look at me once, just once and i'll go away,
do you think they would notice if i died today,
if my ghost walked by them would they even feel me,
with all of these pills i take, no one can heal me,
theropy sessions, ridilin and more,
when i was raped, they called ME the whore,
but when i am swimming the water sets me free,
and i dont even realize that no ones there but me,
look at me once and i'll have no more to say,
just let me know i'm really here, and then i'll go away.

...i made that one for those of you who ignore me.

NO LONGER THERE
I stand here looking myself in the eye
I ask my reflection what makes me so shy
I am very outspoken, my heart has its will
but my soul has been broken, so I stand here still
my hands stay steady, the pistol doesnt shake
I swear I'll do anything to release this headache
nobody knows me, they don't understand
to die is for freedom, not just for an end
I'll be gone no longer by anyones side
no longer will I have to run or to hide
somthing is happening it is not right
the memory of a friend on a warm summers night
I think I will stay, just for a while
for if I leave my parents will no longer smile
no matter what you do, no matter what you say
no matter what happens, I'll still feel this way
everyones looking at me, why do they stare
they are all looking at somthing thats no longer there

SHE IS ME
I look down at my hands
My fingers drip with blood
I look down at the floor
There lay a girl
About my age
I almost recognize her
Her brown hair stained red
Her brown eyes turning gray
But who is she
I look in the mirror
Nothing
There is no one there
Then I realize who the girl is
She lay draped in white
But one would think it were red
Almost like a fallen angel
I can't believe what I have done
But what can I do
The girl that lay on the floor so cold
She is me!