...I've been trying to pinpoint the moment I started hating badgers but that led to me wondering WHY I started hating them so much in the first place and what got me so much into purple O,O

I've been really bored lately and nothing much has been going on but I feel like writing in this thing anyhow so here's what I've been upto;

On Monday I was expecting to be in all night but Lee came around so we went the cinema to watch White noise. I'd only heard about it once and hadn't seen any previews for it but I wanted to watch it anyways and it was pretty damn good. It reminded me of The Ring and Final Destination kinda like a Horror/Thriller. I couldn't stop laughing at Lee because he kept jumping through the movie and even before it started like when the preview for the Ring 2 came on.

I didn't sleep at all on Thursday because I thought that if I stayed up all night then it would be easy to sleep the night after. I felt really cruddy but it worked! when I was reading in bed I started to fall asleep all by myself. That was at about 10:30pm which is the earliest I've slept in years. Even when I was in highschool I didn't sleep until 3am.
Because I fell alseep early I thought I'd be up early too but I didn't wake up until 2:45pm and I was supposed to be meeting Rob at 12 lol.

Woohoo got a new computer desk which is alot better than my last one so I'm pretty happy about that :D

Now I'm back to not being able to sleep. This sucks. Yep.

Yup so I went back into school on Friday to hang around for the day and there was more people in this time like Kayleigh, Stokoe, Lee, Sam and Mosser so more of a laugh. Stopped at Robs that night and he's getting Final Fantasy XI now so I was on that for most of the night. It's such a great game!

I was supposed to get up early today to go and sign on at the dole office at 9:35 but I went back to sleep until 1:15 so I thought I was gonna be in so much trouble. I was going to pretend to my Mum that I was reeeeally ill to get some sympathy but she made me go down there still anyways >,<

Went back into the dole office on Monday for an interview and have to go back there every 2 weeks to sign in which sucks. Didn't get much sleep because I had to get up early for it.

I didn't get up until 5:30pm on Tuesday because lately I've been having quite a few dreams each night and no matter how wierd the dream I want to get back to it like this one which was a continuation of a dream I had ages ago where my left arm was cut off in school but in this one my arm had grown back (in the dream it was natural for limbs to grow back) and I still had the one that was cut off but it was all morbid so I took it around with me to freak people out with it.

I actually got up early by myself yesterday to go into school and hang around with Rob plus I wanted to see my old art teacher to ask him if theres any decent art stores in the area so that I can stock up on some better equiptment. I was watching dvd's on Robs portable dvd player while he was gambling on cards and he actually won in the end so he bought me a Mcdonalds but ended up spilling the milkshakes everywhere. "I pity the foo"
I'll have to play if I go in again on Friday.


January 16, 2005, 01:55:pm 

I had to go into my old school on Friday to find out my grades from last years exams and of course I did terribly but it was wierd being back in there. All the teacher were like "Oh hey, didn't recognize you. How ya doin?" It was cool :D
I ended up going through loads of confidential files in the end because they couldn't find my exam results in the office.

Lee brought Lisa's baby Olivia (I think that's how it spelt) around yesterday. I've seen pictures of her before but she seems so so small in person. She was named after Lisa's Nan who died I think the night Lisa went into labor. The end of a life and a beginning of another.

Well it was my Birthday on Sunday, I turned 18. It was pretty crappy actually. Gots £200 from my parents though so not such a bad days work.

Geez 18 feels like such a wierd age for me, I still feel like I kid I'm not mature enough to be 18. Since a few days ago I've hated getting any older and I'm absolutely terrified of getting OLD. I wanna be like Pe-tay Pan and stay young. Still havn't mastered the art of flying yet though *Thinks happy thoughts*


This is a picture of Me and Jenny with a mix of each of our characters. This was my Birthday present from Jenny and I LOVE IT. It's looks so professional, especially the shading. I want to draw something for her in return for all of her inspiration.

