I'm back already. I'm typing a lot more on here than livejournal, 'cause I don't want anyone finding me! >.> <.<
Le sigh. I'm so freaking wierded out right now. I'm all on my own at my school and only one person I know on here is talking to me. I've even resorted to myspace to be in contact with people, and it's not that cool. Again, le sigh. My advisor put me in the wrong English class, so we had to mess around with my schedule, which is hectic enough, and I'm supposed to be at a Freshman thing right now. I really don't want to go, but there's money being given away, so I'd better. So, you guys, MESSAGE ME! Sheesh! I feel as if my friends have ditched me, 'cause no one talks to me and I'm in a school with like a thousand other people. T.T
No electricity royally SUCKS! I'm holed up in the public library, because I've got my little 7 yr. old sister, and there's no AC at hom. Again, it royally SUCKS! :P
Okay…Let me say this yet again: As much as I adore the fact that some of you out there are trying to ‘save my soul’, if you will, would you quit pushing religion on me?! There aren’t many people that fall under this category of person I’m talking about now, and if you’re not one of them feel free to ignore this. However, those of you that won’t leave me alone about it, GET A FREAKING LIFE ALREADY! Gods! Do you know how annoying this is? I love you guys dearly, but this is just too much. I have my religion, you have yours (or lack of one), and we’re all peachy keen. It is morally wrong (by my beliefs) to attempt to force religion on to someone. Religion is what you believe in for Pete’s sake! You can’t force someone to believe something, not really. Influence, yes, but not force. Less than fifty percent of the planet is Christian, so how is it right? How is Christianity the ‘one, true way?’ Simple, it’s not. I believe that Jesus did exist—(insert gasp here from all of the people who think I worship the devil or some such nonsense (I don’t even believe in the devil…-_-‘))—I believe that he certainly believed he was the Son of God. For all we know, he is. According to the Bible, he is, but just ‘cause a book said so doesn’t mean a thing. (I just now I’m going to have a bunch of flamers in response to that…-_-‘’) But, think about it. Even if he is the Son of God, that doesn’t mean that there aren’t any other gods/goddesses out there. So, again, how is this right? Also, in the Bible, it says ‘thou shall not worship any other god before me’ (okay, it’s not an exact quote, but I can’t find my Bible at the moment.). Doesn’t that imply that there are other gods out there? So, technically, we can worship whomever we choose, we’re just supposed to put him first. I may be wrong on some of what I’m saying, so feel free to correct me on this. Just do go, ‘well, I’m right, you’re wrong, you’re going to hell’ on me. That’s the entire reason I’m probably going to fail Introduction to Christianity this next semester when I start school (that attitude, I start blocking out people with that sort of attitude…). Funny, ne? An openly Wiccan student attending a Methodist school… Sorry ‘bout that. I’m just really ticked off right now. I mean, I’ve been dealing with this crap for the past couple of years, and it’s getting old. Seriously, the way they act it’s as if I’m a devil child or something! I’m not, I don’t do drugs, I don’t drink. I don’t sleep around (having sex with one person and sleeping around are two different things.), I don’t break the law, I don’t do anything that is considered bad at all except for the fact that I’ve had premarital sex and that I’m not Christian. Is that so bad, really? Does any body else out there have to deal with this? (Well, if anyone bothers to read this, anyways…-_-‘)
Eh….sorry to go off on ya’ll. Just having a real bad time here. I’m trying my best not to go psycho/depress
Anette Chase
Life, loff and pixie styx!
Why is it that the world has gotten so cold? Everyone basically either doesn’t care or they care too much. Well, most everyone at least. Which am I? Heh, I practically wear my emotions on my sleeves. I know there’s plenty of people that have lives that are much worse than my own, I’ve known that. But, most people look at me and think, ‘gee, she’s got to have everything. She’s smart, blah blah blah.’ I don’t and I never will, but that’s good. See, I personally think that everyone should be able to attain everything they ever want…all except one. That way, they will always have something to strive for.
Every time I think about this world, I get depressed. That’s why I focus on all the little things so much, I guess. Keeps me sane. Just like writing does as well. People think I’m whiney, a crybaby, etc., but that’s okay. At least I’m not a cold hearted bitch like I claim to be at times! Unlike some people… Right at this moment, I’m actually feeling the best I have in a long time, though some people would probably freak out if they knew that. Why? I’m always acting bubbly and happy. I have my masks, just like everyone else does, I just don’t use them that often…unless I’m pissed. Or depressed. But I usually let people know when that happens, I just pretend that I’m not.
This world is so horrid! I know it is, just look at all the things that have happened! Look at what history has shown us… We are a savage race, no better than the cave men. The only difference is that we have better technology. Damn humans…(and I’m including myself in that curse…) We’re just horrible!
Sorry that that was so random, but I was bored and depressed…
AC
Yes, I did it! I donated my hair to Locks of Love (that IS what it's called, right?), so now I don't have to mess with it. YESSSSS!!!!!!!
You know, diaries really make you wonder. Most people put down their innermost thoughts, their secret desires, their darkest dreams...but me? I put down normal stuff, you know, who's pissed off at who, who's with who, stuff like that. But maybe, just once, I'll do something different. You see, if you don't already know me, my friends cause me a lot of grief. They probably don't know that, and I wouldn't wish to tell them that. But...they're so ENTERTAINING! Sigh...