HELLO EVEERYONE xD! my computer crashed. it was stupid. and we had to take it in after our vacation.. BLAH! lol
DAMNIIITTTT *freaks out like cartman* IM GUNNA HATE GRADE 12!!!!!!!!!!!!
the weather network: "it's going to be a wet one for sunday"
I'm just going to let everyone know I'm really close to the edge...and I'm sure one more hit and I'll be gone... so if I'm not online for like a month, I'm dead... it was nice meeting you all, if anything is to happen, I'll just say it now..
I feel shitty now. i was checking up on someone and got something totally different. oh well. i guess i shouldnt put my trust in anyone. what am i saying? i DONT! i shouldnt be so hurt. im not whining for comments, its good to blerb on here. I cant trust anyone anymore. never again. i try and try and just have it blown up in my face. all my friends keep things from me, so they arent really friends!! only some of em are really awesome.. but still. i cant trust my boyfriend either. hes really seeming...FAKE lately. it doesnt help he ignores things i say, nobody listens to me really. im too annoying and lookin for pity apparently. i whine too too much. im a bitch. i bad talk everyone behind their back. I want everything to go my way. I think im "all that". well if i did.. would i try to kill myself, or sit at the edge of my bed, holding the knife at my wrist, wondering WHY i shouldnt do it? well, im sorry whoever thinks this, but youre wrong. i dont know how ppl see me, its kinda hard when im the one whos talkin. I cant see how you assume i am, but really, i do care. i cant show it. i cant even show my true emotions without beinh scolded or judged. everyone goes throught that. they all have fears of having their outer layer pulled away to expose the beast they are. well sorry folks, people may assume what beast i am underneath, but not one person has it right. in other words, im going to sleep all day tomorrow due to blood loss.. jk >>
I feel lonely x.x'' ugh, now my friend lost his internet.. im gunna have to call him *dies* waah! stupid soap operas are sooo stupid! especially days of our lives. ...its SO dumb.... like all these ppl are supposed to be dead, but for some reason theyre on an island....oO..
another quote...xD....
OMG.....joke of the.. whatever event this is (xD) whats a way to get a man to do sit ups???
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geeze, cats are STUPID. i just put my evil, possessed evil retarded cat in a HUGE fish tank and she ran into the glass o_O and shes like.. six years old!! GAH! stupid cats. i wish i was a dog so i could stick my head out a car window drivin down the street..xD!
what teh crap?! this is messed! i wonder why elftown isnt working oO i wonder what would happen if i was to send a message...kiki
today was kinda weird.. okay well my mark in bio went down to 68 from 70! UGH!! i didnt wanna break that stupid grade!! AHHH!! if only i knew what a niche was...*sighs* anyways.. yeah i cried over it x.x' and then for some reason this one guy in my class forgot my name today o____O OUCH!! i knew this guy for like half a semester *falls over* GAH!
I feel...angsty kinda...blah. >>' I just feel like.... nobody really cares in school if im there or not..well except my boyfriend who came to the school even tho he had no umm final....but friendwise i really need some more. i have many but i still feel like something is missing.......
meh. i feel kinda.. bland today. i dunno...watchi
i feel kinda happy. but still a little edgy... and kinda sad.. last day of my double bio class..xD! OMG okay i sound obsessed but gettin a smile from some people is a good feeling.. ^^''' MEH I DUN CARE im not obsessed so there...yes like.. maybe one or two ppl even have the slightest idea what the crap im talkin about.. LOL
my binder is broken and it makes me sad..yes thats it..hahahha xD anywho, we're going canoeing! i think i told like five ppl on here already but thats ok >>' lol., saw shrek II last night, its seeewwwwww funny!! i love parodies so yeah (see excel saga anime LMAO) but yeh, the giant ginger bread man is my hero ^^''''''
GAH! for such a small town there was a pretty big line up for shrek II o_O its the first time that it was sold out!!! O_O''' weirdness. that giant green guy and the loud mouth donkey have hit it large! okay yes.. im a journalist now...xD.....h
wow man. im so pissed off today i dunno why. *sigh* well once again some ppl dont get how i word things. i was asked "how did u get that cut?" and i replied "i fell....*shift
ow my arm hurts..xD wow man we had some 12 minute run in gym and im kinda tired.. even more tired than everyone else who ran more than me prolly....xD ahhahaaa.....s
hum. for some reason i feel happy today...xD...s
it sucks so bad that school is almost over in like.. two weeks!!!!!! bio is almost done! i mean..school is almost done! ><' yah..meh. I just hope i have some classes with ppl i know *sigh*
wow im in "spare" which is also known as free class cuz im done all my "modules" in foods...yes.."
damnit i keep getting bumps on my fingers from my rings.. i always get that in the summer...SIGH anywho, i got some bio homework to do...wheeeeee