aaaaaa i think the crushes i have on girls are gettin better and better... wooop! the one i like now kissed a girl (on the mouth) right infront of everyone... HOT! o ya and licked her face.. aahhhhh!! *rapes chair* aah aah aah aahhh !!
aaaaaaaaaa last night was soo fun goin to that punk show whee local bands are the best!! just as good as the popular ones i'd say. too bad there wasnt a big enough place though. o well! it was soo funn!!! i high fived teh bartender and got free drinks all night! YAAA! he was like hey... cheers. and gave me a free shot.. then kept sending rye and cokes my way. sooo nice. and of course becca got her kinky action (as in raping someone in bathroom stall)....and what else.. hmmmmm hung out with my buds.. i have a few here in deathbridge now. woot!!!
im happy i finally had some fun and damn i must add i love my red hair (fuck any of you who disagree or disagree and call me ugly just to be cool) LOSERS!
k im good. still hittin on that girl at work.. it is fun. its even more fun making it realllly obvious. :D
cheers!
tonight just could be the night.........
wow a new record....! i was in a good mood for about two days! WOO GO ME............
music - call me - blondie (OLD SKOOL ALL THE WAY)
mood - betttter!
hmm i finally went out tonight. it was fun. saw underworld 2... soooo good i was turned on half the movie :D but that's just me.. and my infatuation with dark hair and bright eyes *pets angry vampire lady and gets lawsuit* but yaaaaaaa it was neat seeing an old sorta friend that i hit on in grade ten!! we get along good, and his girlfriend is nice, i dont know if she liked me or not (girls are toooo fake to tell!)
but yaaaaa i duno. work is gheyy now. i think im starting to hate everyone there but my ally, who is leaving soon... ah ah ahhhh *sniffles* i try, but u know what, fuck them. im gunna leave soon, due to ummm let's say... uh... school! YEAH SCHOOL!!!! haha hard core \m/_
other than that im thinkin of gettin a boyfriend soon (like hell i'd get a girlfriend EMO SIGH) but ya... i need that something. its like a friend but you get extra affection. haha im not lookin for love.. love is for SUCKERS>.. U HEARD ME IM TALKIN ABOUT YOU!!!! hahaa...not sure whoooo though.
ciao!
the end is the beginning.....
music - trashed lost and strungout by children of bodom
mood - kinda annoyed
wow i was happy for about three minutes there. my fucking sister, the one thats a year older than me, is a fucking bitch. i renounce my relation to her!! i even said it to her i was like "i dont know you." and that was that.
fuckkk tho omg i cant wait to leave lethbridge idont see myself meeting too many people here. ahhh im a loner maybe i'll never fit in, that is fine. whatever. ahahh im dying young anyways so i mind aswell not care that im alone now! RIGHT!!!
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*buys cyanide*
:) have a nice day.
hmmm nothing new, well i went to a birthday party for like ummmm half an hour with coworkers at ezzies - it was ok, but i was sooo out of place, so i went home. and got bitched at the next day for leaving. :) but i really just wasnt in a good mood that day (hides emo self)... hey when you're me you'll understand why i do what i do.
other than that.. a girl at work tried to open a door and hit her head really hard against it instead. haha good stuff.
D: who said being gay was gross in my poll!!! haha o well, thats just the majority for ya! booooo! (i put the answer there so i deserved it)
other than that i finally got hit on by a sxxy girl, sadly just on deviantart. o well! its a start! :3
i am not in a fucking good mood.
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*puches wall and leaves*
omg aahh i feel like shit now for some reason. i just feel so unloved though people show me love everyday..... something is missing, damnit. and i wont find it anytime soon. i usually dont give a shit but now its just building up (thus this emo journal for anyone who wants to read it pokes jason) not that im doin it for ppl to read, just a rant. thats all.
iiiiimmm sooo loonnneeelllyy
uuuhhhgghhh fuck i hate me right now. aahh!! *throws dart at face*
ok i feel better... or do i? nope. a little. blah! fuck everything... *gets toaster and goes to bathroom*
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
"i only like guys as friends"
aahh im not a lesbian i swearrr!!
D:
aaaaaaaaaaaa this sucks, why can't i just like boys aahhh! D:
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hahahaah wheeeeeeeeeeee
music - IVE HAD NUFF TONITE!
mood - wheeeee!
aaahh ooohh wheeeeeeeee i had fun tonite. hoop hoop i got ur hoops bitch!!! tip over the boat and tyler too!
happyt new years whee theres a 06/06/06 this year! AAHH D:
music - image of the invisible by thrice
mood -- pleased
mmmmmm idont think im goin anywhere today iwas invited but some ppl werent so it makes me feel bad. its all girls and one dude.. comfortable it is NOT!!!
aaa i pierced my ears again, my ears have huge "flaps" near the top so they barely show, so after eight days i get big balls hhaha qwoooO!!! i also got bright blue hairdye, kick arse! and four cds. i love gettin paid. thats all though, and a shirt. the rest goes to umm.. whatever... the future! *holds flag*
music - razorblade kiss - HIM [SHUT UP U ASSES THAT CALL HIM GAY U CAN DIE! :) ]
mood - happy for once!
aha work was interesting just as i was pissy and thinkin about quitting (lunch issues ok i can NOT wait til 3 to eat AHHH low blood pressure!!) some lady comes up and kept complimenting my hair etc haha and then i went to lunch etc and she came back and one girl i work with came and told me about how someone didnt get change and apparently i forgot to give this lady change, so by remembering it was her, she gave me ten bucks XD! HOW NICE!!! ahahaha and i got so many compliments today from people it was so nice. i love it. :)
other than that... ummmmmm uhhhh PANTIES!
ciao
one quick thing, exmas was nice, work was okay today, i worked 11 hours and the fuckers didnt let me eat til 2 when i got there at seven, those bitches!! haha o well, they are all ther mostly til eight, i got home at six hahahaha. whee MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!
o ya also, the new coheed and cambria cd is awesome. its so fuckin powerful, you know theres lots of meaning in there. they're considered "EMO" but you know what.. there is not a single scream, not a single persion with makeup or black hair. they are prog-rock, so fuck you AP for callin them emo!!!!!!!!!!!
whee claudio sanchez's hair is so fluffy. :D
ciao
um yes merry christmas bitches, my christmas was nice. got lotsa stuff for my mom (FOR ONCE) and ya i didnt get much but that isnt the point. im happy with it! whee sexy scarf! and my friend got me a pricey bracelet i luv him so much!! :3 he tried on my nipple rings i gave him too, wicked stuff they fit! WHEEEEEE MERRY CHRISTMAS - ONTO HELLISH BOXING DAY WORK FOR THIRTEEN HOURS!! AHHHH!H!!!!!
music - some beach boy christmas crap in the background!
mood - <3
aahhh i SO have a thing for dorks aahhh!! omg omg omg hahaha i sorta have a crush on someone at work aahh. *gets email* :3