I had to get up at 10 this morning so I only got about 5 hours sleep. That means I should be able to get to sleep tonight Yippee!
I had to go to the godamn dole office today to sign up. My parents got pissed at me for not going yesterday. I just don't like to laze about the place and leech the system. Gotta go back to the Job Centre on Monday and they gave me shit loads of forms to fill in... bastards.

I remember having alot more to write about but my minds blanked out

January 06, 2005, 04:40:pm

I DID go upto Scotland on the 28th (Which was a Tuesday) with Rob. We had to drop his Cat off at the Cattery and the Dog at the Kennels which was drooling all over me Eeeek!
The weather was pretty crazy it kept changing from sunny to raining to snowing and the snow was coming down really heavy at one time, it was like a blizzard.

Gawd Scolands a beautiful place...

I think it was Wednesday that we went to Braehead shoping park I was standing in a huge cue at Game for Rob while he was getting a few games and Dvd's so I was looking around and saw American McGee's Alice game so I got that. A while after we went into St. Enoch. We had to get the train there and we stopped at about ten other places before we got there. Some girl came upto me and started asking me for directions like I know where the hell I am. I was gonna buy all of Jack off Jills albums but I already have most of their songs so there wasn't really any point. I didn't buy anything really accept for the Alice game.

The party on New Years Eve was fun I was standing outside for a bit watching the fireworks but after Midnight I had to go shake everyones hands and kiss the girls O_O Scottish people are so nice :D
There was some crazy kid there that kept running away because he was scared of me and Rob heehee we should've caught him.
Most of the time I couldn't understand Carly because she was speaking really fast plus the accent so I ignored her alot. I wasn't feeling too great so I wasn't planning on drinking much but still I had more than I thought. I was up for most of the night but eventually I crashed out on the floor about 7:30am.

On New Years Day I went to another party at Letty's and everyone was saying she was gonna rip me about my hair but when she came in all she said was "Nice hair" O_O then she was having a laugh with me all night like messing around flirting >,< she said next time I come down she'll save the bathroom for us. Probably the person I got on with most up there was a girl called Stephanie, at first she was just asking me a bunch of questions but in the end she was really cool. I had more to drink that night and we were going to stay there for the night but Rob was feeling reeeeally ill.

On the way back I had my Johhny The Homicidal Maniac and Squee Comics to keep me entertained plus I was listening to music and the trip home felt alot quicker than when we were on the way there. We stopped off at another services to stretch and while we were in the shop I heard the song O Fortuna by Carl Orff so I started singing it then wandered off hee t'was fun. Wob got a film magazine so I was able to catch up on movie news. It felt really wierd when I got home on Monday... kinda different -shrug-
Well now I can say I've been to Scotland thats the furthest I've ever been from home now.

Kerry told me that Lisa went into labor on Tuesday, Havn't seen her since Christmas she still seems so young to have be pregnant


Says it all


December 27, 2004, 12:25:pm

I got really freaked out last night I started throwing up all the time and even though I was really hot I felt so so cold and couldn't stop shaking. That went on for about 5 hours then when I got home today I was told that I have some bug thats going around. Why the hell do I ALWAYS get ill it's so horrible. It's only supposed to be a 24 hour thing though so I hope that's true or I probably won't be able to go to Scotland


December 26, 2004, 06:16:pm

On Christmas Eve I ended up going to the Plough (Which is a pub) with Lee, Pryce and Graham again then later on Joss shown up but this time the pool was free so we took over that for a while. It was really early but I still had a few drinks.
Went back to Lee's after that and met up with Lisa. I still don't believe she's pregnant she seems so young.

