Alrighty folks...
Just got to come home today... Will, myself, and most importantly the new edition Donovan Alexander Wakefield-Fric
And you guys know that i will totally be posting pictures of my own up here on ElfTown... i can't keep the camera off for too long...
Well, this proud new Momma has another feeding to get to...
Love you all,
Lizzie
P.S.// Congratulation
*solid note*
Still as pregnant as i was before...
Just hurting a lot more now...
Getting hard to walk...
Yay...
*that's all for baby news*
Alright, this one goes out to all of those unfortunate people who have a stepmother...
Not just any kind of stepmother, but a narcisistic, bitchy one...
One that never does jack shit but throws herself pitty parties 24/7...
Anyone know what i am talking about?
Someone's gotta...
i hope to god i am not the only one dealing with this shit right now...
Seriously...
i do not even know where to start on her...
She is picky, and lazy, nosey, and deceptive...
Two faced is a nice term...
Honestly...
i totally regret leaving Alabama...
i moved in with Dad for the birth of the baby...
i also moved in to try to build a stronger relationship with my father, and to help him out with the bills he needs to catch up on...
He is the only person who has the right to be stressed out right now...
Cody and William are my brothers... they constantly get shit from her... they are her birth children...
Me and Will get eavesdropped on all of the time, or get hints thrown at us about how much she wants something done but doesn't feel like it...
Poor Will has had to vacuum and wash dishes and put up with her shit almost daily...
And she rubs against him and even flirts... let me tell you how bad that is...
She just has this whole regime thing for fooling my dad...
As soon as he leaves, she is online in chat rooms and what not, getting mysterious, early morning calls...
She drives William to school, comes back and does the same thing, but while ever so talentedly stuffing her fat fucking face!
Then, when she is bored, she bangs around the house, does super loud shit and won't stop until someone acknowledges her...
Then the attitude gets turned on...
Like right now, she started to get in an argument with Cody, just to be an ass and i told them both to stop it before it started...
Jeebus help us all!
Now my Dad is trying to sleep in bed, it is his off time, he needs his rest so much, and she is breaking plastic hangers, pouting and whining to herself, and going through mail and papers to rip apart trash...
It is 11:13 pm!
What the hell...
She purposely rubs it is daddy's face, and will continue to do so until he wakes up angry...
i just can not tolerate this shit right now...
i am pregnant and hormonal...
it is hard as hell to upset me, and yet she can with ease...
No one else here is pregnant, and they are all tired of her shit as well...
it is no wonder that my brother Eric left here and never fucking called them again...
It is her...
i want to create a wiki in honor of killing stepmothers...
Anyone out there with me?
Baby Update
Alrighty everyone,
at about 8:15 this evening of Tuesday, October 9th, 2007; the rest of my mucus plug came out.... we are waiting patiently for my water to break and then for contractions to start. It shouldn't be too long before we have a little Alex... i am excited... in a bit of disbelief , but i am excited... i wanted to keep everyone updated, but didn't know how... i will not have a phone on me, but Will and my father are going tocall everyone that we have numbers' for. i hope everyone is well, and Sheridan, i wish you were here!
