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Written about Saturday 2003-11-29
Written: (7520 days ago)

   Alright... so i told her that i love her, and she does have the same feelings as i do. But again i am faced with a decision... she lives in Tennessee and i live in minnesota and i want to finish school here, cause my intentions are to move down there.
   She has told me that she loves me and doesnt plan on trying to find a different guy; the feelings are mutual(i dont need ne other woman). But i told her that i dont want her to have to wait for me, that upset me greatly...
   I really screwed things up when i said that i was having thoughts about how long it will be for us. that realy upset her and she told me that she would probably cry if i let her go(talking on the phone) at this point. That made me feel horrible. That was definetely not my intention. But i got over it and told her the trueth. I said not to worry because i love her... i made sure the point was clear.
   Another thing that she told me was that she thinks that the reason that she is so upset is because we're not dating... i have the same thoughts, but what am i supposed to do? Ask her out and then make her wait the time? i dont want that for her...
   All i have to say is that i love her with all of my heart and that is that, im not going to let go no matter what crosses my mind, for both her security and mine... 

105553  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2003-11-27
Written: (7521 days ago)
Next in thread: 105556

   I met this girl right, and shes everything that i've been looking for... shes beautiful, shes fun to talk to, she portrays herself to be pretty smart; also, it seems like we both have the same feelings towards one another.   
   The ONLY problem(from my perspective) is that she lives a little ways away. She doesnt live impossibly far away, but its far enough for me to contemplate about what I should do with her. I feel like im in love, I think about her constantly... when im at home, when im at work, when i get home from work; and when we're talking i think about her ten times as much. Her and I have know eachother for a couple weeks now, and we're not dating... but we've gotten along so well that when we hear about the relationships that we have with the opposite sex's, we both get jealous.
   I want to say that i love her, but i dont know how shes going to react.
   Someone please give me some suggestions.

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