hahahaah wheeeeeeeeeeee
music - IVE HAD NUFF TONITE!
mood - wheeeee!
aaahh ooohh wheeeeeeeee i had fun tonite. hoop hoop i got ur hoops bitch!!! tip over the boat and tyler too!
happyt new years whee theres a 06/06/06 this year! AAHH D:
music - image of the invisible by thrice
mood -- pleased
mmmmmm idont think im goin anywhere today iwas invited but some ppl werent so it makes me feel bad. its all girls and one dude.. comfortable it is NOT!!!
aaa i pierced my ears again, my ears have huge "flaps" near the top so they barely show, so after eight days i get big balls hhaha qwoooO!!! i also got bright blue hairdye, kick arse! and four cds. i love gettin paid. thats all though, and a shirt. the rest goes to umm.. whatever... the future! *holds flag*
music - razorblade kiss - HIM [SHUT UP U ASSES THAT CALL HIM GAY U CAN DIE! :) ]
mood - happy for once!
aha work was interesting just as i was pissy and thinkin about quitting (lunch issues ok i can NOT wait til 3 to eat AHHH low blood pressure!!) some lady comes up and kept complimenting my hair etc haha and then i went to lunch etc and she came back and one girl i work with came and told me about how someone didnt get change and apparently i forgot to give this lady change, so by remembering it was her, she gave me ten bucks XD! HOW NICE!!! ahahaha and i got so many compliments today from people it was so nice. i love it. :)
other than that... ummmmmm uhhhh PANTIES!
ciao
one quick thing, exmas was nice, work was okay today, i worked 11 hours and the fuckers didnt let me eat til 2 when i got there at seven, those bitches!! haha o well, they are all ther mostly til eight, i got home at six hahahaha. whee MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!
o ya also, the new coheed and cambria cd is awesome. its so fuckin powerful, you know theres lots of meaning in there. they're considered "EMO" but you know what.. there is not a single scream, not a single persion with makeup or black hair. they are prog-rock, so fuck you AP for callin them emo!!!!!!!!!!!
whee claudio sanchez's hair is so fluffy. :D
ciao
um yes merry christmas bitches, my christmas was nice. got lotsa stuff for my mom (FOR ONCE) and ya i didnt get much but that isnt the point. im happy with it! whee sexy scarf! and my friend got me a pricey bracelet i luv him so much!! :3 he tried on my nipple rings i gave him too, wicked stuff they fit! WHEEEEEE MERRY CHRISTMAS - ONTO HELLISH BOXING DAY WORK FOR THIRTEEN HOURS!! AHHHH!H!!!!!
music - some beach boy christmas crap in the background!
mood - <3
aahhh i SO have a thing for dorks aahhh!! omg omg omg hahaha i sorta have a crush on someone at work aahh. *gets email* :3
music - throw me away by Korn
mood - excited for christmas!!
whee ya last journal til christmas or later or something (who even reads these?? *shoves jason in basement*) but aaahh i like the new korn cd. theres lots of mixing done to it, but it still has that neat korn feel we all love (if u dont, EAT A SPOON OF TAR, BOOO!!!) it was only like 15 bucks. i mean i do miss Head, he was a good guitarist... but noooo he had to leave the band when he got all christian.. that kinda sucks. id stay in for the music but FINE FINE FINE *cuts his braid things off* :)
im psycho today.
cheers!
music - umm weird christmas stuff on shaw cable channel!
mood - interested :3
haha today was a fun day at work. i had the best pizza ever!!!! it was like some monterey jack steak pizza aahh sex. but very very fattening. some girl was cracked out, another was zombified (no sleep since thursday thank god im not in colledge) and then all these customers were like "look honey that girl has blue hair!" ....hahahahahh
but aahh something at work made me blush and now im still red. i think im gunna be sick! aahh!!!!!!! i have like measles or soething. *shares drinks with everyone!*
hmm other than that i sooo cant wait til january when my friend comes to visit! i am gettin a tat FINALLY AAIIEIEEEEEE maybe one on my neck, i cant decide that yet. i have to get it soon though before u kno i run outta money and get a car/laptop/lic
ciao anyone who actually reads this!
music - umm tv???
mood - aahhh! <3
omg hahaaha so i guess the dark hair makes me look good or something.....
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
ciao
music - none aah my head hurttsssss more like scalp
mood - mmm ok
aaah so i did some x mas shoppin today, i got my friends something and my mom something. now for my sis and dad. wooot. ;) it was good, i was happy to get money, i didnt even get 500 (fuckin hold back a week aahhhh!! GIMME MA MONEEEHHH!!!!) buuut ya i have about 300 in the bank im gunna save for a lap top and shit.
aaahhh so i spent all the fuckin night doing my hair. first i got it cut and shit, then i bleached it, i had to do it twice, then i dyed it dark blue and added pink streaks. the pink washed out right aways so i have to do that over... but i think it looks ok. i'll post a good pic soon. :O if anyone even cares hahaha mlllaaahhhhhhh whatever!!!!
ciao
music - hmm none
mood - annoyed omgggg
haha well i had a nice chat with my friend matt on the phone he got drunk called me and we talked for like three hours woooot
haha u know what pisses me off when ppl are mean to me when they are around other people. oh ya youre cool!
o well, pay day tomorrow! i cant wait to buy my friends gifts and shit :)
ciao
music - scarlet by strung out
mood - average?? suuuure.
blaahhhh hmm i sorta miss having a significant other... since that wasnt for like what a year and some now? ahaha yes, most the ppl i date arent significant (sorry ummm all but like two) !!