Love you all,
Lizzie
Well, after the enthralling hospital experience i am happy to be home, and back in my normal routine. Really. Cleaning, cooking, doing evrything i am not supposed to just like i would have which is why i have made an important decision. i have to get the fuck out of here. i always talk about it, have friends say that they will help me, and it never works. The only person to be by me in this whole thing is Kym. Even though she is busy enough tending to her own life, she finds time for me. Everything is moving so slowly, but it is moving. Kym helped me to convince my brother that his girlfriend with no eyelids is not as important as family at this time. Their conversation was hilarious, something about how he should not choose a months fuck over his sister... even though he had agreed with me on the phone earlier. Hmm. i got a brand new cell phone // (205) 229 5185 call me, if you're a friend or more. Right now, voices and people are what i need to keep sane. Erm... yeah. i have a lot of news for everyone later... after my life gets to where it needs to be... next week all week is busy, i am the maid of honor at two weddings next week, and an assistant hostee of a baby shower, a bachelor party, a birthday party, a lingerie party, and an equine camp... woo hoo. Also i have birthdays coming up, Josh, Kym, Mark... wow. And then there's my imminent death to worry about. Kidding. i have oral surgery next Tuesday for a cyst in my mouth of all places, and a doctors appointment Wednesday before the first wedding. i have six paintings on deadline by next Saturday before the second wedding, and apartments to look at tomorrow. i am financially drained as of now, hospital bills, and more rolling in.. Blus Cross may be great on some coverage, but god help you on the co pay and remaining fees. It gets pretty ridiculous. i also need to set up an appointment with an optometrist, look into some laser eye surgery or either 2 to 4 pair of really cute glasses. Glasses would probably be cheaper.... Wow. i really want to go to Old Navy... has anyone else seen those sun dresses? And i would like to get my angel wings before April rolls in.... A full back peice. Two wings, wee! i am also going to grow my hair out super long and keep it at its' natural color.... i can't wait for this medical shite to end, then i can lose this weight and be sexay again. i also want a new cartilidge peircing. . . Sorry for my scatter brained thoughts. My Dad and i are talking again... daily... due to this medical stuff... ovaries can totally get you places... too bad my mother is not concerned... they arwe probably worried about my slut of a step sister anyways... i hope those two women burn in hell... they would be so comfortable there... arg, happy thoughts. Yeah... i have a lot on my mind... Oh, i have started to love R & B and even some rap.... that shit is great to dance to... i hope to hit the clubs really soon too... and a few bars... i miss my friends. Other than that nothing is really on my mind, other than the fact that about 80% of the male population should die! :( Totally. i want a pumpkin cream cheese roll.... omfg! It's after 10 and i need to call my brother.... Naz is going to be furious... i hope his lidless hoe isn't with him tonight.... she was just rude.... okay.... gotta go.... toodle-ooo
NARF!
Be back here tonight with goodies! A_real_freak inspired me to do a line of womens... thus why i have been gone for so long... i will write all of you back.... love you all!
He will never want me now.
No worries though.
He seems as though he has made his rounds in ET.
Just read the guestbooks and descriptions of the people on his Relations' List.
He loved a lot more than three people.
What can i say?
A fool like me steps into love without caution, and blindly.
It hurts to avoid him.
But i have to.
Is there any other remedy?
Because this is killing me.
"No fooling around with your troubles now kid.", says the marionetter as he pats me on the back... "It's showtime, put on a happy face.", says he as i am pushed onto the stage....
i suppose that's life.
And if it is, i want to work behind the scenes.
~~~~~~~~~~~~so
28 Ways to make a girl smile...
1 tell her you think she’s beautiful, not hot or fine or sexy.
2 Hold her hand at any moment, even if its just for a second
3 Kiss her on the forehead
4 Leave her voice messages to wake up to
5 Always tell her you love her, at any and all times.
6 When she’s upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7 Recognize the small things, they usually mean the most
8 Call her sweetie and baby
9 Sing to her, no matter how horrible your voice is
10 Pick her over your guy friends, and
especially girl friends
11 Write her notes, she LOVES them
12 Introduce her to family and friends as your GIRLFRIEND
13 Play with her hair
14 Pick her up, tickle her, play-wrestle with her
15 Sit in the park and talk to her
16 Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes
17 Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night, just because you missed her
18 Let her fall asleep in your arms
19 Carve your names into a tree (but then plant a new one together for the damaged you caused)
20 If she's mad at you, kiss her
21 Give her piggy back rides
22 Buy her ice cream
23 Treat her the SAME around your friends as you do when you're alone
24 Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants
25 Look her in the eyes
26 Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing
27 Kiss her in the rain
28 If you're in love with her, TELL her
i am ready for you when you are ready for me.
You know who you are.
And i love you.
i can't help it.
You're a god damned disease,
And i don't believe there is a cure.
i can't help for hurting
i can't win for losing.