!

...Well that's it, been boring lately. I'll write in here again next time something extremely fun happens *sigh*

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Written about Friday 2004-07-09
Written: (7444 days ago)

On Tuesday Jordan had to go into Hospital and stay there for the night because he was having his tonsils out and had to have lasers up his nose cus he kept having nose bleeds O_O I was gonna go and see him but I went to Broughton with Rob so I could get an application form from MVC but they didn't have any

The day after I was getting on with Jordan loads and I got him a bunch of movies to watch then he said to me "Do you want a pillow fight" so I replied "The question Jordan, isn't do I want a pillow fight it's do..." and before I could finish the sentence he started hitting me in the face with a pillow but I won in the end ^^

Ooh and there was a Twister near here, well not near my house but the area I live otherwise I would have been chasing it screaming come back muha but yeah that was kool I didn't know we had them in the UK

That night I had a wierd dream that I was in a reeeeeeally bad car crash with blood everywhere and I'm talking about huge puddles all over the place it was sick so on Thursday (Yesterday) when I went to Chester for get an application at Virgin Megastores I was clinging to the seatbelt really tight. Well I hope I do get a Job there cos I can strut around in unifrom that says 'Virgin' >_<

I seen a bouncy castle in someones garden today on the way home and I felt like diving into it but I had to hold myself back -,-

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Written about Saturday 2004-07-03
Written: (7450 days ago)

Remember last time I wrote in this thing I said I was feeling sick, well I spent the rest of that day and the next in bed watching movies I felt so horrible :(

I feel like doing millions of Disney Fanarts but I have to wait untill my art work for my exam has been examined so then I can go and get my kool Art pads.... and learn how to draw but it's all good.

I was woken up today buy some fun day thing and I was so angry... not because I was woken up but they didn't have a bouncy castle *pulls a really angry face* thats just sick.

I was walking home I could hear a Queen song playing but I had no idea where it was coming from so I just started singing along with it XD


I seen Bowy and those before they were all going to go get pissed up Flint but I couldn't go cos I said I'd babysit damnit. Even Lee Doh's little bro Woody was going which really made me want to go because I like to hurt him ^^ I seen Rob and James coming out of Bowy's looking really confused Rob was like "Where the hell am I" then started flipping me off with a big grin on his face lol

Last time I went to Bowy's House we were playing the Bass and Drums then started watching Family guy for ages and then decided to cut his hedge which was fun but I don't think his Mum knew anything about that muha well I left before she got back. It was crazy, I almost got my hand chopped off o,O

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Written about Tuesday 2004-06-29
Written: (7455 days ago)

Everythings been really crazy lately I havn't been able to keep track of time or even be able to tell what day it is.


So when was the last time I wrote in this thing, oh yes before I went to the 'Family gathering' - thingy. Well that was kool I found out that Frank (The Canadian guy who arranges these things) is a millionaire o,O and rich people are supposed to be assholes but he's kool I remember last year he was buying me drinks but I didn't talk to him as much this year. The band there was pretty kool too they started talking about me saying I bet he's a good drummer so I just sat there nodding like "yep!" heh

Heheh Terry was funny last week he was getting really pissed off at this film he was watching I think it was called 'The Lottery' it had a really wierd plot and a crap ending but he still watched it all lol I was just laughing at him. He finally got his Blade sword and now he wants me to get up early for his Batman sword... nah, I don't think so

I think it was last Friday or Saturday that I was up talking to Jen until about 4:30, yeah we talked alot and I've been witnessing a lot of sunrises lately they look so kool.


I came from my Dads house at 5:10am today because I couldn't sleep but now I am so damn tired I could sleep any place at anytime but then I guess I'll be up all night again so I'm looking forward to sleeping tonight. Erk I feel kinda sick too now I havn't been eating properly either


Well I'm gonna hang out with Rob later I'll probably be drawing the rest of the day because I've been taking my art alot more seriously lately. That's the main reason I havn't been talking to people much lately and I kinda feel bad about it


...Well thats all from me today.

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Written about Thursday 2004-06-17
Written: (7467 days ago)

Loads of stuff has happened lately but I can't remember any of it to write damnit.

Well my exams are over now woohoo. My last one was on Tuesday and that was a Maths exam which, of course sucked.