I hung around my Mums for a while later on that night because I said I'd help her get the presents out of the attic and I started feeling really tired so I thought I'd be able to get to sleep really easy but of course I didn't. It took me about 4 hours before I went to sleep and my heart was beating really heavily for some odd reason O,o it was like "Chitty bang bang chitty chitty bang"

On Christmas I went to my Mums first to open me pressies and it didn't start too well. Kerry got in a mood and I really wasn't feeling well. I ALWAYS feel ill on Christmas. I got a new Guitar from my Mum and Dad, the Squee series, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac comics and a bunch of Dvd's, My Sis got me all the rest of Jhonens work including I Feel Sick 1 & 2, Fillerbunny, Revenge of the Fillerbunny, Bad Art Collection and Everything can be beaten. Older Bro Terry got me a huge dragon model (Because I collects them) which is also a sword! I must've been a naughty boy this year... Santa didn't bring me anything O__O
Went back to my Dads after that and thought I'd let Jordan have a go on my guitar... I really should know better by now, he snapped a string straight away >.> After that I went to my Nans because most of my family go there to see each other on Christmas Day. OOH and it actually began to snow! not enough to make snowmen but it was still pretty cool.
Got a new computer too from my Mums boyfriend which was nice of him but boyfriends ALWAYS seem nice at first then they become complete jerks that I feel the need to stab. It's a really good computer though but I have to share it with my family gawdamnit.

I'm supposed to be going out for a meal with my Dad tomorrow then I'll be staying at Robs because we're going to Scotland on Tuesday for New years eve or as they call it up there "Hogmanay" so we'll be staying up there for a few days


Heehee Me amd Jenny under the mistletoe


December 20, 2004, 10:01:am

Went into Chester yesterday because Wob wanted to buy a new phone and I was looking for a new computer which I probably won't be able to buy until after my Birthday.

Well not alot has happened lately as usual. Bowy shown me some video of some guy having his head cut off and that almost made me puke and now I can't stop seeing it in my head that spaz.
Some woman came around to Wob's on Saturday with his Mum and Dad and she was crying cos her boyfriends been hitting her so now I feel like hunting him down and kicking his ass. I hate people like that so much

I feel like dying my hair again either Blonde, Silver, White, Plain black, Black with Purple streaks or Black with Blonde streaks which I've had before and thought it looked really kool. Right now I've got purple but it's beginning to fade out so meh


December 16, 2004, 04:32:pm

OH... YOUR... GOD, my computers completely crapped out. It won't even switch on anymore because I have to much memory on it so now I have to buy a new one... DAMNIT.

I've been so bored lately so all I've been doing lately is lying on the couch watching DVD's. Fun eh? Evil gave me £100 or £200 worth of paints for my Lord of the Rings Warhammer models so I've been painting a bunch of miniatures. Each one takes about 3 hours to paint and I have over 100 so that should keep me occupied.

Babysitting now -glee- their was a power failure for the whole area earier so I thought I'd be sitting in he dark all night but hoorah it only lasted for about an hour -whew- I would have gone even crazier otherwise.

And now for my letter to SAAaANTA:
"Dear Santa, (Gnehehehe)
Please bring me a coffin for Grandpa. You choked him with a chestnut last year and now he's beginning to smell.
Loves and kisses
Your happiest Elf, whatever the hell my name is today"


December 11, 2004, 03:46:pm

On Thursday I was supposed to be taking First Aid but the guy was in Cyprus. I was looking forward to making out with the dummy but scared that I might start getting carried away O_O

FRIDAY
Some woman came in to see if we wanted to go onto another course after the week at Youth Gateway.
Well that was the last day of that so now I just need to keep trying to find a job. Hopefully I will be taking the first aid training in about a month and I'll be attending some other programme called 'Job Search'

Ashley's really annoying me now, I shouldn't have invited him to come and see Blade Trinity with me and Rob today. I found out the times and everything for him then they all go off without me so I went the Cinema with Kev and Lee Doh instead.

