Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Smoked Weed
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been MUTUALLY Dumped (how is this stuipd?)
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 7

Level 3
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
(X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
() Made Out With A Stranger
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

SO FAR: 9

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (I've whatched 3 animals die in my arms)

SO FAR: 12

Level 5
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your myspace/elftown Friends.
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking... juice!

SO FAR: 14

Level 6
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook (what is this?)
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 15

Level 7
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/Like Loved/Liked Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 20

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding (offroading)
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 25

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledding
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 30

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(X) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 33

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Stole something (eh...I somtimes can't help meh self)
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 37

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident/fourwheeler wreck

SO FAR: 40

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 41

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Looked
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced (truth or dare is a bitch)
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (only jack)

SO FAR: 44

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 48

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers (keven and me go way back)
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke (I own a machine)
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (quaters rule!)

SO FAR: 53

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 56

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care / Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere

SO FAR: 59

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 3 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
(x) Been Humped Like A Monkey (My ex had problems)

SO FAR: 63

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Said "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 65

Level 22
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top
( ) Kissed a worm

SO FAR: 67

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Stayed Up for a while talking to someone u cared about

SO FAR: 70

Level 24
(X) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had / Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 74

Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have/had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail (sociology field trip XD)

SO FAR: 76

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken (on the monkey bars)
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 79

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (I was strcktly asked...I am still a virgin...Once again, my ex had problems)
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 84

Level 28
(X) Mooned / Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon / Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping (feels refreshing)
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 89

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x)Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 94

Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(X) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone


SO FAR : 98

Level 32
( ) been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex
( ) flattened someones tires
(X) Rode car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

So i've done 99 out 150 stupid things

You know there are probably more I couldn't think of XD

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Smoked Weed
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been MUTUALLY Dumped (how is this stuipd?)
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 7

Level 3
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
(X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
() Made Out With A Stranger
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

SO FAR: 9

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (I've whatched 3 animals die in my arms)

SO FAR: 12

Level 5
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your myspace/elftown Friends.
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking... juice!

SO FAR: 14

Level 6
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook (what is this?)
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 15

Level 7
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/Like Loved/Liked Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 20

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding (offroading)
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 25

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledding
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 30

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(X) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 33

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Stole something (eh...I somtimes can't help meh self)
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 37

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident/fourwheeler wreck

SO FAR: 40

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 41

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Looked
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced (truth or dare is a bitch)
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (only jack)

SO FAR: 44

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 48

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers (keven and me go way back)
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke (I own a machine)
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (quaters rule!)

SO FAR: 53

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 56

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care / Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere

SO FAR: 59

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 3 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
(x) Been Humped Like A Monkey (My ex had problems)

SO FAR: 63

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Said "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 65

Level 22
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top
( ) Kissed a worm

SO FAR: 67

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Stayed Up for a while talking to someone u cared about

SO FAR: 70

Level 24
(X) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had / Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 74

Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have/had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail (sociology field trip XD)

SO FAR: 76

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken (on the monkey bars)
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 79

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (I was strcktly asked...I am still a virgin...Once again, my ex had problems)
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 84

Level 28
(X) Mooned / Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon / Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping (feels refreshing)
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 89

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x)Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 94

Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(X) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone


SO FAR : 98

Level 32
( ) been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex
( ) flattened someones tires
(X) Rode car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

So i've done 99 out 150 stupid things

You know there are probably more I couldn't think of XD

So Gab isn't working out. I can see it ending soon. Its like impending
XD

so new bf! yey!!! 

his name is Gabriel
He is nineteen {yes I know a little old}
He lives in Florda {far away yes I know}
He is a sweetie! {now jump up for joy!}

I'm really mad at you. You didn't even ask or anything. You could've

at least just done that...


why do i feel betrayed?

everything seems so fine, yet i wonder, is there some dark hidden eyelash in my perfect world? Could everything I hold dear, be a mistake to even...me?

