[the Indigo]'s diary
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
sorry, just needed to let that out
hmm...I thought I'd give it a whirl
Thumbs Together: katie
Nose: iqwtt594 (hmmm...I just discovered that my vision splits when I try to read things up close >.< stupid contacts...)
Elbow: klssaty666re (frontal elbow!! _-_)
Tongue: katie (that was disgusting... XP)
Chin: m,AZtgfijed (oooh! I got three of the letters!)
Foot: kkatie (kakakakatie!! ^_^)
Eyes closed and one finger: ksyoe (arent I special?)
Back of your hand: kzgide
Palm: katie (holy crap! I cant believe I did it!!)
Mouse: kaqtie (ooh, so close...)
Wrist: k,atyied (youve been k,atyied!!)
Big Toe: katie (>_<)
Forehead: 9isa5 rft 8u3 (bam!! I am on fire!!)
ookay...that was entertaining..
Written about Friday 2005-03-11
Written: (7196 days ago)
request from [Neko the Kitty], [Peregrine], [Fate in Motion], [SkyLynn07] and [Ikko], remember!!
I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish....
...but none ever come true
"She walked away"
by Barlowgirl
She couldn't take one more day
Home was more her prison now
Independence called out
She had to get it
A fight was all she needed
To give her reason
She slammed the door with no goodbye
And knew that it was time
Now she's driving to fast
She didn't care to glance behind
And through her tears she laughed
It's time to kiss the past goodbye
I'm finally on my own
Don't try to tell me no
There's so much more for me
Just watch what I will be
Chorus
She walked away
Couldn't say why she was leaving
She walked away
She left all she had believed in
Not a day goes by
For the ones she's left behind
They're always asking "why?"
And thoughts of her consume her mind
God please let her know
The love we tried to show
We'd promise anything
If you'd just bring her home
Chorus
Bridge
Tell her we love her
Tell her she's wanted
And one more thing God
Tell her please, come home
Please, come home
Chorus (2x)
The choice is yours alone now
Tell me how this story....ends
I wrote letters to each of them during study hall. Too bad, because they are never going to see them
IVE FIGURED IT OUT!!! I've been so obsessed with the whole M & G relationship because it's so similar to my parent's deal. He's really sweet and funny, and she just thinks about herself almost all of the time, and thats exactly how my mom and dad are. If they get married, it will be a sad, sad day
Written about Thursday 2005-02-24
Written: (7212 days ago)
People make me sick. I hate them all. By the way, I'm quite excited for Thursday. But then again, I'm kinda scared that I'll fall off the stage @.@
Doesn't matter to many, does it?
A person crying alone locked in their room
Is as close to an angel with a hole through their heart...
How can I live with this double life? So happy at school, but depressed at home. My head aches. My shoulder twitches. My whole body goes numb, thousands of pinpoints conjured beneath my skin, under the exhaust of crying. Please God, make it all just fade away. Three years until it's all over
How am I still only fourteen? Because of my mother and brother, I feel like I've aged far beyond where I should be. I want my childhood back...
Is this what it takes? Piling my furniture against the door just to keep her out? I swear that if I ever become like her, I will either become a hermit or slit my throat.
She complains to my father, my sweet, sweet father, because I refuse to speak to her. She tells him that his job is worthless, that she is the only one holding us together. The irony she speaks is beyond words. My father is the only one with any sense in this whole freaking hellhouse. His words are the wise ones, more than any other bodies on this earth, to me. I just wanted to have dinner with my mom and dad...
Why did she do it? I needed to sleep, I promised to talk to her later, and she forces a stakeout in my room until dad has to pull her away from the door. Please take me away.
Now, no one can get in or out. Maybe I'll just go to school one day and never come home.
I have been praying all this time just to die. Maybe this week, I will be answered.