[Izzles]'s diary
I'm in so much pain.
I think I broke my neck muscles.
It's so painful
I love Oasis With all of my broken brain
Who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me?
Who stole the soul from the sun in a world come undone at the seams?
Let there be love
Let there be love
I hope the weather is calm as you sail up your heavenly stream
Suspended clear in the sky are the words that we sing in our dreams
Let there be love
Let there be love
Let there be love
Let there be love
Come on baby blue
Shake up your tired eyes
The world is waiting for you
May all your dreaming fill the empty sky
But if it makes you happy
Keep on clapping
Just remember I'll be by your side
And if you only go, it's gonna pass you by
Who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me?
Who stole the soul from the sun in a world come undone at the seams?
Let there be love
Let there be love
Let there be love
Let there be love
OMGOMGOMGOMGOM
GUESS WHAT?!
NO!
GUESS AGAIN!!!
Nope.
No.
That's not even funny.
Ok just stop talking now.
Me and Joe are friends again!!!
This probably means nothing to you all.
But it makes me VERY happy.
Ok.
Explanation
Me and Joe used to be uber best friends.
He's like, so kewl.
He also fancied me like hell.
Which was bad.
Because he also used to be Stuart's best friend.
Erk.
Well.
The week after me and Stuart broke up,
I pulled Joe at a party.
I didn't MEAN to.
Anyway.
It went downhill from there, because
I said no when he asked me out,
and apparently he's fancied me
for like,
a year.
Erk.
Anyway.
We made up again.
But then
At another party a few weeks ago,
I got REALLY drunk,
and got hysterical.
I was crying and screaming and totally spazzing out.
And Joe tried to help me,
and he asked me what was up,
and i refused to tell him.
I thought he was feeling me up,
so I started hitting him and screaming more.
He wasn't too fussed about the hitting him,
because he understood that I was really drunk,
he was just so hurt that I couldnt tell him what was wrong.
So we havent been friends,
we havent spoken,
for weeks.
He's said some really nasty things about me and to me.
And it's hurt so much.
But now,
it seems he's starting to forgive me.
Which makes me so unbelievably happy.
Because I missed him
A lot.
Ok
I have: a muller light strawberry yoghurt,
A muller vitality yoghurt drink
A 100g bar of lindt extra creamy milk chocolate.
I am such a freak.
If I lived alone,
the entire contents of my fridge would be
yoghurt and chocolate.
That can't be healthy
i was singing the song be like that (3 doors down) all day, because i love it, then i was clearing out my contacts list, and i found someone whose msn name was part of that song (in fact, it was the part i had been singing), so i clicked it, and it was Stuart (Bastard =O) THEN, beckys friend Kirsty signed on and HER msn name was the same part of the song.
Which is weird.
Because.
Kirsty lives about a billion miles away and doesnt even
go to our school
For Mally...
Teh [Originals]
Personally, I prefer my written versions...
But I just cannae be bothered...
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone
~*~
If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
(Instrumental solo)
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I, I will always love you.
You, darling, I love you.
Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you.
~*~
No I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I can’t forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it’s only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know
I can’t live
If living is without you
I can’t live
I can’t give anymore
I can’t live
If living is without you
I can’t give
I can’t give anymore
Well I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
I can’t live
If living is without you
I can’t live
I can’t give anymore
I can’t live
If living is without you
I can’t give
I can’t give anymore
Love from xxx.[ I z z Y ].xxx
OMG
Quotes time...
Ashlee: Sorry Nick, I might have to call you Elizabeth from now on.
Me: ...Why?
Ashlee: Dunno...
...
You can be John Proctor.
~*~
Ashlee: *trying to write 'Judgemental'*
Me: *Laughs*
Ashlee: *stares*
Me: I love watching you trying to spell.
~*~
Hatty: She's called Ellie.
Jodie: Is your sister called Ellie?
Hatty: No. Yours is.
~*~
Hatty: Oh Isobel, I could laugh at you all day...
~*~
Laurie: We're not talking about you.
We're talking about a girl at Leeds Grammar.
Mark: There are no girls at Leeds Grammar.
Laurie: She didn't know that!
~*~
Can't be bothered with the fonty things for these ones....
Hatty: Where's Ashlee?
Me: Lost, France....
*Ashlee walks in*
*points* Or there!
~*~
Ashlee: Are you going out at lunch?
Me: Myers.
Ashlee: Are you coming back?
~*~
Ashlee: Is that 'a' or '12'?
Me: It's 'n'.
~*~
Nick: I have boobies.
Ashlee: *dies*
... I have boobies too.
Nick: Yeah...
Ashlee: *beams* I have 3.
~*~
*Matt hasnt said anything all lesson*
Me: I'm gonna buy an air hostess uniform.
Ashlee: A blue one?
Me: Yep.
Ashlee: A Britney Spears one?
Me: Yep.