Then I drop such foolish thoughts. Why waste life away over somthing so stupid. Skip to the creek. It urns for your visit

I am so gladeverything has been solved, and everybody is happy now... Things are just so much more better

i give up...you win. Just allow me to be your friend. I'm done with everything. 

Are you happy now?
you like yet another girl after your suicide fit! I'm done with you! I'm done with everything. What if I told every one what you've done to me?

The three purple bruises on my arm from you?
The scars on my heart from you?
The salt smelling pillow that is stained with the scent of so many tears, All because of YOU. 

He'll treat me right. Shane. He won't abuse me in so many ways. 

I will finally be happy with out you.

So last night around 7:30, you walked me home. You held my hand, then let go to grab my waist and gently kiss me on the forehead. You know if they were watching you wouldn't do that. You also know that if she, that girl you so despertly fell in love with, were here you wouldn't do that either. it means nothing to you! What you are doing to me. My head spins with headaches! 

We stay up untill 1:00am on a school night talking when we hung out all day after school. All I ask is why?
So many times...I just ask why, why do you ruin my life like this?

Although we talked on the phone for eight hours, I still do not understand. You tell me that I am second to none.
I'm not your "friend with benefits". Then what else am I?

I really am nothing to you, huh?

I don't really understand my-self anymore. At one time my ideals were strong and I never questioned my-self and what I thought about the ever constant rhythem of the world. So in terms of another or my ideals nothing? Are the laws and boundaries I've set for my-self nothing to you? Even though I have told you "NO!" you still go? Why do I put up with you? Why do I still question my-self? YOU have done this to me. I no longer believe in happy endings. I no longer Believe in you!

Yet I still constantly think about you. I still wander why. I still wish I could be at your side when it is so clear I am nothing, but an object of the past. A dream that you awoke from...Yet for some unknown reason, I still love you.

What is that name?
The name I whisper on the tip of my tounge?
What is that sin?
The unspoken sin that I am not allowed to say?
What have I done?
Why?
I don't remember my justicfication...
I don't remember my own imagination...
oh...I understand now, I was only here in object terms...
I was only here as your slave

how do we go on when we find all is lost?

How can everything be lost?

Strange is it not? I perfectly happy, but I am sad. I dont understand...

btw: i've started a story called

The Rose

so far it is 166 note book pages long...
it is not even half way done! >.<
so i've kinda been busy righting in it...

I SO NEED A LIFE

Welp i have returned...
texas was okay i suppose
i did do a lot in a week span
i saw many hot guys...n.n
I bought books
I....umm...rode rides
I went to the aqurium
I ate REALLY good sea food
I visited meh family
i ate at bennihannahs (spelling...i know i know)
I and i still managed to watch adult swim!

thats productive!! ^.^

Hey everyone, I won't be on for over a week cuz I will be...

ON VACTION IN TEXAS!!!!!! GOING BACK TO WHERE I GREW UP!!! WHOOHOO!!!!

000: I am a psyco -cant spell-
001: Name: Cassi
002: Nicknames: Raven,Dog, weirdo, freak, loser,poser,slavish chan...-runs out of breath and dies, but is revived- and last but not least Triple C
003: Country of Living: La, La, oh did you say something
004: Birthdate: i was never born, i was given life to be immortal and live in this cursed world
005: Height: I am not disclosing such in valuble info. -scroll down!-
006:Eye color:green meh fav color
007: Shoesize: 4-9 i know i know...
008: School/work: If you meen sleep in class yes...
009: You smoke: I will now quote my fav t-shirt: Don't Smoke there are cooler ways to die
010: Hobbies: Drawing, not finishing books i write, wishing i could finish the blasted game I am on, singing any where
011: Brothers/Sisters: no...okay...a little boy that is annoying that i dont think i am related to
012: Relationship: they don't seem to go to well for me
013: Piercing(s): -ears
014: Tattoo: I wish
015: Fave Country to go to: india...i wish to travel the world

JAPAN