How do you begin the perfect letter? No words can TRULY express how I
feel. I've often wondered throughout my life if I would ever try to
write the perfect letter. I knew that if I ever did try, that it could
only mean one thing. I had met the perfect person and I wanted them to
know how I felt. Not that a letter could ever substitute for physcial
conformation, but it would be a good start.
   So, I write you this letter hoping to give you a small taste of
what I feel every second of every day since the very begining. I hope it
doesn't come out to sappy. Wish me luck...here goes.

My dearest Dove
   I call you my dove because on the first night that we talked over
the computer, you flew into my heart on alabaster wings and perched
there. You have remained in my heart making it your home. You have
unknowingly created a spot inside me that will forever be yours. I know
that it has only been a short time, but in that short amount of time you
have stirred inside me a great fervor. I have felt just a small splash
of emotions. Emotions that I had forgotten existed. And it has been
enough to turn my soul upside down.
   I'll be completely honest with you. These things scare me to the
core of my being. I can see this ending badly if caution is not
exhibited. I fear just by telling you what I'm feeling inside may be enough
to frighten you. But alas, it's a chance that I have decided to take. 
I hope that my words do not push you away. Please remember above all
else that I would do anything to please you. That is where you have
taken me...to the point of giving up everything to make you happy.
   I know that you are in a unique time in your life and that even
the thought of being burdened with knowing that I feel this way is not
ideal for you. But I feel that you must know, at least as much as I can
explain, how I feel.
   When I see you, my heart leaps to the front of my chest. It feels
your presence and wants so badly to be near your heart. It pounds out
of my chest trying to get to you. I've tried to hold it back, but I
fear I won't be able to contain it much longer. For my heart is much
stronger than I am. I can't control it's passion. 
   When you look at me with those coruscating eyes, my breath betrays
me. It pulls deep within my lungs and refuses to let me breath any
further until I bring you close. Only then will it come forth from my
mouth. Only when it is able to breath you in and feel your sweet ardor
will it give in and let me feel the euphoric feeling of life and passion.
   When you let my hands touch your angelic skin they become
captivated. The creamy embrace of your skin won't let them come back to me. I
have to struggle with every fiber of my soul to bring those hands back
to me...I scold them for their small betrayal. But in reality I long
to feel you beneath those very same hands. My fingers ache to feel you.
   Sometimes life isn't fair, and this is one of those moments where
we learn that wanting something really bad just doesn't make it so. 
Cause if it did, we'd all learn to want a little harder. I can already
want quite vigorously. I guess what I'm trying to get at is that no
matter what happens just always know that at this time in MY life, I want
nothing more than to be with you...and I'm sorry if that's to serious
for you, but there you have it. Let me know what you think, please. 
I'm going to cut myself short here, although I could write all night if
given half the chance. As always I am....

Forever Your Perch

Do you remember the first night?
Like a dream it swims in my head
Everything felt so perfectly right
As I sat there next to you on the bed

The room was spinning around me
But I could still see you there
I let my hands roam free
As they pushed aside your hair

Exposing your sublime bare skin
My fingers felt deep into your soul
I could feel the heat that was within
My mind was trying to gain control

But my heart was over ruling the contest
My lust could not be held at bay
My passion was on a conquest
I had to have you, it was the only way

So I leaned in and swallowed hard
Waiting for you to pull from me
I closed my eyes and went on gaurd
But it never happened, you let it be

My lips touched as gently as I could
And I breathed a sigh of relief
I started to wonder if I should
But that thought was very brief

For if I shouldn't then you would have said
But you didn't utter a word
Instead you leaned close to my head
And you let me fly free as a bird

So I let loose all the emotions I had hid
And I felt them being returned to me
All this time I thought you would have forbid
But alas you let my ecstasy run free

And now it seems you feel the same
And I thank God that I let myself go
For deep inside me burns the flame
If it wasn't for you then it could never grow

So yes, I remember that first night
It will live eternally in my mind
Every thing was so perfectly right
We will always be entwined

At least in my heart