Love Forged In Cold Winter Snow

Held back by the fear
by those that you hold dear, and so;
see, when the morning comes you will
determine which path you shall go
My retina holds still your face
My eyes cannot but stare into space
Behold remembered beauty and grace
from another time and place

Fear of words from your soft lips
Shudder even in my fingertips, though
now we speak and breathe as one, please
forgive all the things I've done


Like a dead, dry rose I turn into dust
I've been fed, with herbs taking away my lust
Like a rose in winter time
My inside is utterly dead
The presence of an unknown pain in me
The darkest words I read, finally I see

Sleep and hunger, disintegrates in vain
Breath and sanity, mist and rain


Thus infected by a blessing
I can't bring forth what I'm missing
I can't speak at my confession
Thus I think I've learned my lesson


Held back by the fear
by those that you hold dear, and so;
see, when the morning comes you will
determine which path you shall go
My retina holds still your face
My eyes cannot but stare into space
Behold remembered beauty and grace
from another time and place

Fear of words from your soft lips
Shudder even in my fingertips, though
now we speak and breathe as one, please
forgive all the things I've done


I was unaware of scents like
these
A virginity was shattered in a
breeze, a sudden change
Love forged in the chilly winter
snow
Heavy breaths and a feeling starts to
grow, all suddenly so strange

Battled inner wars of blood and
hate
I lost, I won, became victim of
Fate
My chest is heavy on my strained
breaths
Though this is different from the many
deaths, I lived through


So light, so delicate
Completely silent on the hills
It's freezing, howling, but still I stand
Fighting the emotional thrills

A thousand weeds
dancing to the music of the wind
from afar, a symphony that feeds
on the fallen bodies of the mortal kin

Better be, uneternal
Better be a mayfly on the field
Thus this pain is not infernal
Thus death is my sword and shield


Meaningless feels all this grief
I know that I am a mess
Forgive me, a murdering thief
Forgive, give me your bless

Cold the winter, cold the snow
Shuddering in the morning breeze
To enlight me, force me to grow
To lift the pain, to slowly ease

Misery in depressed white
Blue my shallow, freezing veins
Battles over, no more fight
Falling from life, fall in blood stains


I was unaware of scents like
these
A virginity was shattered in a
breeze, a sudden change
Love forged in the chilly winter
snow
Heavy breaths and a feeling starts to
grow, all suddenly so strange

Battled inner wars of blood and
hate
I lost, I won, became victim of
Fate
My chest is heavy on my strained
breaths
Though this is different from the many
deaths, I lived through


Held back by the fear
by those that you hold dear, and so;
see, when the morning comes you will
determine which path you shall go
My retina holds still your face
My eyes cannot but stare into space
Behold remembered beauty and grace
from another time and place

Fear of words from your soft lips
Shudder even in my fingertips, though
now we speak and breathe as one, please
forgive all the things I've done


A velvet mist lay on my breath, shade
touching my eyes so that the glance
cannot catch sinister silhouettes
in between the snowflakes, in the
winter night I hide

A ghast of madness chewing on my
veins deep within, beloved soul is
now since long ago forgotten
A final kiss from her still
rubs my memory

A place so peaceful, dept for
all my suffering, not deserved
Cannot longer feel a limb in
winter night
Oh, every night, my bride

Born for purpose of just dying
away
Born to seek the silky touch of
loving mistress
Now I can see nothing but pure evil
and misery


Meaningless feels all this grief
I know that I am a mess
Forgive me, a murdering thief
Forgive, give me your bless

Cold the winter, cold the snow
Shuddering in the morning breeze
To enlight me, force me to grow
To lift the pain, to slowly ease

Misery in depressed white
Blue my shallow, freezing veins
Battles over, no more fight
Falling from life, fall in blood stains


Like a blade that cuts my chest
Like a morbid dream, I detest
Bloody carnage of my soul
Cradle heaved into the cold
snow, in the winter night

Roars of thunder from above
So unlike the gentle love I
once shared, with a being
so unique

I beg you, be my mistress
Even in death you are so beautiful


Like a dead, dry rose I turn into dust
I've been fed, with herbs taking away my lust
Like a rose in winter time
My inside is utterly dead
The presence of an unknown pain in me
The darkest words I read, finally I see

Sleep and hunger, disintegrates in vain
Breath and sanity, mist and rain


Mist and rain...
Forgive sins of blind lust
Memories torn apart to dust
I will go away shattered and
crooked

Damnation, hand in hand with
virgin love symphony
Crackled, broken, though alive
still my heart beats the dances of the
thrills that I now have forsaken


I was unaware of scents like
these
A virginity was shattered in a
breeze, a sudden change
Love forged in the chilly winter
snow
Heavy breaths and a feeling starts to
grow, all suddenly so strange

Battled inner wars of blood and
hate
I lost, I won, became victim of
Fate
My chest is heavy on my strained
breaths
Though this is different from the many
deaths, I lived through


Meaningless feels all this grief
I know that I am a mess
Forgive me, a murdering thief
Forgive, give me your bless

Cold the winter, cold the snow
Shuddering in the morning breeze
To enlight me, force me to grow
To lift the pain, to slowly ease

Misery in depressed white
Blue my shallow, freezing veins
Battles over, no more fight
Falling from life, fall in blood stains


So light, so delicate
Completely silent on the hills
It's freezing, howling, but still I stand
Fighting the emotional thrills

A thousand weeds
dancing to the music of the wind
from afar, a symphony that feeds
on the fallen bodies of the mortal kin

Better be, uneternal
Better be a mayfly on the field
Thus this pain is not infernal
Thus death is my sword and shield


Born to Hell, left a heaven
staring back at my dead eyes
Still I can make out the shadows
in the darkening clouds above
Snowflakes touches my strained skin, so
rough and torn from my long years

I belong somewhere else


Meaningless feels all this grief
I know that I am a mess
Forgive me, a murdering thief
Forgive, give me your bless

Cold the winter, cold the snow
Shuddering in the morning breeze
To enlight me, force me to grow
To lift the pain, to slowly ease

Misery in depressed white
Blue my shallow, freezing veins
Battles over, no more fight
Falling from life, fall in blood stains


I was sheltered but
once more
Dawn of insanity
crawled up inside me
Cushions of corpses did
brake my steep fall
But I will not rise no more
Finally I die
Once and for all


Held back by the fear
by those that you hold dear, and so;
see, when the morning comes you will
determine which path you shall go
My retina holds still your face
My eyes cannot but stare into space
Behold remembered beauty and grace
from another time and place

Fear of words from your soft lips
Shudder even in my fingertips, though
now we speak and breathe as one, please
forgive all the things I've done