happy valentines day you fuckers!!! :D wow i almost got picked up today at work by a guy i talked to for like half an hour straight about nothing. it was funny. hes cool though. i sure have a funny way of making friends though!

but yaaaa i think ive decided im taken for now. well i kissed him. so ya.... i think you gotta consider it then. tonight was funny, i met his friends, and theyre great! one guy they call the wild card is fucking hilarious, i think we're gonna get along good.

hmmm other than that... i broke the shelf in the till at work! GO ME IM HARD CORE BABI!

and other than that.. ten days til i see my best friend ever im so happpyyy!

music - some oldies song i hear at work all the time
mood - wheee!

becca's going to see the boy i met at the concert again haha i think we might become an item. he's cute. he has a funny haircut now though. not mike tho, ive known him for like two years or something now. this guys name is greg. he plays bass. actually, so does mike. and so does the cute guy i got to kiss me on the cheek. haha wheee im a bassist sex fiend now!!!

but seriously greg started air drummming and it reminded me of things omggg it gave a weird reaction though (i got excited)! hahahahahahha

well.............happy valentines day you fucking pieces of lovely shit! have a good one!

if any of you didnt catch it on my front page.... im on myspace now!!

http://www.myspace.com/beccathemoose

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA! i have two punks, a band a .... umm guy and some other guy!

la la la laaaa she aiiirrr humped mee and i got to piicckk her uuuppp aahh i love liking girls :D!

aaaaaa i think the crushes i have on girls are gettin better and better... wooop! the one i like now kissed a girl (on the mouth) right infront of everyone... HOT! o ya and licked her face.. aahhhhh!! *rapes chair* aah aah aah aahhh !!

aaaaaaaaaa last night was soo fun goin to that punk show whee local bands are the best!! just as good as the popular ones i'd say. too bad there wasnt a big enough place though. o well! it was soo funn!!! i high fived teh bartender and got free drinks all night! YAAA! he was like hey... cheers. and gave me a free shot.. then kept sending rye and cokes my way. sooo nice. and of course becca got her kinky action (as in raping someone in bathroom stall)....and what else.. hmmmmm hung out with my buds.. i have a few here in deathbridge now. woot!!!

im happy i finally had some fun and damn i must add i love my red hair (fuck any of you who disagree or disagree and call me ugly just to be cool) LOSERS!

k im good. still hittin on that girl at work.. it is fun. its even more fun making it realllly obvious. :D

cheers!

tonight just could be the night..........

wow a new record....! i was in a good mood for about two days! WOO GO ME.......................*punches hole in fridge*

music - call me - blondie (OLD SKOOL ALL THE WAY)
mood - betttter!

hmm i finally went out tonight. it was fun. saw underworld 2... soooo good i was turned on half the movie :D but that's just me.. and my infatuation with dark hair and bright eyes *pets angry vampire lady and gets lawsuit* but yaaaaaaa it was neat seeing an old sorta friend that i hit on in grade ten!! we get along good, and his girlfriend is nice, i dont know if she liked me or not (girls are toooo fake to tell!)

but yaaaaa i duno. work is gheyy now. i think im starting to hate everyone there but my ally, who is leaving soon... ah ah ahhhh *sniffles* i try, but u know what, fuck them. im gunna leave soon, due to ummm let's say... uh... school! YEAH SCHOOL!!!! haha hard core \m/_

other than that im thinkin of gettin a boyfriend soon (like hell i'd get a girlfriend EMO SIGH) but ya... i need that something. its like a friend but you get extra affection. haha im not lookin for love.. love is for SUCKERS>.. U HEARD ME IM TALKIN ABOUT YOU!!!! hahaa...not sure whoooo though.

ciao!

the end is the beginning............. who knows, i might end up on mars.

music - trashed lost and strungout by children of bodom
mood - kinda annoyed

wow i was happy for about three minutes there. my fucking sister, the one thats a year older than me, is a fucking bitch. i renounce my relation to her!! i even said it to her i was like "i dont know you." and that was that.

fuckkk tho omg i cant wait to leave lethbridge idont see myself meeting too many people here. ahhh im a loner maybe i'll never fit in, that is fine. whatever. ahahh im dying young anyways so i mind aswell not care that im alone now! RIGHT!!!

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*buys cyanide*

:) have a nice day.

hmmm nothing new, well i went to a birthday party for like ummmm half an hour with coworkers at ezzies - it was ok, but i was sooo out of place, so i went home. and got bitched at the next day for leaving. :) but i really just wasnt in a good mood that day (hides emo self)... hey when you're me you'll understand why i do what i do.

other than that.. a girl at work tried to open a door and hit her head really hard against it instead. haha good stuff.

D: who said being gay was gross in my poll!!! haha o well, thats just the majority for ya! booooo! (i put the answer there so i deserved it)

other than that i finally got hit on by a sxxy girl, sadly just on deviantart. o well! its a start! :3

i am not in a fucking good mood.

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*puches wall and leaves*

omg aahh i feel like shit now for some reason. i just feel so unloved though people show me love everyday..... something is missing, damnit. and i wont find it anytime soon. i usually dont give a shit but now its just building up (thus this emo journal for anyone who wants to read it pokes jason) not that im doin it for ppl to read, just a rant. thats all.

iiiiimmm sooo loonnneeelllyyyyyyy aahhhhhhh why can't i find love arrgghhhh i always fall for the wrong person. i wish i was straight, then i'd be moderately happy (except the fact that guys just use me most the time anyways... >.>)

uuuhhhgghhh fuck i hate me right now. aahh!! *throws dart at face*

ok i feel better... or do i? nope. a little. blah! fuck everything... *gets toaster and goes to bathroom*

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i said the most lesbian thing ever to my dad today on the ride home. i got some dude's email from work and i was like yyeeyyy but i dont like him, and i was tellin my dad this.. then i said

"i only like guys as friends"

aahh im not a lesbian i swearrr!!

D:

aaaaaaaaaaaa this sucks, why can't i just like boys aahhh! D:

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa beccca has a crush on someone again aaaaaaaaaa but not ugly like that fucking bitch i liked in grade eleven i dont know what was with that! buuut the person is dorky like my last crush (just looks different) D: !!

hahahaah wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my ear fucking hurtsssss its infeeeccccttteeddd....anyone wanna see!

music - IVE HAD NUFF TONITE!
mood - wheeeee!

aaahh ooohh wheeeeeeeee i had fun tonite. hoop hoop i got ur hoops bitch!!! tip over the boat and tyler too!

happyt new years whee theres a 06/06/06 this year! AAHH D:

music - image of the invisible by thrice
mood -- pleased

mmmmmm idont think im goin anywhere today iwas invited but some ppl werent so it makes me feel bad. its all girls and one dude.. comfortable it is NOT!!!

aaa i pierced my ears again, my ears have huge "flaps" near the top so they barely show, so after eight days i get big balls hhaha qwoooO!!! i also got bright blue hairdye, kick arse! and four cds. i love gettin paid. thats all though, and a shirt. the rest goes to umm.. whatever... the future! *holds flag*