i cant see the day in this never ending darkness i cant seem to find the end  all i wont is for this life to fell like i belong and i know what im doing  thay are going to be taking me away sone  i dont know whay thay are going to do this but i fell as if it is braking my hart  i dont understand whay thay wont to do this to me but i gess that it is nessary 

i just got a picher of my sun  im working on it and im going to tern him into a little devol boy  that is what he is being right know but ill post ti latter when im finshed

I'm sitting hear and felling very sad and lonley. i havent meet anyone yeat and i havent started to look, so i gess that i my falt.