Soo...at some point I saw Madagascar, which I was like, 'oh, it's okay' at first, but then it started progressing more and more into that stupid Hollywood layout, and I seriously was just turning my head and looking away because I am so sick and tired of the stupid happy endings where everyone's problems get solved and everyone is happy and cracking jokes at the end, and they aren't even emotionally scarred by the trauma that they went though, even though they should have been. If I were to have written the script for that movie, I would end it in one of these ways: Way 1: have the lion live his life alone without his friends, eating only the whathoozamazits that terrorized the lemurs, therefore satisfying his lonely, aching heart by at least knowing he is helping the lemurs; Way 2: the lion could eat all his friends, then live out the rest of his life psychotic and depressed; and Way 3: The lion ends up meeting back up with his friends and eating fish anyways, but he becomes lonely and pensive, and avoids his friends, because he knows that he could still attack them at any moment, and still fears hurting them, even though he has a small, but abundant food source. What do you think? Personally, there is no way for me to comprehend that anything other than, or worse than Way 3 could happen, because you don't just try to murder your friend, then both of you completely forget about it. That's why I don't see so many movies anymore, it's because they are sooooo structured in the way that every other movie is!!! That's why I like movies like To Live, Together, Moulin Rouge and Autumn Spring, just because they aren't simply beginning, problem, resolve (also because only Moulin Rouge is American, too >>). Poo upon it all, I'm going to bed...

AAAH!!! I think my old crush is coming back to me--in full force >> I kinda saw him the other day, and I was like, 'Holy crap! He's gorgeous!' Man, let someone alone for a month or so and look what happens... >>

People! If you're going to say something deep, poetic or meaningful, at least do a favor to yourself and the rest of us and spell it right!! _-_

http://www.amnesty.org/actnow/

Please go there and sign the petition for Myanmar!

It's making me worried, because I keep seeing all this stuff about Burma and this political prisoner stuff, and I know several people who live in Thailand and were born in Burma. Since it's illegal for them to have left Burma, I'm really scared for them. Please sign this--I don't know if it will work since it's an American thing (I think), but it only takes a few minutes, so you might as well do it.

Aaahh!! Don't know why, but I was watching that new 'Instant star' show on The N and I think I want to cut& color my hair like that girl who plays Jude. She has my dream hair, no kidding. Plus the guy who plays Jamie is gorgeous!! Not to mention Tom or whatever his name is (an Orlando Bloom sundae dripping in Johnny Depp or however they described him). Yes, I thought it was important enough for you all to know. I wish I had a camera right now. Stupid American cliche-clique groups are really starting to get on my nerves. End of story.

requests;

[Neko the Kitty]:

okay. He has purple-blue eyes (they have saddish calm look about them), dirty blonde hair, he usually wears things with loose collars. His skin is pale apricot...he has thin fingers, he's medium sized(length)and he's normal sized(width). His legs are long.^_^;;; Ummmm... For a pose if I could have him standing on a building, wind blowing his hair, wwith the moon behind him, half of his face to be shadowed, giving him the half demon appearence. He looks like he is about to cry, but there is no signs of tears in his eyes. Umm a black collar shirt w/dark red pants, tennis shoes

[Fate in Motion]:

A warrior stands infront of you. His armor is as black as the night. His eyes, hidden in the shadows from the top of is helmet. A cape, torn but still intact slid down his back to the ground. It's a crimson red color. The helmet had four horns on it. Two infront in a row and two behind those spaced out. Around the helmet that opened up for his face were dragon teeth all around it. He had three spiked dragon horns on each shoulder. The middle one was the longest and thickest. His knees had smiliar horns but they were smaller and faced out. On around each wrist were three dragon claws. They went out and then curved around his hand. His leather gloves were silver with claws and dragon scales placed on them. In the middle of the gloves was a circle hole for two rudy jewels that are embedded in his skin. On his chest plate outlined in white was a dragon head. His sword, sheathed at his left side had a black dragon designed hilt. His skin which could only be seen because his helmet wasn't closed in was very pale.
 
beside him or behind him I want an angel with brown hair going down to her shoulders with blue eyes in a white gown, you can add w/e jewlery you think would be best on her if you want

remember how i said i want and angel in there? can you put arian looking straight ahead, not showing his eyes but showing a tear line on his cheek and the angel behind him touching his shoulder?

