Why is it that the world has gotten so cold? Everyone basically either doesn’t care or they care too much. Well, most everyone at least. Which am I? Heh, I practically wear my emotions on my sleeves. I know there’s plenty of people that have lives that are much worse than my own, I’ve known that. But, most people look at me and think, ‘gee, she’s got to have everything. She’s smart, blah blah blah.’ I don’t and I never will, but that’s good. See, I personally think that everyone should be able to attain everything they ever want…all except one. That way, they will always have something to strive for.

Every time I think about this world, I get depressed. That’s why I focus on all the little things so much, I guess. Keeps me sane. Just like writing does as well. People think I’m whiney, a crybaby, etc., but that’s okay. At least I’m not a cold hearted bitch like I claim to be at times! Unlike some people… Right at this moment, I’m actually feeling the best I have in a long time, though some people would probably freak out if they knew that. Why? I’m always acting bubbly and happy. I have my masks, just like everyone else does, I just don’t use them that often…unless I’m pissed. Or depressed. But I usually let people know when that happens, I just pretend that I’m not.

This world is so horrid! I know it is, just look at all the things that have happened! Look at what history has shown us… We are a savage race, no better than the cave men. The only difference is that we have better technology. Damn humans…(and I’m including myself in that curse…) We’re just horrible!

Sorry that that was so random, but I was bored and depressed…

AC

Yes, I did it! I donated my hair to Locks of Love (that IS what it's called, right?), so now I don't have to mess with it. YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

You know, diaries really make you wonder. Most people put down their innermost thoughts, their secret desires, their darkest dreams...but me? I put down normal stuff, you know, who's pissed off at who, who's with who, stuff like that. But maybe, just once, I'll do something different. You see, if you don't already know me, my friends cause me a lot of grief. They probably don't know that, and I wouldn't wish to tell them that. But...they're so ENTERTAINING! Sigh...