Whoo got my Johnny the Homicidal Maniac and Squee books today... WHOO!!! I started dancing around my Mum and freaked her out cos I was that happy. The bubblewrap package it came in was ripped because Jordan got a hold of it but thank god he didn't ruin the books otherwise I might have killed him. Bubblewrap... WHOOO ^-^
My Mum caught me reading it and it's supposed to be for Christmas, Godamn teasing parents.
Now my Mum is questioning my sexuality because she was watching some show about dancing and I said "Whoa he's hot" as a joke but I think she took it too serious


December 08, 2004, 04:27:pm


Not going to write much now because I'm in a hurry to go to my Dads.

I went to Topflight training today it was pretty cool I had to do a bunch of tasks with a bunch of others. Sean (The guy working there) was really cool and I was having a laugh with him all day. He was showing us a bunch of really funny vids he had on his comp including a scene from Kung Pow and near the end of the training he was going around giving out certificates and shaking everyones hands but when he got to me I gave him a combo handshake. Just before we were about to leave Sean asked me if I was taking drugs... WHAT THE CRAP? Everyone thinks I take drugs cos I'm really twitchy and my hands shake like crazy. I don't know why the hell I'm like that.
Everyone was getting really Peeved at me too or so Bowy says because I was talking to Sean for ages while everyone was on the bus waiting to go home and they were all saying stuff like "That fucking Goth I'm gonna kick his ass, no wonder he want's to work nights what is he a Vampire" lmao but as soon as I got on the bus no one said anything.


December 07, 2004, 02:05:pm

Woke up this morning and found myself on the floor... oh yeah I went to asleep on the floor XP And what the hell is up with my arms they've felt dead for the last few days.

Bowy is starting to suspect this guy who also goes to the enterprise centre that I met about 2 years ago called Dani to be a murderer but he's cool, he told me ages ago that he got caught by the cops wearing his Mums kinky maid outfit lmao. Bow seems really paranoid about this other guy too called John who he has to sit next to but he just makes me laugh. Yesterday he was saying that he wants to have 'I'm Jesus' written on a T-shirt and today he was writing 'I am the Devil' on his folder which is wierd cus he's like a proper scally. Two guys working in training agencies came in today and the first one was reeeeally happy even when he was leaving he was like "Ok then, bye cya it's great that I'm going bye... bye" Cwazy guy -Nod me-

I saw Roxanne there today and I havn't seen her in ages. I forgot she's left school now and she's changed her hair again. Now she has Pink, Yellow and black dreads, looks kool.

After we finished at the Enterprise centre me and Bowy went up to see Jade, went back to his so I could get my ass whooped by him on Halo 2 then went to Smithers' house. I havn't seen him or Jade in ages either. I didn't even know he was in the Army and I heard that Ste left the army. I knew Ste was joining but I thought that would be sometime next year O,O I was talking to him the other day and he said he was working with his Dad over Christmas but he didn't mention anything to me about him going to the Army.
OOH I saw Craig Williams too, that's quite a few people I havn't seen in ages in one day

December 06, 2004, 11:44:am

On the way to that Youth Gateway thingy some shifty old German man stopped me and asked me to move a concrete slab for him so I thought what the hell and helped him then he started taking forever and kept saying Uhh uh vait a minute, vait a minute.
After I was done he gave me a bunch of rotten apples O,o True story, godamn old people.
When I eventually got there I had to walk around the whole building to find the entrace, it had loads of doors but they were all locked. I was surprised to see Bowy there too! Heh it really is a small world.
We had to do so much paperwork on the first day but it was fun also. We did some really crazy quiz with ridiculous questions but they all had answers such as:
If a man built a house and all four sides were pointing south then a bear came along what color would it be and the answer was white because if all the sides of the mans house were pointing south then the house would be in the North Pole thus the bear would be a polar bear. I acually got most of them right after reading the questions over and over.