Tiff was telling me about a dream Magen had the other day about me dancing and Magen said to me "What are you doing" then I replied "I'm dancing!" which I thought was really funny because it sounds exactly like something I'd do. Well Tiff and Magen are supposed to be moving at the end of the month so that's really gonna suck. I won't be able to talk to them as much :(

My Sister went to Lanzorotti this morning for a week and my Aunty Nina along with my Uncle Rob also left today but there going to Japan for two weeks.. grrr I deserve to be so pissed off at them for not taking me

Well I have to go to a party in a few minutes like a family get together thing and my family from Canada are gonna be there so I'm going to ask them to take me with them when they go back >.<

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Written about Wednesday 2004-06-09
Written: (7475 days ago)

Yesterday was cool.... oh wait, no it wasn't but something cool happened Venus passed the Sun! it looked like a little dot and the next time that will happen is over 200 years interesting ay?

I went back to take that Anime I got 'Noir' only after I watched it though >_< I seen the Ninja scroll 10th annicersary special edition boxset thingy so I just had to get that but Jen said I had to get Princess Mononoke if I seen it there so I ended up buying them both.

I just got finished watching Princess Mononoke with Jordan and all I gotta say is "WOW" it was awesome so now I've labeled it as one of my fave Anime's. It was made by Studio Chibli the same as Spirited Away. (Another cool Anime) I'll probably watch Ninja scroll tonight.

Well now I'm broke! I hate not having money with me it makes me feel so damn uncomfortable but it's not my fault, I was under the influence! The DVD's were there bouncing up and down on the shelves screaming "TAKE ME NOW BIG BOY" lol. I hate spending money everyone thinks I'm like this with my money *clenches fist* I think that means tight or something o.o I usually lend people money when they ask cos I never expect to be spending it and I know I'm gonna get it back. I still have loads of money in the bank but I'm never gonna take money out the bank

I told Jen that my fave Street Fighter character was Ken and so she did a Ken pic for me it's so cool *glee*

Shit, whats up with my leg It's all wierd like some sort of pain but doesn't hurt... Bah I can't even describe it anyways it sucks

I hope Terry is at my Dads when I go there later I really feel like getting into a fight with him tonight muhahaha...

Woot it's raining now I love the rain I think it might be my favourite type of weather but snow is cool too!

A Police Helicopter just went past and Jordan asked what it was so I told him it was a bomb rofl My mum was like "I'm sick of you trying to scare him all the time" so then I said it was only Super man going off to fight the 'bad guys'

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Written about Tuesday 2004-06-08
Written: (7475 days ago)

Omg I feel so crappy I didn't sleep at all last night again. I came home at about 5:30am or something and was speaking to Jen until 12pm XD Jen is so cool she's really helped me out with my drawings!

I had a Maths exam in the afternoon which I don't think went to well but atleast it's over with. Lol I drawn all over my exam paper cos I got bored after I finished.

After the exam I went around to Robs and was sick loads lol but afterwards I was really happy for some odd reason. I walked into Robs room and said "I was just sick everywhere! Come and have a look" lol then I put my hand in it and was gonna wipe it over him but when he tried cleaning it up he stood in it ROFL

Bah I'm so friggin tired now I hope I feel better when I wake up ....If I wake up O.O haha some huge moth last night was going crazy attacking me bumping into eveything including my eye >.o

I wanna start taking requests and art trades but I have no scanner anymore damnit ::sobs:: I'm supposed to be making an art trade with Jen soon I can't wait

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Written about Monday 2004-06-07
Written: (7477 days ago)

Went to MVC to get the new Slipknot album the other day but ended up coming out with a new anime dvd and Edward Scissor hands lol when I got home I noticed the the Anime I got was the last three episodes of some series called Noir and I thought it was a movie so I'm going to try and take that back.

My lips are chapped or something so yesterday I kept sneezing and my lip split every time so I had loads of cuts in my lip and must have bled loads

Lol last night was so damn funny I was scaring the shit out of my little brother Jordan cos I always make up stories to scare him and I went on and on about it all night to him >< I made a little base for him cuz bases are so kool!!! I put a cover over his little bouncy castle and when I started lying down inside of it (I was really tired) he was on his bed and he dived through the roof onto me lol he always ends up head butting me or kicking me in the face but I usually just start laughing for some odd reason o.o well anyways it was funny.

Just thinking about if I should take Art next year or just try to get a full time job... well I definately want to get a job somewhere like Virgin, HMV or MVC would be kool I really wanna go work at a Cinema then I get to see the new movies for free and get paid for it but I think you have to be 18

The last few days I've been really hyper so I've been releasing that into the world, my Mum probably thinks I'm going crazy!

