♀
Fuck
Me
.Whore.
in a brand new pair of brogues
I rattled o'er the bogs
and frightened all the dogs
on the rocky road to Dublin!!!
ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE!!!
*spazzes out*
Hahaha.
*smashes beer bottle on ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE!*
Teh Dropkicks freakin rawk.
And I want to be with James and Jonny and Bobby and Matt
and everybody.
They're so awesome
*sobs*
But teh Dropkicks still rawk.
Thats teh Dropkick Murphys to you weirdos who don't know
what i'm talking about.
RESCUE ME!
AH TAKE ME IN YOUR ARMS
RESCUE ME
I WANT YOUR TENDER CHARMS!
COS I'M LONELY!
AND I'M BLUE!
I NEED YOU
AND YOUR LOVE TOO!
COME ON AND RESCUE MEEEEE!
Oh.
My.
Gawd.
This weekend has been so freakin awesome!
Friday was teh end of school for teh year.
Oh yes.
So the guys and me went to teh cinema to see Madagascar.
Which was piss funny.
Lol.
Then, we got back, and as I was walking through teh park, I found... Teh Malavika!
With Charlotte.
So I was like, hey Mally, wanna go to a party tonight?
So we ring Mally's mum and my mum and we say we're going to Leonies.
And we get stoned in teh park.
Tehn we go to party!
In ilkley!
It was James' party.
James is one of the boys we met on the Edinburgh coach.
He's awesome.
Anyway, we went.
I got drunk, (mally didn't drink. Proud =)).
I got introduced to this guy Bobby.
We all went downstairs after a LOT of awesome singing to awesome songs.
And we watched 'Saw'.
Which was gross.
So I had my head buried in Bobby's leg for most of it
(he was sat on the arm of teh chair)
Then, Mally fell asleep, and some of teh boys, namely Jonny,
decided it would be fun to walk up Ilkley Moor at 3.30 on a saturday morning.
Obviously.
So there was me, 4 lads including Jonny and Bobby, and 2 other girls.
When Jonny said 'Let's walk to the cow and calf!' The 2 girls
turned back.
One was wearing flip flops and the other was wearing spike heels.
So yeah.
We walked to a big rock, sat on it and watched the sunrise.
Awesome.
So then we walked back to James'.
And we saw.. the milkman.
By this time, it was just me Bobby and Jonny.
Bobby saluted the milkman, and I pointed out that it was the
first time
I had ever been up early enough to see the milkman.
Scary.
Yeah.
So, back and James's, me and Bobby had some fun XD
Mally was asleep in the room at that point XDXDXDDDD
Yeah.
Anyway.
Saturday, we went back home, and chilled.
Then Saturday night, I went to Natashas.
We rocked out to moulin rouge and Tash did my nails and we ate
chocolate.
And marshmallows.
And melted chocolate.
And grapes.
Then we went round to some person's house who was having an office party.
We rocked out there for a while with this guy Chris
who is our age.
That was fun.
Then me and Tash went back to hers and she dyed my hair.
Red.
Oh yes.
XD
Then we chilled.
Slept.
Tash gave me a skirt, some trousers and a jacket.
O.o
I went home.
And I'm going to Liz's soon.
ROCK ON!
\m/
izzy: I'm gonna call my kids Lilly and Crush
Mally : *silence* I think they're gonna be incestuous
izzy: *Drops knife* Malavika, you just said my unborn children are going to be incestuous
Mally : Hahaha. No, but I mean, If I was called Lilly and brother was called Crush, i'd want to do him.
izzy : ...I would want to do Lilly.
*mally is eating with just a knife*
izzy: Malavika, you know you can use your fork aswell.
Mally : Oh. Yeah. Thanks
*ten minutes later mally is eating with just a fork*
izzy: Malavika, when I said you can use your fork, I didnt mean don't use your knife.
Mally: *grin* Haha, Ok. Sorry.
*half an hour later mally is eating with her hands*
izzy: Malavika...
Mally: *beams* now im eating with no utensils.
Izzy: You know. I have to say, you're the first person I've ever seen eating tortilla layer by layer.
*pause*
Izzy: You're like a little rodent
Mally : Oh. Gee. Thanks
DONT
STOP
ME NOW!
IM HAVING A GOOD TIME
YES IM HAVING A GOOD TIME
DONT WANNA STOP AT AAAAAAAALL!
OH MY FREAKING GOD I LOVE THIS FREAKING SONG
I GOT FEMALE ARTIST OF THE YEAR!
*dances*
Whoa.
Interesting day.
Actually.
It was fucking awful.
Read on to find out why!
I love my friends to pieces
They’re like
Part of my heart
And he was saying some really nasty stuff to them and about them
And he's like, always saying stuff
And it was really hurting them
As in
They were really upset
Tash was mortified
He was making stuff up about her and cal
And accusing her of being a cheater and everything
When in all fairness, he doesn’t know jack and it's actually none of his business
Anyway
I was angry because he's SO 2 faced, and he's always acting like my best friend then saying how much he hates me behind my back, and saying stuff about all my friends, and he keeps making rumours up, and today, I was angry with him, really angry, because he was having a mass go at Tash, and I was already upset and moody cos I’m feeling like shit (migraine) so I went up behind him and slapped him.
