Im in a band and basically we have decided this weird idea that we each should come up with lyrics for songs. We are thinking about trying new things out like different instruments and different vocals and maybe even adding a bit of rap in to it all.

Well this is my first try at writing a song, it has meaning to me might not too anyone else. If you read it then send me a message saying what you think and ways of maybe improving it.

The title is a work in progress, but for now im calling it "a song for toni". This is because I have wrote this song for one of my best friends seeing as it is her birthday soon.

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder
But trying to be someone else was harder
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed

Your lips when we kiss say that you love me
Your eyes say that you hate me
Is there nothing you can say
To take this all this pain away
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

(chorus)
So if you’re asking me I want you to know…
When my time comes forget the wrong that I have done
I believed someone else could come and save me from myself
But no one would listen cause no one else cared
But it was to late when I realized that somebody was you

I'm my own worst enemy
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
Stuck in my head again, feels like I will never leave this place
There’s no escape, there’s no escape for me

(chorus 2)
So if you’re asking me I want you to know…
When my time comes forget the wrong that I have done
So now you're gone
I never knew what it was like
To be alone all the time

Keep me in your memory, it’s where I belong
On the surface I fake every smile
Underneath I am breaking down all the time
You are always there for me to suppress the tears
I have never been perfect, but neither have you

(chorus)
So if you’re asking me I want you to know…
When my time comes forget the wrong that I have done
I believed someone else could come and save me from myself
But no one would listen cause no one else cared
But it was to late when I realized that somebody was you

Looking for help somehow somewhere and no one cares
You will do anything to just put me out of my misery

(chorus)
So if you’re asking me I want you to know…
When my time comes forget the wrong that I have done
I believed someone else could come and save me from myself
But no one would listen cause no one else cared
But it was to late when I realized that somebody was you

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
I hope the actions speak the words I am meaning to say

Well i have never wrote in the here before haha and i have been a member for so fucking long well anyway.

I got the linkin park new album and i think its very good, but it takes a while to get use to there new stuff.