We get 3 breaks a day so we were hanging around Robs house because he lives pretty close to it and the woman working their is pretty cool

December 05, 2004, 03:48:pm

I kept pretending I was asleep last night so Jordan was punching me in the face lol he makes me laugh so much he's just walked in and said something like "I don't wanna play Thunderbirds, I wanna die"

Ack I decided to go to some Youth Gateway thing for five days which starts tomorrow, I'm gonna struggle to get up at 9am but atleast I get paid for it


December 04, 2004, 02:50:pm

I'm gonna buy a bunch o' stuff of the internet but I'm stressing over it because I need it all to get here before Christmas and I doubt that it will. Bah...

I stopped over at Wob's last night and his Dad came in drunk again as usual and he came in to talk to me for ages which is always a laugh.

I think I'll start drawing on my PC with marker later I'm so bored


December 03, 2004, 11:36:am

Took my little bro Jordan out yesterday and I so love scaring him, Lotsa fun. Went to my aunties with him to get ALICE IN WONDERLAND I had to watch it again and I got the movie too. I've only seen it once and thought it was crap... well yeah it is crap and now I am seeing spots O,O


December 01, 2004, 02:47:pm


My Ex-Girlfriend Gema is really starting to annoy me now she's turning into a godamn stalker and that's my job! She made my life even more miserable and now she won't leave me alone saying that she wants to get back with me... again. She's even bothering my friends and saying that she's gonna kill herself and I know for a fact that she's just saying that to get attention.

My parents told me I could either have a party or £200 for my 18th birthday and I went for the money but I've been thinking about it alot lately and I don't really give a damn about the money so I'll probably have a party now, something I'll always remember.
I might hire out the Albion cos it's pretty big and get a band and a huge buffet. If I got a DJ then I'd definately have the time warp playing and anyone who doesn't dance to it get's a broken glass in their face, I'm gonna invite EVERYONE.

On Monday my cousin Lee came around to my house and wanted me to go the plough and I was pretty bored so I went out with him Pryce and Graham. We got to the pub and was gonna have a game of pool but the table was taken by some other guys so Lee and Pryce had a game of Darts which had me laughing for ages cos Pryce started to really suck, probably alot better than me but funny none the less. I didn't even have to pay for a drink becayse I said I had no money even though my wallets always weighing me down.

After that we were going to a party in Flint so we went up in Pryce's car cos it would have been like an hour walk and when we get to the petrol station I notice that Graham's smoking so I was just thinking it would be so funny if we all blew up. THEN he says to put on Sweet Child 'O Mine so I'm thinking what the hell cos I'm hanging around with a bunch of townies it was a dance version so that made sense.
When we got their we told Graham to get out to see where everyone was because the battery on Lee's mobile phone went while he was getting the location of the party. I kinda feel sorry for Graham he's like Lee's slave and yesterday he told me that he was living in Chester now cos his Dad ran out on him. We had to drive around for a bit to find a phone box. Lee started getting really stressed because he couldn't get the battery back in his phone and lost his sim card.

Godamn Insomnia it was such a pain trying to get to sleep last night and because It's winter it took me an hour before I got out of bed.

Something happened at Asda today some guy that drives one of those Securico vans or whatever they're called that take money to banks was covered in Gasoline by a bunch of guys and they told him if he didn't give them the money they'd set him on fire. I really wouldn't have give a damn, them taking the money wouldn't bother me but them being complete assholes would. If someone set me on fire I'd dive on them and take them down with me. The guy gave them the money though so he wasn't set on fire and their was a bunch of people in the store watching, I don't think they were just standing there gonna do nothing but their wasn't anything they could do the entrance was quite far from where it was happening. -UPDATE- Just seen on the news that it was four guys and they didn't get any money, they had a sledge hammer and machete too.

And what the hell is up with my sister she has to take forever when shopping like before when I went to Broughton just to have a little look around for albums and Dvd's. I wanna get The Nightmare before Christmas cos I only have it on VHS and I heared that on the DVD it's got some added cartoon on it.

My Ex-Girlfriend Gema is really starting to annoy me she's turning into a godamn stalker and that my job, she made my life even more miserable and now she won't leave me alone saying that she wants to get back with me... again. She's even bothering my friends and saying that she's gonna kill herself and I know for a fact that she's just saying that to get attention.

