erica called sunday aound noon it made me very happy I was surprized her phone was not working forthe last few days....so I thought I was not going to talk to her for the whole weekend....it was good that she did....my mind plays tricks on me. all the other peoples relations have gone downhiil but mine....I love her....I thouht about it if she did saty with me, and wanted to leave I would not stop her. then I wouldn't want her to tell me she was going...or with who....I would only know that she was to be happy and if some else made her happy and could take care of her properly I would be happy...only thing in my life there is no return....I dont want her to leave nor be unhappy at any time in her life...I would sacrfice every thing to make her life full of happness and joy.

there's no fairy godmother to make my wish come true. no genie in a bottle to bring you back to me.

no prayer on a fallen star.
no magic potion in a jar.

but I can dream,
and when I do,
I dream that i'm with you.

I love erica so much...even when I dream of her it feel so real that I still feel her hand on my chest, her head on my shoulder, her breath move across me. she is every thing to me. she is my frist thought in the morring and my last at night. she is my life as I am her's for of this one and my next and so on, I still think I've dreamed you into life. but this the best dream I ever had then.

I am

I am the sun and the moon
I am fire and water

The day and night
The beginning and end

I am the light that shines for you
I am the night that conceals you

The hope that lives in you
The darkness that surrounds you

I am the energy that gives you life
I am the emotion that feeds death

The path that has been made for you
The path that you have to make

I am the child that sits before you
I am the home that is before you

I am what I am
I am with you♥♥♥