Matt: ....Cooooooooo
~*~
*We kind of have a tendency to talk all lesson and do
NO work whatsoever. .. Through no fault of our own,
Obviously*
Mr.P: Nick, new seating position for tomorrow.
*points at seat in front row*
Matt, new seating position for tomorrow.
*points at other seat in front row*
Nick: Matt... I think we just got moved.
~*~
Kym: Why does it look so wrong?!
Me: Because it looks right!!!
No... Wait...
~*~
*Mally, Izzy and Hatty are going to be abbreviated to M, I and H. Too lazy*
M: We can be called Crucible and Crucifix!
I: I want to be Crucifix.
M: I'm Crucifix! I wanna be Crucifix! It was my idea so I'm called Crucifix!
I: *blink blink*
H: ... You can be called Cuntface.
M: Just because it has a 'C' in it Harriet...
I: It also has a 'u' in it.
M: No it doesnt does it?
I: C-u-nt, Mally...
~*~
*In German...*
Me: What the hell is 'Auschnitt'?!?
Laurie: Isn't it like, a german concentration camp?
Me: That's Auschwitz, Laurie...
~*~
Me: Sir! Can i borrow a ruler?
Ashlee: You have a ruler.
Me: No I don't!
Ashlee: Yes you do! I just used it!!!
~*~
Ashlee: *is rambling about something*
Me: Shh. Thinking.
Ashlee: *falls off chair*
WHOA!
I may be weird....
But I'm wicked cool
I like lychees
Phil: Buenos tardes señorita.
Me: ...Yo
Todays magical number: 63
Jesus
Loves
You!
But he loves me more
Ok... I'm beginning to feel like i should give you a little bit more information about myself. Rather than tell you how much i love mally, and everyone else. And. How much I hate my mother. Ok So. here goes... I love to dance in the rain. Even if I'm inside, and the rain's outside, I go out to dance in it. It makes me so h a p p y ♥ I sing pretty much all the time, which drives people who don't .k.n.o.w. me insane. The people who do know me love it. Because they .k.n.o.w. that I'm [h a p p y]. And when I'm happy, I have this tendency to want to make other people happy. And everybody wants to be happy ♥ I am not .s.k.i.n.n.y., but not f a t . I stay this [~shape~] because I .:D-a-N-c-E:. everywhere ♥ I am sometimes very, very sad. I can't help this. I go very q u i e t . . . And sometimes dont talk for days at a time ♥ I cry a.l.o.t. I guess, in that sense, I'm kinda emo. But I don't mind ♥ I love my [b r o t h e r] very much. His name is Carey. He is a total fuckwit, but he is .a.m.u.s.i.n.g ♥ I like to kiss, but that does not make me a s-l-u-t. I do not like being called a [ s l u t ]. It hurts me ♥ I have a fetish for hats. I have 29 of the motherfuckers, but I still need more ♥ I would d i e for any one of my friends, but kill for only a few of them ♥ I drink a lot. Probably more than I should, but i can forget everything then. It's a method of .e.s.c.a.p.e. ♥ I listen to music for roughly 14 hours a day. If I'm not listening to it, I'm creating it ♥ I fall for cheesy chat up lines every time. I'm a total sucker for cheesyness ♥ I have difficulties trusting people ♥ I cannot open up to anyone. Even my best friend ♥ If I had to choose between an unhappy relationship, or happy loneliness, I would choose the unhappy relationship ♥ I love the colour [ p i n k ]. It rawkers my sawkers ♥ I adore the Spice Girls and Britney Spears. Pop music makes me happy ♥ My f a v o u r i t e song ever is Don't Look Back In Anger by Oasis. I also <3 Angels by Robbie Williams. It makes me cry. ♥ My heart has been b r o k e n too many times for me to count. It hurts when friends turn their backs on you ♥ I love my Daddy more than words could ever say ♥ I b.e.l.i.e.v.e in Santa Claus ♥ I b.e.l.i.e.v.e in faeries ♥ I believe in AnGeLs ♥ I b.e.l.i.e.v.e in ♥ [ T r u e L o v e ] ♥
I am so Gawth
XD
Despite what people say,
Promises are not made to be
b r o k e n .
Yet my frikkin mother
seems to think they are
Why is that?
You know.
It's very difficult to live with a person who thinks
every single word
you .s.a.y. is wrong.
Cordelia Chase is SUCH teh funniest person in teh world.
I loves her.
I'm such a diary whore
Cos all of the *staaaaaaaaaaa
Are fading awaaaaaay...
Just try not to wooooooooorry.
You’ll see them some daay...
Take what you neeeeeeeeed...
And be on your waaay...
And stop crying your heaaaart ouuuuuuuuuuuut
-You can always count on me for one last beer-
LMFAO.
That's a brilliant song.
-Well it was ugly but we made it this far- -Some have gone but I forget who they are- -Now the hangovers are worse but we get through 'em fine- -Sleeping late but we're not lazy- -Getting older but we're still crazy- -I'm so glad that I have these friends o mine-