My parents told me I could either have a party or £200 for my 18th birthday and I went for the money but I've been thinking about it alot lately and I don't really give a damn about money so I'll probably have a party now. something I'll always remember.
I might hire out the Albion cos it's pretty big and get a band and a huge buffet. If I got a DJ then I'd definately have the time warp playing and anyone who doesn't dance to it get's a broken glass in their face, I'm gonna invite EVERYONE ^__^

On Tuesday my Dad woke me up at about 11:45am and I was so tired because I havn't been getting up till 5ish in the afternoon lately, I havn't been getting to sleep untill 6:30am usually. He wanted me to fill out an application form for Asda and I'd just done one for macro on Sunday plus it's christmas and I'm trying to get a job working nights so if I don't hear from them then that's really pathetic. Anyways Tuesday... I went to Chester with my Dad and Jordan to get my new guitar which I had to pay for with my own money and I gotta wait until Christmas for it but I should be getting my money back next week. Don't know what else I wanna get probably just clothes and dvd's

Captains Log

On Saturday (Not last but the one before) I was Kayleighs birthday so we went the custom house in Connahs quay. I thought it would just be an average pub but it had a DJ and stuff and the damn disco lights kept flashing in my eyes whever I went. Not as many people went as I thought would just Me, Rob, Kay, Sam, Gaz, Gema, Stebe, Corrin, Mozzer, Stokoe, Stephanie, The other Lee and a few other people who I didn't know. It all started really crappy cos we couldnt get served to begin with and Wob got really pissed cos he actually had ID with him but they'd only accept a pasport or drivers licence so Wob phoned his dad to bring his passport so I was waiting outside with him then when we were walking in an Eminem song was playing saying "Guess whos back" so I thought that was pretty funny. Later on Me and Lee were trying to learn that phones 4u hand thingy from the commercial and I finally got it mastered then we started teasing Rob cos he kept boogying like a pro XD Everyone was supposed to go to a club called destiny too but I was staying at Robs so a few of us stayed at the custom club for awhile and then Rob got on the dance floor while we were waiting for the taxi and I saw my sisters old boyfriend Dean there too which made me laugh because It looked like he thought he could actually dance.

Wet to the Cinema on Friday to watch Alien vs Predator and I think it was better than the first time I seen it. On the bus there we seen Finch (Ian) too and I hadn't seen him for a while but I was the first to notice it was him. He was going to see AvP too but we didn't talk to him much after we went into the cinema. Stebe got a new tattoo which is like his 5th now and he'll be going to the army or something soon so thats gonna suck.

Last night I was going on one of my nightly walks which I've been doing lately and I noticed it's been a full moon alot which is cool cos it feels all halloweeny and it was really bright so there was a huge ring of light around it which looked pretty spiffy

Last Friday I went the cinema with Lee Doh, Jimbo, Kev and Rob to watch Resident Evil Apocalypse and it was really cool. We had to wait for ages for a bus because all the ones that passed us were out of service so that sucked but it gave us all a chance to hang out. When we go there Jordan, James and his girlfriend were there so we watched the movie with them. I had a real laugh with them because it's not often that I get out with them anymore.

I've been thinking about going back to Art but I'm not to sure about that.

Today and yesterday I didn't get up till after 5pm I wonder whats up with that O_o I got the results for my bloodtests today and I'm all clear. I'm still not feeling too good though and I havn't been eating again

Went to the Doctors for the third time on Monday and found out I have hepatitus. Didn't know it was serious until I checked it out last night so that really blows. Straight after I went the doctors I had to go for a surprise bloodtest -sarcastic woohoo- because I was dehydrated like the first time I went for the blood test I had to have 4 needles before I was giving anyblood so my arms were killing.