[Ikko]:

hmmmm....*Thinks*Oooo draw Riku and Chelsey together!If that's okay with you..O~O
Riku: http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/img/photo/50045_1108511308.jpg

Chelsey: http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/img/photo/50045_1108601591.jpg

They are two of my main characters in my stroy.^-^

[SkyLynn07]:

I need it to be sorta vampirish..She usually wears a pair of black leather pants... and a black tank top that ties behind her neck and her back...Boots.. maybe.. they are for a vampire...

[*Midori*]--

ok I don't really have a pic but I really just wanted a doll version of me to put on my page:) So when ever you do it here is the description for it.
A doll saying welcome. Lightbrown hair. Blue t-shirt with superman emblem, blue jeans w/ doodles on them, green eyes, Smiling...and a pencil behind one ear ^-^ Thankyou again :)



err...just thought I should organize myself...

Sooo, I definitely fell in love with Thailand and the people I met there, aaand I definitely cried when I left. Buuuuut...I have been researching on places I can learn Thai so that I can go on an exchange program part of my junior year. If all my plans work out the way I want them to, then we would keep a Japanese exchange student for 3 months, then the program will pay for me to go spend 3 months in Japan that summer, then I would use money that I would hopefully have saved by then to buy a plane ticket into Chiang Mai (I'll have to probably go through Bangkok and change flights, but that doesn't really matter), and then I could stay there for a semester, then go back to America (unfortunately). Anywho, I got to stop in Tokyo on the flight from Seoul to Los Angeles, which was fun because on the way back to America, I just went to the back of the plane, tried to read a Japanese newspaper (all I got from it was something about a big sale, the New York Yankees, and the people Tom Cruise have had relationships with) and had some small conversation in Nihongo with the Japanese people who needed to go to the bathroom. That was more fun than a box full of Cracker Jacks. Anywho, loved the trip, loved the people, don't want to be in America, and I'm counting the days until I go back.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Nerokaioi_Reielone

since you all rock I think you should check out my awesome Xanga site >> I have another one, but it currently looks like crap, so don't even ask about it as of now ><

mm...a whole bucket of vanilla ice cream, and then some!! :9 Who needs this lactose intolerant business? >>

Vanilla ice cream in the rain :D

I am....chimera

EEEK!!!!! Guess whaaat?!?!? Sooo, I was looking at my flight schedule, and I figured out that I have a 3-4 hour layover in Seoul, and a 6-7 hour layover in Bangkok!! How awesome is that?!?!? (*is going to buy all the Korean stuff she can get*)

*eats a hail ball* mmm...I love spastic Colorado weather ^-^

You feel silence in its presence
You feel joy when its here
And feel anger when its gone
It hurts
It bites
It tears
Just the thought of something gone wrong raises welts on smooth skin
But we need it
We cannot live without
And yet, it still holds a mystery to all

I HATE SNOW DAYS!!!! Stupid weather...maybe I should move to Florida...

Gah!! Snow!! Will it ever stop?!?!? Believe it or not, I really, really don't want a snow day tomorrow!!! (Purposes other than school itself...) Plus, if we have a snow day tomorrow, that means that we have a day taken out of our summer vacation...=.=

"Hanging By a Moment"
By Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me

Now I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you

I want to run away, I want to ditch my life
Because all my mistakes keep me awake at night...

"Let It All Out"
By Relient K

Let it all out
get it all out
rip it out remove it
don't be alarmed
when the wound begins to bleed

cause we're so scared to find out
what this life's all about
so scared we're going to lose it
not knowing all along
that's exactly what we need

and today I will trust you with confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
but tomorrow, upon hearing what I did
I will stare at you in disbelief
oh, inconsistent me
crying out for consistency

and you said I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember
the end will justify the pain it took to get us there

and I'll let it be known
at times I have shown
signs of all my weakness
but somewhere in me
there is strength

and you promise me
that you believe
in time I will defeat this
cause somewhere in me
there is strength

and today I will trust you with the confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
and I'll try my best to just forget
that that man isn't me

reach out to me
make my heart brand new
every beat will be for you
for you

and I know you know
you touched my life
when you touched my heavy heart and made it light