[Fallendew]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2004-01-12
Written: (7620 days ago)

Today was one of those days you just wish that it would end....nothing really went wrong I just didn't feel like putting up with peoples crap today. Normally I try to smile and just deal with the stupid people till I get home where they, thankfully, aren't. Yet, today I just couldn't it but for about 2 hours...someone nearly got hit by me because of it, and no I don't know who he was.  It just gets on my nerves when you see a group of kids standing in the hallway in a group of 7 that you can't get through. Needless to say I was not happy and neither was my teacher when I got to class late beacuse I sat there and yelled at the one who chose to yell at me when I pushed through the impermeable wall of freshman. Well, I feel like I'm rambling...and complaining no less...I'm gonna go and beat up and punching bag ^_^;

124433  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-01-11
Written: (7622 days ago)

Why is it that someone people think you always want to hear everything they are thinking? Then after you told them 8 times you don't caer they still except YOU to tell them exactly what THEY want to hear? Well I'm SOOO f-ing sorry that I can't please you. Personnaly I think it's best to say what's on your mind or say nothing at all. Still, it don't leave much cause to be nice to someone when they opening make fun of your to your face. For some strange reason most of the people I know about the the age of 13, keep in mind not ALL are like this, are very immature. Yes I realize even 17 year olds like me tend to be immature to, and I know I am sometimes to, but at least I take into consideration what I'm doing before it is said or done most of the time. Just a few minutes ago I told this kid about this singer I liked, after he begged for 15 mins, and then he started making fun of them. No this really didn't bother me to much since I didn't care, but they he started takeing his critizism out on me. He had told me that if I was like that singer he didn't want to know because he would never talk to me agian. I think it is stupid to base you opinion of someone strictly on how they dress or their beliefs. It's like saying I hate you because your name is Bob. It's putting a sterotype on everyone whether you know them or not.  I guess it doesn't really matter to some people what's on the inside of a person but only the casing that can be seen. It takes true courage to look on the inside and find what is good within the heart, soul, and mind of someone instead on something that decays with age....

123715  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-01-09
Written: (7623 days ago)

It's kinda funny how quickly a mood can change. For instance, I was having a really bad night last night and I was trying to write a poem to get myself to fel better. Well in the end my contact ended up floating around in my eye and fell out. I'm nearly blind without my contact in and these new ones have no tint at all so I had a hard time finding it on my white shirt. Needless to say when I found it I was laughing so hard that my sad train of thought was gone. Strange how things get twisted when one little thing happens.

123462  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-01-09
Written: (7624 days ago)

I hate myself and all that's there,
Why am I so different it's just not fair
Everyone acts like their my friend
When everyone watches they act like I'm dead

Hidden below the skin in a pile of debris
Maybe there is just one person that sees the real me
But whose willing to care for this unwelcome guest
It's a feeling that just won't be repressed



can' think of the rest now...finish later

122179  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-01-06
Written: (7627 days ago)
Next in thread: 123456

End Of Days

Darkness falls upon the day
All my hopes fade away
People leaving left and right
Why do I have this horrible plight?

People I love never return
All the years just seem to burn
The fire in my soul has gone away
Lead by a mind that has gone astray

Some may live while other die
Lost behind a darkened sky
I can't remember the happy face
All I see is an empty space

Now my time draws so near
The odd thing is I have no fear
Might I see the ones I love?
As my life fades with the passing dove


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In loving memory of the ones we've lost along the way.

121908  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-01-05
Written: (7627 days ago)

Well this being my first entry I thought I'd make it umm lets see...interesting perhaps? This is going to be hard. I bet I could think of something go to say if I'd had more then tree hours of sleep last night stressing over pointless little things. Oh well I guess I'll come up with something good once I get a little rest. 

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