I didn’t slap him hard, at all. If id wanted to hurt him, I would have sent him reeling, but then, he turned round and walloped me in the chest, and that was a BIG shock. It hurt.
A lot.
Mentally and physically.
And he'd said all that stuff about me bitching about the guys, when I would NEVER do anything like that.
So I thought all the guys were angry with me, and it turns out that Martyn thought I walloped him hard round the face and that I was faking the mark on my chest
Which hurt.
And THEN, it turns out SOMEBODY’S reported this, so I reckon I’m gonna get in trouble. Mrs. Armstrong’s already been round for statements etc.
I have to see Mrs. Orton in the morning with Tash.
I’m just gonna have to tell the truth about James.
*sigh*
I didn’t want anything to happen after that.
I wanted it just to get forgotten, like nothing ever happened.
But at least I’ve sorted it out with Marts. Like, I explained everything, and I was like, still friends? And he went ‘Yeah, always will be.’
Sweet or what?
He’s still the same Martyn, deep down. See Mally? There’s still a bit of Martyn left.
So yeah.
Bad day.
I'm also still really ill.
Oh yeah.
I didn't tell you about me illness did I?
I'm really really ill.
Yay!
I couldn't stand up on Monday night.
I was in so much pain.
(Migraine)
Mum wanted to take me to hospital.
Oops.
Love you Enigma.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I'm so scared.
Why can I hear these things?
It didn't bother me before.
But now...
I don't understand.
I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool...
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holding you...
Were you born to resist
Or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you...
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you...
I'm hearing things again
Haha
The phone ringing
The drumbeat in my head
The baby crying
The conversations with my friends
The footsteps behind me
None of them are real...
♥ I heard what you said The leaders are dead ♥ They're robbing the skies I can hear their followers cry: ♥ oooooo Starlings in the slipstream Ooooooo Starlings in the slipstream ♥ oooooo Starlings in the slipstream Ooooooo Starlings in the slipstream ♥ oooooo Starlings in the slipstream Pavement are teh sex
We had a 2 minutes silence in Millenium Square today.
For the 53 + people who died in the London bombings.
Tell me, did we hold a minutes silence for the thousands of innocent Iraqis who died in the 'War on Terror'?
Did we hold a minutes silence for the millions of people who were raped and murdered in Rwanda?
Do we hold a minutes silence for all the heartbroken teenagers who take their lives?
It sounds so heartless, but why?
Why do we not seem to care about the ones who die in silence?
The ones who are sacrificed and cannot be heard.
Because they don't have huge emergency rescue teams?
Because they cant afford press coverage?
Or because we simply dont care?
Question: What is the best, most effective way to destroy a life?
Is it to shoot them in the head?
Or to plunge a knife into their beating heart.
Is it to hang them by their neck from a doorframe?
Or to beat them until their body is broken.
Is it to drop their leaded lifeform into the cold, dark river?
Or to push them into a sea of broken shards and biting creatures.
Answer: It is to break their heart.
hahahahahahaha
hahahahahahaha
hahahahahahaha
hahahahaha she didn't wake up
hahaha she's going to die
haha she won't like being dead
ha why is she dying?
i love my grandma
I don't want her to die
How many tears does it take to bring 1 person back?
What do you do when you feel like your heart is [ b r e a k i n g ]?
When the only thing you want to do is sit in a corner and [ c r y ]?
How does the strongest person become reduced to shining [ t e a r s ]?
What do you say when your friends turn their back on [ y o u ]?
How can a heart of gold be [ b r o k e n ]?
How can a heart of stone be [ f i x e d ]?
I have all the questions
But who has all the answers?
Safi says hi.
You can't see Safi.
Safi can see you
Safi loves you.
She says you are [ b e a u t i f u l ]
Do you ~beli[e]ve~ her?
You should.
She knows everything.
Why don't you ask her something?
[She'll answer]
This world is sick
It's pathetic
It's twisted
It's mutilated
There are children being killed the world over
There are grown men killing tiny babies to save their own skins
There are hugely intelligent men setting off bombs for their beliefs
That kill hundreds
There is so much bullshit in this world
It's hard to believe that any of us are still alive
But we are
And that's why we have to fight
We are still alive
So we can still fight for the one's who arent
The ones who can't speak for themselves
For the voiceless ones.
For the innocent ones.
For the children.
For the parents.
For the glorious dead.
You have a voice.
Use it
We, here, in the western countries, have medicines.
These medicines are cheap and easy to make.
They prevent us from dying of highly common, vicious diseases.
We could easily provide the countries of Africa with the same preventative measures.
But we dont.
And a small child dies every 3 seconds, of every minute, of every hour, of every day, because our countries didnt help.
When we could have.
It's not fair.
Why didn't we help?