Not so merry xmas. Lynton died yesterday, after calling me in the night and crying his eyes out. There are some things he told me that night that I can't tell anyone...
Notice me
I wish you would notice me
And feel how I feel
I can only pray that you’ll begin see
And allow me to heal
You think I’m a friend
That’s your single flaw
It’s nearing the end
I can’t take it anymore
You can’t bring me into sight
And see only mist
All I think about at night
Is what we’d feel if we kissed.
I see you walking
Past my house every day
Never speaking
Silent all the way
Sometimes I see you staring
And I feel butterflies
Then you look right past me
And all my hope dies
All I know is that you’re all I see
And you’re the stars in my skies
But I realise It will never be
And my heart slowly dies
I can't do it, I cant take it. It's too much
I'm really depressed today, but I'm struggling to pull myself up.
oooh the simple joys of wiki! I'm losing my mind! not that you ppl give a shit. Oh yeah, BEX!!! CONTACT ME. RE the FBI thing. Trace is on, being diverted to 66.j7//h. Can still hold. Put backup disc on plz.
*yawns* hello all! I went to go watch Finding Nemo again last night! I love that movie lmao. Ummm, I'm bored?
Yawn! i'm so exhausted! I went to a wedding last night. It was gorgeous, you know, blushing bride, handsome groom etc etc ETC! And i came over all jealous and stuff...waah!
Hmm. The wedding started out in this church in the forest (really quaint) And the ceremony was sweet!The groom stumbled through his vows, and the bride was trying not to break out in hysterical laughter. Yes, I got a bit sad and teary (who doesn't, at weddings!?) After that, we went to the reception, where everyone got drunk, and danced to old songs all night! I made friends with the DJ, who was very gay. Ummm, yeah. And then, after the reception (my party was the last to leave..for a change lol) this mist descended, and everyone was staring at me because I was twirling around in the dark while it was raining..*sigh