OMG.....joke of the.. whatever event this is (xD) whats a way to get a man to do sit ups???
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geeze, cats are STUPID. i just put my evil, possessed evil retarded cat in a HUGE fish tank and she ran into the glass o_O and shes like.. six years old!! GAH! stupid cats. i wish i was a dog so i could stick my head out a car window drivin down the street..xD!
what teh crap?! this is messed! i wonder why elftown isnt working oO i wonder what would happen if i was to send a message...kiki
today was kinda weird.. okay well my mark in bio went down to 68 from 70! UGH!! i didnt wanna break that stupid grade!! AHHH!! if only i knew what a niche was...*sighs* anyways.. yeah i cried over it x.x' and then for some reason this one guy in my class forgot my name today o____O OUCH!! i knew this guy for like half a semester *falls over* GAH!
I feel...angsty kinda...blah. >>' I just feel like.... nobody really cares in school if im there or not..well except my boyfriend who came to the school even tho he had no umm final....but friendwise i really need some more. i have many but i still feel like something is missing.......
meh. i feel kinda.. bland today. i dunno...watchi
i feel kinda happy. but still a little edgy... and kinda sad.. last day of my double bio class..xD! OMG okay i sound obsessed but gettin a smile from some people is a good feeling.. ^^''' MEH I DUN CARE im not obsessed so there...yes like.. maybe one or two ppl even have the slightest idea what the crap im talkin about.. LOL
my binder is broken and it makes me sad..yes thats it..hahahha xD anywho, we're going canoeing! i think i told like five ppl on here already but thats ok >>' lol., saw shrek II last night, its seeewwwwww funny!! i love parodies so yeah (see excel saga anime LMAO) but yeh, the giant ginger bread man is my hero ^^''''''
GAH! for such a small town there was a pretty big line up for shrek II o_O its the first time that it was sold out!!! O_O''' weirdness. that giant green guy and the loud mouth donkey have hit it large! okay yes.. im a journalist now...xD.....h
wow man. im so pissed off today i dunno why. *sigh* well once again some ppl dont get how i word things. i was asked "how did u get that cut?" and i replied "i fell....*shift
ow my arm hurts..xD wow man we had some 12 minute run in gym and im kinda tired.. even more tired than everyone else who ran more than me prolly....xD ahhahaaa.....s
hum. for some reason i feel happy today...xD...s
it sucks so bad that school is almost over in like.. two weeks!!!!!! bio is almost done! i mean..school is almost done! ><' yah..meh. I just hope i have some classes with ppl i know *sigh*
wow im in "spare" which is also known as free class cuz im done all my "modules" in foods...yes.."
damnit i keep getting bumps on my fingers from my rings.. i always get that in the summer...SIGH anywho, i got some bio homework to do...wheeeeee
HOLY CRAP how did i know this, but the one who won that american "Swan pageant" thing was the rachel gurl. weird! o_o and then i had a dream that i liked my moms eye shadow that was blue n shit, and then when i woke up and saw my mom she had her makeup like that and... GAH weird. so does this mean that im gonna tell some person in bio to beat this one stupid chick with a stick? LMAO.
shmeh, went to bbq today and it was...okay...>>*... I still feel kinda shitty and i dunno why. i guess its really where i live...*sigh* meehhhhh... something dont feel right. maybe it's jus me... i have a weird feeling goin on inside my head. i hate when that happens - something always happens then...blarg.
well what can i say now. i went to calgary with boyfriend, sister and friend and ended up worse off then before. boyfriend and i avoided eachother the whoole time in the mall cuz he was being a jerk and i was being a bitch so i just pretended he wasnt there. then he got all depressed and all that and while i was half asleep we "made up" sort of. Im really losing connection with this guy, and i dunno why. im not made to be happy i guess.....well happy this way...and he should really learn not to be so affected by me being pissed off at him...its not like im the most important thing in the world so FACKIN DEAL WIT IT i wanna say. but i still love him. so it really hurts right now. im a fucking bitch to him and half the time he dont deserve it and half the time he does. guh. i just wish i could go away for a real long time...
well today was like every other day of the rest of the week o_o oh well. im being really "cruel and mean" to my boyfriend or suthin o_o i jus bug him about the dirty things everyone has and stuff ....xD .. and he jus lets me say it. he really should realize im sayin it so he learns to talk back and not be a pin cushion all his life but *SHRUG* meh!
I cant believe that this year is almost over.. i wonder who will be in my classes next year *sighs....* ITS A FELONY TO TEASE THE ORDER BOX!!!!!!!!
Gah, ok i tried to be nice to everyone today and jus get talked to like im an idiot. yup.. im sick of this, i really am close to the edge... i mean, everyone forgets what i say half the time, so im obviously not that important. *sigh* im not saying this for some pathetic pity, im jus spillin my guts... well i had a dream that i slit my wrists in school...and hey it sounds like a good idea but i wont bother, since my sis says she needs me and all that.. i dunno WHY she sez that when im not even that great of a sister. Im jus not happy anymore with anything.. and i dunno how to fix it...*sigh again*
WHY movies with a black main character always usually have mostly an all black cast?!?! or the other way around?! GAH! so when theres mostly white ppl, the "bruddah" always dies first! *frekks* gah.
GAH well one of my friends is all poo-ish cuz SHE CUTS HERSELF for ppl to see, and her parents are apparently yelling at her about it and all that. i know, im not the only one with problems, but its hard to help when she wont even stop to listen to my own problems...SIG
WELP i STILL feel like shit and i dunno why. i cant fix it.. damnit.. nothing can fix me cuz im not broken. i should jus keep my gaze on the ground and ignore everything around me for a while. i dont really matter..SIGH why am i puttin this here? well i guess typing it out, even to nobody still helps.