Whaddup fothermucker

I was wearing a rather small
T-shirt today
And i realised how

out of proportion

I hate the world today
You’re so good to me, I know
But I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I’m an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet...


Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved
To see the softer side
I can understand how you’d be so confused
I don’t envy you
I’m a little bit of everything
All rolled into one!!!


I’m a BITCH
I’m a LOVER
I’m a CHILD
I’m a MOTHER
I’m a SINNER
I’m a SAINT
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your HELL
I’m your DREAM
I’m nothin’ in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way!!!!


So take me as I am
This may mean,
You’ll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when
I start to make you nervous
And I’m going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won’t mean a thing!!!


I’m a BITCH 
I’m a LOVER
I’m a CHILD 
I’m a MOTHER
I’m a SINNER
I’m a SAINT
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your HELL
I’m your DREAM
I’m nothin’ in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way!!!!


Just when you think
You got me
Figured out
The season's already changin’
I think it’s cool, you do what you do
And don’t try to change me


I’m a BITCH
I’m a LOVER
I’m a CHILD
I’m a MOTHER
I’m a SINNER
I’m a SAINT
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your HELL
I’m your DREAM
I’m nothin’ in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way!!!!


I’m a BITCH,
I’m a TEASE
I'm a GODDESS on my KNEES,
When you're HURT
When you SUFFER
I'm your ANGEL undercover
I've been NUMB
I'm REVIVED
Can't say I'm not ALIVE 
You know I wouldn't want it ANY other way!!!!!!

M.e.m.o.r.i.e.s
So many memories
Lay, +:twisted:+, in my mind
Memories of j.o.y, of love
[-Memories-] that I long to find
By day, I live the 

By night, I live the 

By half light, the dreams are smothered
By a thousand broken >screams<
Maybe they were your screams
Maybe they were /m/i/n/e/
Who knows?
There is no *border*
But a fine, [.r.e.d.], glowing line
If only you could .see.
What lies, 's'h'a't't'e'r'e'd', 
In my head
Maybe you could see,
Why my -h.e.a.r.t- is so [~cold~], so dead.

B.r.o.k.e.n
I'm not just the skin I walk in
I'm not a stupid little slut
Maybe I deal with the problems
With a slash, a dice, a cut
I'm not the perfect little queen
You always wanted me to be
You seem to look at everything
But really, you never see
You never delve into the bright blue eyes
That reveal so very much
You never realise that the hurt can heal
With one hug, one kiss, one touch
Behind the mane of bright red hair
Is a heart that cries red tears
But you just look and you just see
The embodiment of your fears
Your daughter with no talent
With no intelligence
You try to seal her off
With your bright white picket fence
You never look at all her drawing
Never read her harsh refrains
A pretty, broken, red haired shell
Is all that now remains
She is your superficial wound
She'll vanish without a trace
She will never leave a mark
Of that pretty, broken face
You try to sculpt her in
To all the things you long to be
But to you she's just a twisted whore
Foolish, wild and free
She will feed on all your secrets
She will break with all your lies
And despite all the little things she says
She will sit alone and cry
That superficial wound
She will never go away
She cries, broken, in the dark night
She laughs, broken, in the day.

I'm gradually developing 
a case of
Extreme hyperness
That's what happens when they don't send me to 
school for [.2.d.a.y.s.]

You see,
I'm one part ill
And one part avoiding
[StUaRT H.u.m.p.h.r.e.y.s]
You see
Wednesdays and Thursdays
I have textiles.
With him
And I just can't stand it any more

Anyway.
.L.a.T.e.R.s.

Oh my gaaaaaawd.
I'm so ill.
I hate being ill
It sucks.
So much.
Ugh.
[*dies*]



LMFAO.

Me: Uuuuuuuuugh
    *dies*
Ashlee: Are you ill...?
       Or doing coursework?

Here's a list of s-o-n-g-s
Songs that break my [h.e.a.r.t] 
Songs that make me [c.r.y]
Don't you just L.o.V.e them?

¤ Angels - Robbie Williams
¤ Broken Angel - Hanson
¤ The Drugs Don't Work - The Verve
¤ Drugs Or Me - Jimmy Eat World
¤ It's A Motherfucker - The Eels
¤ I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - AeroSmith
¤ Be Like That - Three Doors Down
¤ Whiskey Lullaby - Alison Krauss and Brad Paisley
¤ Girl In The Mirror - Britney Spears
¤ Born To Make You Happy - Britney Spears
¤ Everytime - Britney Spears
¤ You're Missing - Bruce Sprinsteen
¤ Sound The Bugle - Bryan Adams
¤ The Blowers Daughter - Damien Rice
¤ Sail Away - David Gray
¤ My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion
¤ I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston
¤ Without You - Mariah Carey
¤ All By Myself - Celine Dion
¤ Emotion - Destinys Child
¤ Out Of Nothing - Embrace
¤ Unpretty - TLC
¤ Just The Way I'm Feeling - Feeder
¤ Teenage Angst - Placebo
¤ Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley
¤ Bedshaped - Keane
¤ Kissing You - Des'ree
¤ I Try - Macy Gray
¤ Champagne Supernova - Oasis
¤ Don't Look Back In Anger - Oasis
¤ Whiter Shade Of Pale - Procul Harum

...So I cry a lot....

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Love is all you need...

Me: Sarah?
   Do you still love me??
Sarah: No, ive hated you since you slept with my girlfriend and had an affair with the cat next door.

I don't have a prayer for writing the book...
I just wanna be a page...
In Jeannies diary...
One single page...
In Jeannies diary...

Wow.
I was really really drunk.
So Mally's fault.

Me and mamlalaavika were so drunke.
Aeere so drunk.
But mally's fghone home now.
=(
*cires*
We wacyhjed titatinc.
WEll
Teh end bit.
TEh sad nbit.
='(
[choke_on_dreams] <---mlalalavieka.

Omg.
Guess what
No.
Not that.
Guess again!
No!
You're shit at this.
Ok.


I'll tell you.


I have
Textiles coursework
AND
Physics coursework.
Both due in next
Thursday!!!

And guess what!!!
I haven't even started!!!
Sounds familiar.


Anyway,
No.
I completely lost my thread now.
So yeah.

Who put the bomp in the bomp bah bomp bah bomp? 
Who put the ram in the rama lama ding dong?

...I didn't push her