ok, ca va. le monde...c'est plus gentil. haha, comme un humain. HA. une elfe? NONNNNNN!

j'ai plus d'espoir pour ce monde.

so tired. gotta lose weight. gotta gotta gotta.

au lycee. toujours. berk bof.

the day before my sister's birthday and i have so much to do. i must FIND her a three-studded belt and a card. let's hope to god that wal*mart or target has one, seeing as i dont like sitting around waiting for mum or dad to take me. berk. donc, je parlerai en francais pour ce moment...euh...parceque. j'ai toujours des examens en anglais et en histoire a faire, et puis je dois etudier pour eux. moi, je sais pas ce que je vais faire, parce que je suis trop fatigue. je veux maigrir alors je dois faire une regime de seulement du the. ca sera dur, eh? j'ai un article a faire en journalisme, et un essai a faire en anglais pour la biographie d'emily dickinson, une americainne qui est supere a ecrire les poemes. j'ai des maths. et c'est tout, je crois, mais ces trucs-la seront pas tres faciles!! aaaah, i'm overwhelmed!!

quite tired right now. today was a think the happiest i've experienced in awhile, at others expenses. ha, todd got into quite a fuss when i bothered him with my drawings' colours. come now, i have to colour this correctly, dont i? well, i got it done: hurrah for that.

well, good lord-eth me. today was absolutely null. i thought i was going to do something. no. i didnt. instead, i sat around and moped because i couldn't play freQuency on anyone's playstation 2. i listened to a lot of music though. went out jogging and walking. yeah, WALKING. bah. haven't lost any weight. sitting at 117 forever, meep. pweem- i'm not happy with that. chugged cough syrup, and i had bunches of water and caffeinated peppermints. ha.