It's kinda funny how quickly a mood can change. For instance, I was having a really bad night last night and I was trying to write a poem to get myself to fel better. Well in the end my contact ended up floating around in my eye and fell out. I'm nearly blind without my contact in and these new ones have no tint at all so I had a hard time finding it on my white shirt. Needless to say when I found it I was laughing so hard that my sad train of thought was gone. Strange how things get twisted when one little thing happens.
I hate myself and all that's there,
Why am I so different it's just not fair
Everyone acts like their my friend
When everyone watches they act like I'm dead
Hidden below the skin in a pile of debris
Maybe there is just one person that sees the real me
But whose willing to care for this unwelcome guest
It's a feeling that just won't be repressed
can' think of the rest now...finish later
End Of Days
Darkness falls upon the day
All my hopes fade away
People leaving left and right
Why do I have this horrible plight?
People I love never return
All the years just seem to burn
The fire in my soul has gone away
Lead by a mind that has gone astray
Some may live while other die
Lost behind a darkened sky
I can't remember the happy face
All I see is an empty space
Now my time draws so near
The odd thing is I have no fear
Might I see the ones I love?
As my life fades with the passing dove
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In loving memory of the ones we've lost along the way.
Well this being my first entry I thought I'd make it umm lets see...interest