After that I wanted to waste time so I went to pick my sis up from college. I've stopped taking medication now too so I'm finding it hard to sleep again now

Wob had his party on Saturday and although it didn't start till 8 he wanted me to go down at 4 to show me his new sims 2 game it's really cool. Kayleigh came early to but only to tell us that she wasn't feeling up to coming to the party. Because I was on pills I wasn't supposed to be drinking but I had about 4 cans which I regret now because before that I felt like I was getting better, I wasn't as tired and I was eating. This guy called bibbly got on all fours and started eating dog food we even got a picture of it >,<
I did have fun though there loads to write about but I'm really not upto it.

Went for another blood test today because I might have to rare liver problem grr I hate feeling this crappy everything seems so boring and it looks like it's gonna be like that forever which I really can't take. It feels like I'm getting really upset about it to, god I hope it passes

Hola boys and girls
It is I, Shaun coming to you with news of my life.

So what has happened lately you ask, well... I don't know >.> oh wait it's coming to me.
The other day I was hanging about with Jordan all day and he was making me laugh so much. At one point that day he came upto me and said "We're crazy aren't we Shaun" and later on my Mum caught him going through my bag. He had found my black marker and coloured in his nails with it then told my Sister that I did it to him.

Missed my cousins (Curtis) Birthday party too. By the time I woke up it was over so that sucked I wanted a party hat damnit

I've been really lazy lately just sitting around the house watching movies or playing games but not today no sir.
My Dad woke me up at about 10am so I only had about 5 hours sleep and as you can imagine I am really tired right now. The reason I was woken up was because we were going to Hoylake with Jordan, Kerry My uncle Derek, my cousins Lisa and Lee, Lisa's boyfriend and one of her friends and had a pretty fun day. I was looking out for [S K I] because she lives in Hoylake so I was expecting to see her somewhere so I could noogie her muha.The red arrows were there so I think that's the reason my dad wanted to go today.

We got there pretty early so we went to New Brighton for a few hours and it was pretty windy so there were some pretty big waves which managed to splash over all the cars driving past which was funny cos my dad kept telling us not to touch the windows or anything because he had just had the car washed polished. I think even he seen the funny side to it. While we was there we played about in the arcades for a bit, got some CANDLYFLOSS and took Jordan to the fair where they had bumper cars so Me, Lee my dad and Jordan went on them of course and I said to Jordan "I'm gonna kick yo ass" but I would say he actually won that round ¬_¬
I went on some simulation of the big dipper ride too which was pretty kool so now I have to go on the real thing and I think my dads taking us to Blackpool soon so I'll get the chance. When we got back to Hoylake there was loads more people there than before so we had to get through a huge crowd that was near the beach and we got a good spot near these two Helicopters and it was a really great view when the planes were doing all that crazy stuff they do but that was really impressive.

So there I am sitting on the grass having to look up at the plane so I'm seeing blue dots everywhere from looking into the sun too much. Then the red arrows came on making all patterns in the sky with that blue, red and white smoke. They were so fast and it was kool how they kept getting really close then dodging each other and they made a heart with arrow going through it too. Oh and Jordan was running around like an airplane so I had to join in and I started a huge applause I always wanted to do that! >,<

When I got home I had to go babysitting straight away because my mum is going to the theatre with my aunty and I keep getting really bad headaches so why is it always me that ends up feeling crappy WHY?

Well it's been quite long since I've wrote in here. The reason for that could very well be because nothing at all has really happened lately just been boring as hell.

Went to see Rob on Sunday because the day after he was going on Holiday to Turkey for 2 weeks with Jimbo (Lee Gregory) so I'm lending a few dvd's and games while he's gone that should keep me entertained. After he swopped the money I think he had like 4 billion liras so I told him to bring me back a Turkish sex doll which I shall call Faye >,< (as a joke of course)

MONDAY! Erm... I went the library to get some astronomy books for star maps 'n stuff because I feel like getting into constellations again like about a week ago I was sitting in the middle of the field outside my dads house looking for familiar constellations it doesn't get any better than that XP.

