Okay, so I saw the O.C. and it was HOT! But I can't write much 'cause my fingers are numb! *blows on fingers to warm 'em*
Dear Diary,
It gets me so mad that people look down on me just cause I'm a damn girl. I wish I was a guy.
I can't wait until I come out as a dama in Adri's 15. OMG! How awesome! Even Peter is gonna be a chambelan! (But, not mine!) :) I kinda got hurt when Whats-His-Face said he wasn't going to be in it.... how sad. Guess I'll have to take someone else. :( Not what I had in mine.... Oh well. I don't understand why I just can't accept the fact that it was never meant to be. *sighs* Erik is right. lol... "There plenty of fish in the sea." How cute. I thought guys had no art or creativity for things like that. Meh. It's funny how Erik and Vala always prove me wrong when it comes to guys!
I LOVE MONKEYS! I LOVE MONKEYS! (Thats why I love Peter and James, lol...)
This sux, this sux..... Oh man, this sux! I am so not feeling right right now....
Dear Diary,
Is it wrong to like one of your best guy friends?
I Love You, Hoobastank!
*exhales* Sorry, had to get that off my chest.
I read this on Benny's lighter and I HAVE TO REMEMBER IT!
"I don't have a foul mouth, I just like to say 'Fuck' a lot."
They say money can't buy happiness. It can't. But it does buy you the things that make you happy!
I hope to marry someone like Douglas Robb. I'll be happy then.
When I grow up, I hope to have kids. If I do, they'll be named any of the following:
Guys
*Giovanni
*Arturo
*Alex
*Josue
*Jonathan
*Rupeto <lol.... IM KIDDING>
Actually, let's skip boys cause boys names are all.... basically the same.
Girls
*Azucena
*Alexis
*Alejandra
*Liliana
*Lucia
*Mary Lou
*LeAnne
*Lou Anne
*Samantha
*Casimira <lol.... I'm being ridiculous now, aren't I?>
I fucking hate this. This stupid Launcher, I mean. OMG! The lasagna we did was gross. I think I will throw up. Lol... actually, it was okay. Hopefully Erik likes it.
I wish I could be pretty. Then maybe Douglas Robb one day might call me cute or something. But then, maybe not. I'm happy the way I am. Imaginate, if I was pretty, my dad would keep me locked up even more! No freakin' way!
Sometimes, I really hate them, my parents. They make me so miserable....
Okay, so, right now, I'm kinda pissed 'cause the stupid Yahoo! Launcher didn't work. On the Hoobastank video. What a bee. Ah, well, doesn't matter, CAUSE I HAVE THEIR DVD! Take that, Launcher! Oh my God, oh my God.... I am so happy that this year is almost over! It was a great one! Why? Well... I, uh... huh.... why was this a good year? Now that I think about it, it was a BAD ASS year! Lol... I think I sound so weird when I say bad words! It's like, I'm not meant to cuss! Okay, new year's resolutions are:
*I won't ask a guy out. (again.)
*Oh yeah, I'll try to cook more often.
*I'll do better on my job hunt.
*Oh! I'll stop bugging Vala.
*And Erik, too.
*Not Felipe, 'cause I love him like that.
*I'll spend more quality time with Tubby, 'cause I seem to enjoy myself more when I am with him.
*I'll be nicer to Fabby and James and Peter.
*I'll grow more plants, maybe even a tree.
*I will try tofu, which I hear is quite tasty.
*I won't go fishing. I'll stop my dad from doing so.
*I'll participate more with PeTA and get Vala and Peter to help me.
*I'll adopt a kitten! And this time, NO ONE is getting near it! Everytime those folks do, my kitten ends up missing or hurt.
*I'll even go vegan. Totally vegan.
What else? Did I forget anything? Nah! And if I did, I'll add it later!
What I want for Christmas
*More life
*More time with Tubby
*More time with my family
*A Ken doll!
*That big bear at Sam's Club
*Cds by: Hoobastank, Green Day, BSB, Nsync, Selena, Shakira, Juanes, and the new one from Cradle of Filth!
*An All-Black Chuck (notice I said "An")
*New glasses
*A piercing
*A sweater from Hot Topic
*Fish
*Hamsters
*Cat
*Dog
*A carpet
*More PETA stickers
*A tat
*More cds
*Anything with Hoobastank
*Thats about it....
*thinks about all her stupid problems while 'Change Your Mind' by the killers plays in her head.*
Merry Xmas ya Jerks