i just need to talk about my day  two days ago i cot a call from my husbond saying that he had a seager and cracked hes head  he is stell in the haspitol rightknow but thay are going to let him out im wating hear for hem  thay said that he had cansor and that he is going to die if thay dont take it out i dont know what we are going to do i just fell that my life is going to end and i dont wont to be a wido at 20 that is not right in my mind i just wont to wake up ande let it all be over but i know that it wont be  thankyou for lisning

taks off her yellow rebber golves and slaps you acrost the fase  i chalnge you to a doul  weppon spons 

i cant see the day in this never ending darkness i cant seem to find the end  all i wont is for this life to fell like i belong and i know what im doing  thay are going to be taking me away sone  i dont know whay thay are going to do this but i fell as if it is braking my hart  i dont understand whay thay wont to do this to me but i gess that it is nessary 

i just got a picher of my sun  im working on it and im going to tern him into a little devol boy  that is what he is being right know but ill post ti latter when im finshed

I'm sitting hear and felling very sad and lonley. i havent meet anyone yeat and i havent started to look, so i gess that i my falt.