feeling of pain that never seem to go away........and jet every one keeps simling............why?.....

eating^^

Bored and in art class I really want to go home(But no I have to stay here in school) isn't life great?

heheheheheh^^ I'm evil^^

My dad is being weird and my mom is getting mad and i'm hungry

eating yummmmmm^^

umm........ well my finals are over now I thing i fail all of them ;_;

singing to myself

MY moms not mad at me^^, now she mad at my cousin

My mommy is mad at me and now I'm sad and whats really weird is that I don't know what I did to make her mad

God my head hurts....

theirs got to be more to life right?....

okay now I'm upset

No poem to day here to say what i feel i'm not mad i'm not sad,not happy, not glad,I feel weird around boys all boys, I'm empty but not sad I don't want to hurt myself and i don't want to hurt anyone, I like pink and black,green,blue,red,purple,and silver I love my mom and dad, I don't hate many things, I like to be alone but i like to talk, I don't like fight and I don't like to cry, i love to eat, I hate school and I hate Math, I love to draw,and write poems, I hate having to do thing when I don't feel like it,I don't like it when my friends try to make me happy or ask me if i feel fine or worry about me, I think I like some one but I'm not sure,I like to sing but to myself^^ I love to walk, I'm afraid of love, I Hate spiders I don't know why, I think to much and I hate the way I look I don't like to way I am, and Hate to break a promise.

Love
love lightens the heart, but posion it to,
where envey can play it surly will do;
striking the lines of twisted emotions, unpreditable evil more like the ocean;swirling anger and sorrow will reign, love may bring joy but maily pain; Unknown to those who hold on so tight, it ripps your soul in the dead of nigth;Ashes lay where your heart once tolled ,burnt away by loves mires cold;Agony and death are shelter not, for the love of a hero who shouldn't have fought;tears swallowed in greif and pain;blood smeared in carpets once more,love brings mostly pain gore; i thought once it was joy and bliss to feel his warm lips touch my cheek in a kiss, to see his eyes shine under a million stars to hold his hand and watch pasing car: but now i know it was a lie, he said he'd not leave until he died, but again, envy was surly the blame, he wanted someone how basked in fame, his name so tender, it brings tears to my eyes , i wonder if his heart ever cries; cries for the betrayal and pain he showed,As I cry for the memory of how his eyes glewed, I've consider death but i'm dead with out him, I would give everthing for one more kiss, I'm sure, I will never again trust emotion, love is cruel..like the mistres ocean.
Love lightens the heart, but posin it too
where envey can play it surely will do;
striking the lines of twisted emotions, unpreditable evil more like the ocean.

I'm not suppose to love you
I'm not suppose to care
I'm not suppose to live my life wishing you were their
I'm not suppose to wonder were you are or what you do,I sorry I can't help it I'm still in love with you.
So if you love me like you say you do, please be careful with my heart, you can take it just don't break it or my world apart.

Forget his face,forget his name
Forget his kisses and wram ember
Forget the love that once way true
remember now their's some one new

Forget the times you spend to gether
Remember now his gone for ever.