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Written about Tuesday 2004-06-01
Written: (7482 days ago)

Friday was kool I went the Cinema with my Dad and Terry to watch 'The Day after Tomorrow' and there was some really funny guy working there who I was talking too and now I want to work in the Cinema. Some guy spilt a huge drink right next to me so I nearly got soaked lol what a dumbass

Saturday was gay I didn't sleep all night so I was on Robs PS2 till about 11 in the morning and thats probably why I didn't wake up until 6 in the afteroon on Monday lol at first I thought my clock was broken. I really need to start getting up early again and we have a week of school now so I'll probably be able to get up for it by next week. I was up again last night till about 6 just painting and drawing loads I might start doing some art trades cos my drawings are getting alot better. Heheh Magen and Tiff made a fan club for me so I was really freaked out.... kinda scared but I couldn't stop laughing

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Written about Thursday 2004-05-27
Written: (7488 days ago)

About time I wrote in my Diary again. Well then what's happened lately, oh yeah Terry rented some Videos and got some Pizza on Sunday so I watched Paycheck with Ben affleck it was pretty kool and the night after Kill Bill Volume 1 which had a really kool Anime part which lasted like 10 minutes and I had to babysit that night which sucked.

On Tuesday I got a new DVD a pretty old Horror movie called Leprechaun and it was the first time I seen it in about 10 years then I went to my cousin Marks house and had a game of pool and later on got a lift home. When I came on the net Tiff told me that she had lied about being 15 and was only 13... I wasn't pissed at her for saying that I just really didn't know what to say and could'nt describe how I felt.

The rest of the week I've just been acting lazy around the house

I finally did a poem it's my first EVER poem and a little short but the words just popped into my head last night when I was trying to sleep anyways here it is...

Locked away inside my head
Feels although my soul is dead,
Deep inside my thoughts are bound
Like my heart I've never found

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Written about Sunday 2004-05-23
Written: (7491 days ago)

I was up all night on a Friends watching spree from the very first episode what a kickass series that is! Anyways I woke up at like 3 and though oh shit I've missed school again then remembered it was sunday so carried on watching friends in bed >_<

I got loads of cuts on my fingers now from a carving knife because I was doing all my Lord of the Rings models and now I have skin torn from my hands from the super glue which hurt like hell. I might start painting them again soon

Well I have a giant cookie so that will make everything better XD Well accept I havn't spoken to Tiff all day and I miss her so much *sobs*

Well thats it for now, ciao

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Written about Saturday 2004-05-22
Written: (7492 days ago)
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Hmm what's happened lately... oh yeah, last Thursday was funny I didn't leave Robs till 4 in the morning and he was sleeping so when I woke him up to tell I was leaving he crapped himself muha stupid fool and last night I was up till 5am Talking to Tiff ^_^ Great times. Magen pulled her tooth out when she was messing around on the webcam O.O I was like what the fuck!!!? and Rob was talking in his sleep again saying "I want you" and "oh yeah baby" lmao.


I've been thinking about dying my hair dark purple for ages now so I might get that done after Roxanne pierces my lip >_< I'm gonna spit a load of blood at her then she'll kick my ass but it'll be worth it lol after that I'll start saving for my tattoo, I want to get a tribal crow on my back

...Now my toe hurts *licks eyebrow* I think I may have an ingrowing toe nail or something <.<  >.>

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Written about Tuesday 2004-05-18
Written: (7497 days ago)

I've just realised I've been pretty laid back the last few days.

Last night I couldn't sleep again I need sleeping pills or something the last time I checked the time it was like 5:15am I was watching 'Stuck on you' heheh funny film! It was like day time so I didn't think I would sleep at all so I closed my eyes and because I opened a window it was breezy and I could hear all types of birds outside so that was pretty relaxing.

...Oh yeah I had a kool dream I was with Jenny over at her house having a laugh :) What a great mate she is

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Written about Saturday 2004-05-15
Written: (7500 days ago)
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Right this is getting really stupid I heard that Gemma and Lee split up because she wants to get back with me but I told her theres no way that's ever going to happen I hate her.

Stopped over at Robs again on Thursday he was getting really into a game and was near the end then I pulled out the plug and he got well pissed off at me but I was just laughing at him loads muhaha. Of course I couldn't sleep that night though I never can I was trying for about 2 hours and Rob was snoring loads then started making wierd noises and talking in his sleep LMAO I don't know if they were realy sentences but it was really funny.

Next day I went to school for about one and a half hours going through Exam papers then walked out and sat at my computer till about 4:30pm then I had to go and meet some friends because we were going into town to watch Van Helsing I think it was pretty awesome I mean check out Kate Beckinsale X_X Well like always I was nudging the people sitting next to me when something kool was happening in the film because it always annoys them and I punched Ste in the arm where he's just had his Tattoo by accident lol. I had a really good time

I don't have many plans for today. I guess I should be bitching about something but I'm in a pretty good mood, maybe it's because of the weather lately it's not so gloomy and depressing

Before I was messing around with Terry's weights and I went well far past the limit which I could handle and afterwards my arms felt like jelly

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