I'm supposed to be going to the doctors soon because I've been feeling really crappy for the last month and I can't eat or sleep properly anymore well, I've been having trouble trying to get to sleep for years now

The End...

Let's start with Last week.
Tuesday I went to Chester with my Dad and Terry because I wanted to hand in my application form in for Virgin and get a new Silmarillion book (which I still havn't started to read again) and Terry decided to get another tattoo. I started feeling really bad but we were still gonna be there for another hour so I decided to go and wait in the car. I think I fell asleep but if I did it was only for about 10 minutes.

Since then I've just been lazing around (more than usual) and the days have been flying by.

Rob tells me that Lee is back with Gema again so whats with that this is like the fifth time >.> I'd rather be alone than be with someone like her

I've been hanging around with jordan alot though finally spending some quality time with my little bro ^^

After babysitting on Saturday I was walking home at 4am and it was the first time in ages that I actually noticed the stars. *I remember when I went to Demi's awhile ago (myabe last year) there was so many stars you could even see the milky way.

Yesterday I dyed my hair Purple woohoo now I can like my long life dream and..... uh... have purple hair! Last night I was in bed watching animal documentaries, it was one with Beluga's and Polar bears etc so hows that for a fun night? I started drawing too trying to come up with new characters I was on a role but still struggling with some things like the outfits...

Well until next time my friends

I hate not writing in this thing for ages I forget what to write about It's wierd, I remember things that happened years ago but can't remember what happened the other day.

I went to see Spider-man on Tuesday with Rob and Lee Greg we were going to get the bus at about 4:15 but Lee forgot we were going so he didn't get there until around 4:30 so we got a ride from Robs Dad and it was such a kool movie I can't wait to see the next one. After the film finished we went over to McDonalds and had a huge laugh. We were standing outside waiting for Robs Dad to come and pick us up and I just had to shout random things cos there was a really good echo XD

Grrr I've been asking my Dad whens the next time he going upto his Aunties cottage cos I wanted to go up and see Demi (David) and he kept saying he didn't know then on Friday he went without telling me I hate when he does that lol. My Mum went out for the weekend so "PAR-TAY" there was no one to cook for me though >.> Kerry wouldn't because she was going out with her friend who I think was coming onto me lmao! then today she just went out and got me KFC. My Mum should be back later tonight or I hope she is I gotta show her this picture Jen drawn of a party it's so kool she even included Jordas (Jordan)

I think my Dads back now because Jordans just said he's going over there with Kerry to see him on my Uncle Davids Motorbike so I gotta go and make him feel guilty for leaving me here later

I went to Bowy's on Sautday because he was having a Party/BBQ thingy and I had a helluva laugh Jim (James) was humping me and Stebe (Ste) infront of his girlfriend saying "do you think she knows I'm gay yet" lol but I was only there for about 2 hours because I had to babysit again until after 3 in the morning then I ran all the way to my Mums house (and it's like a 15 minute walk) cos I was in a rush to get home then when I was walking to my dads house at about 6 in the morning my legs felt reeeally heavy. Oh, and Terry got back from Ireland that night. He took his girlfriend Claire there for her Birthday

On Sunday and monday I didn't to anything really, my legs were killing me and I gots vitamins >,< I've been getting into superheroe's again lately so I'm thinking about drawing them loads. I did a pretty cool sketch of Spiderman which I painted then ruined with markers.

Monday I had to babysit again and then I got MORE VITAMINS! but with iron. It's a huge container and it's not even quarter of the way full so that's really gay. That Night I had the most amazing dream EVER!!! ;)

Hung around at Wobs (Robs) yesterday and when I went home I was trying really hard to get to sleep so I could get back to my awesome dream.

What about today? I've just been waiting for Jen to come on because I knew she would have the "Super us" picture finished and I was right and I love it!

...Well that's it, been boring lately. I'll write in here again next time something extremely fun happens *sigh*