*takes break to droll over phil labonte* aaahh hes hot!!
okay, back to the other stuff *brushes off drool* i sorta miss doing things haha i miss somethings that brooks actually gave me. i want a man damnit! (or woman.. whatever... haha goodluck to me x____X ) but aahhh!!! its been long enough, this lady needs something! im always fuckin single on christmas i want that to change!!!!! lol
ok done rantin, ciaoooo
music - obscure by dir en grey!
mood - fucking confused!!
wtf is with girls!!! ok ok ok i know i was weird towards a girl before and she had no clue why i avoided her but i think my reason was more reasonable than this girl at work. she was cool etc i talked to her whatever she was nice, then i asked what sorta music she liked and she said country and i went BOOOO im a rocker and she got all weird. lol. she wont even make eye contact with me now wtf goddd i am destined never to have a female friend. fuck em! i can survive talkin to guys and guys alone lol and maybe like.....three girls. :)
other than that... the xmas party was fun!! i got so drunk hahaha i threw up and cried and talked and talked and talked and hugged and took weird pics (only three MY CAMERA KEPT DYING AND MY PARENTS DIDNT LET ME STAY OUT LATE) but really all i did was talk with tha guys. the girls were playing fuckin card games i was sittin with the guys and talkin.... captain morgan spiced rum is the shit!!!!! :D
ciaooo
music - i have some fuckin elf song by the barenaked ladies stuck in my head (ooo naked ladddiieeesss.
mood - content
well work was okay today, some girl was kinda emo and another keeps insisting i go to the work party. i wanna cuz i like some of the ppl there, but i dont like quite a few. lol. some are fuckin pushy and some are so fake it makes my teeth melt.
:) kevin if u read this (prolly not but just incase!).... ur tat kicks ass. (yes yes i had to say it again!)
music _ stone sour - bother
mood _ rtiruigdkfjdl^
hmmm well im happy i have like 88% in my psych 35 class, kick ass. :) six more books to go, 200 pages to read! im up for it, maybe in january i'll get movin, since i only have like two days off a week. money rulesssss!!!!! i cant wait to get the fuckin surplus cheque, i might get a band around my leg or some design. i duno. im likin the black stuff. :)
other than that....work party saturday! i hope its fuckin fun, i dont know. i only get along with all the guys and two girls so far.. one pissed me off hard core. now i know why she doesnt have many girl-friends..
but guys arent that fun either, they are only nice if they want something... lol. whether its to feel good about being nice or sex.
hmm end rant here //////
ciao
wellly wellly welllly work was okay, some old lady spazzed on me for asking to see ID...whats the fucking deal its store policy dont yell at me! arghhh!!! lol
other htan that im cracked up on coffee and i cant wait to get my surplus cheque! EWOOO!
hmm lets see i got a magazine today. MCR is great. die all u fuckers who think its cool to hate My Chemical ROmance! anyone who just doesnt like them for them is ok. *dances down stairs* ....hmmm what else... i got a new fish today xD one of the tetras i had died, also my shark did when i was in brooks.... i was sooo sad!! he was my first in this big ten gallon tank i have. i still have my puffer... im gunna post a pic of him i think. :D
i realized something.... in a few years i bet ANYTHING if the shit that i have with guys keeps happenin i am SOOO goin lesbo. ahaha i swear i have some of the "symptoms" anyways... like really. >_>; i duno if i can do it though, i still think guys are hot, and i would never become butch, or want some butch lady either (they are usually if not always...fat.) but gawd i love talkin to guys, they dont talk about what they do, they talk about funny things or interesting things not.. "I went to the bar lastnight and omg i was there with billy bob and we ran allover and i slept at two" they talk more about how they almost died or actually ask me about myself XD i love guys. but i duno, i can totally see me going lesbo. all u phobes, die! :)
just....love sucks, i totally give up. i will never ever love a guy again. lol, seriously. it cant happen, since im not good enough etc etc and am a bitch etc etc and what have ya.
well, im done ranting. see ya later whoever reads these! XD
ciao
hmmmmmmmm u kno, a random thought.... what would i even miss if i died, like really? :) im not emo, just *shoots self*
D:
mood_annoyed a bit
music_alexison
hmmm this one dude i told i was bi to is sending me profiles of "emo" girls....ewww they look preppy and poserish (aka half the warped tour crowd this summer)...grosssssss!
other than that i realized that in my whole life ive only been emotionally attatched to like two people outside my family (if even them....lol) its interesting... one was a girl, one was a guy. hm. i guess i wont be attatched to anyone anytime soon. ahahahaha whatever. i gotta let go. its so hard!! *gets drunk*
im excited about the christmas work party, hopefully my friend can come down as my guest :D and we'll get drunk and do kareoke!! im so gunna take some piccehs. :)