[Gone with the Tides of Fate]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-09-21
Written: (6992 days ago)

Well I was messin with some friends of mine... okay just phishman74... on runescape. I started to get really into my character, to the ponit he wanted to know my past life... character wise anyway. And for those of you who know my character's past life, all I got to was the domestic abuse my character endured, before he was like crying and begging me to stop. Those who know the entire story would know that that is not the worst part, not by a long shot! For those who don't know, go ahead and message me if you are curious for some reason to know.

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Written about Thursday 2005-04-28
Written: (7139 days ago)

Okay... I'm in really obsessive mood right now so I'm going to say some theories of mine about KH2... prepared to be bored to death about KH.

First of all I think that Kairi ends up dying, by ways of murder... complete and total devastation of her... she gets slaughtered and covered in her own blood and internal organs. >:-)  Okay no, I have no proof and in truth a really don't think that it's going to happen... Square Enix/Disney love the slut walking around living, breathing, eating, drinking, and all the things that people need to live that are wasted on her. But back to the reason I said that... IT WOULD BE SO COOL! I mean who seriously LIKES Kairi? I mean I know there are sickos out there who actually like the Kairi-Sora-Riku love triangle going on, but they need profesional help. But as I see it... she lives... and I can only tear her to shreds in my dreams.

  Okay, now to my REAL theories:
1) Sora or Riku eventually decide to leave their life before completely behind (including Kairi and the other friend) and defend the rest of the universe (all the worlds). Now I would perfer it be Sora, but according to my interpertation of what's going on with Riku it may be him. BUT! after reading a interveiw with the game story writer, it seems as if Sora has a conflict wether to see Riku and Kairi again. Riku I can handle... I pray to the lord that Sora never has to lay his beutiful blue eyes on that slutty whore again. (Throws darts at a plushie of her)
2) Namine accidently screwed Sora's memory more, so now Sora is more evil and gothic (and hot in my opinion), and the BHK, Riku, and the BHK's friends try to put him back the way he was. Notice I failed to mention Donald and Goofy. Well in my opinion Sora would have been so much better off without these two, in fact in several screen shots it looks like Goofy and Donlad get high off drugs (no lie!). My reason is now sora is dressing darker, and in most artwork he has a slier smirk, not his innocent smile.
3) Donald dies. No friggen lie! I've seen in a KH2 trailer Donald getting stepped on by Cerberus, but then again if you defeat Cloud in the Prelims the same happens to him and he lives. But then again Donald is no where near as awesome as Cloud (as many ppl would probably agree with me on that one). As for Goofy... well at least he tries, sure he doesn't have the capability of being useful and productive, but he does try. Donald, it's like pulling teeth, and then you still don't suceed!!!!!
4) BHK needs to get on the show What Not To Wear. Now that's more of an Idea, but he does, a new wardrobe, and a new hair cut. Mostly just a better haircut though.


Going to fix #2 later... forgot to mention he got all his original memories back.

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Written about Saturday 2005-04-02
Written: (7164 days ago)
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"I'll take you there someday, when this is all over."he said coming closer to her and taking her hands in his.
"Take me where?" she asked, looking deep into his deeper blue eyes. Oh, how she wished she could look into the blue abyss of his eyes forever.
"To a world made just for us. There no one can hurt you, I'll make sure of it."he answered, letting go of her hands and putting his arms around her.
"Is there such a world?"she asked, slowly placing her arms around his neck.
"If there's not, I'll make one." he said drawing his lips close to hers. The kiss was the most passionate she'd ever known, and coming from him, it was as close to heaven as she was ever going to get...


*cough* a rather romantic side of me... how the hell did that happen? Damn... It just kinda came too... like out of no where. Well... I guess that kinda sums up what happens between Sora and May, back when she was nice, on there one and only date.... Wow and I can totally see that happening too. (Sora and May are in my "True Kingdom Hearts")

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Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7182 days ago)
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Today... I got so mad at my Science teachers. We had the FCAT Science today and well, I felt as stupid as a doorknob taking it. I didn't know some of the material... AT ALL!!! And this is meant for the average 8th grader, much less a geometetry 8th grader like me. There was one question that I know I got wrong... and well another one too but I kinda said "screw this" and put down something completely wrong... anyway the question was:
 "IO, one of Jupiter's moons, is father distance from Jupiter than the Moon is to Earth. Why?" Meh? NOT A GOD DAMN FUCKING CLUE!!!! Well I didn't put that down but I should have to get my Science teachers fired (the god damn mother fuckers). SO I put something completely out there, and I know for a fact it was wrong.
The reason I put teachers instead of teacher is because it's our fifth grade teacher that teaches Astronamy (I know that's spelled wrong) but the other teachers could have gone over it!

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Written about Thursday 2005-02-24
Written: (7201 days ago)

Well I'd thought I'd put this in my diary instead of on my house because it may offend others, and there are two of them.

The first are two words I thought were hilarious, but some do believe in the belief and therefore I'd like to point out right now that I did not put this up to offend anyone, I sometimes believe in the theorty myself. I just thought it was hilarious how "creative" the names are...
Darwinism
Darwinian Theory
(saying them really fast is just as funny for me...)

Okay this one I don't think will offend anyone but yet it still may... anyhow the dude said I should get a Gamecube, after I told him I'm saving up so I replied like the sas-ass brat I am when I'm hyper.
"Why?!? What made you God to tell me what to do with my money?"

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Written about Thursday 2005-02-10
Written: (7215 days ago)
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Today during sixth period someone left a note she or he were passing to someone else. The main subject was about our history class/history teacher Mrs. Caldwell (or affectionaly{I spelled that wrong} known as The Faghat Teaching History). For the Diary's sake I'll name one Eddie, and the other Vincent. And this is truley what they wrote! Word for word! I repeated everything exactly how it is so if something is spelled wrong or the grammer is incorrect it's all their fault. But anthing in "(...)" are my personal comments.

Eddie: Ah. what a *scribbles* cocksucker! (I wonder if the scribbles was a first attempt to spell "cocksucker")

Vincent: hehe i know . with mr.Handcock we wouldn't have a ssign seats.Damnb (first of all he has no grammer at all... and it's supposed to be Hancock... not "Handcock". They also need to learn how to space... and spell damn)

Eddie: Seriously. But he sucked. I had and F in his class (that F was your own damn fault)

Vincent: yea i know. i have to sneeze. no it was just a warning. god wuts her problem! imbored. (he has the same grammer, spelling and spacing problems, then he wrote he had to sneeze... WTF MATE!?!?!?)

Eddie: dude this  Chick is anoying and we have so much work. and I'm boredtoo! (Dude! Your like an idiot and picking up your friends spacing and puctuation problems... and calling Mrs. Caldwell a "Chick" is just wrong!)

Vincent: when do we get out of this class?? meen i was gonng pass thistou but shes over her. god man fell her to go away. all these kids keep raizing there hands man. (1st of all, man, where the hell do you pick up your afore mentioned problems?? Btw what the Hell does "god man fell her to go away." mean? I understand the last 4 words but the others make no sense.)
Eddie: Haha, I think we get out @ 12:01! FUCKER(the "R" is supposed to be backwords)! *scribble* i'ts 12:44! Dammit! Shes a sucky teacher. What high school are you going to? (Why the hell is the "R" backwords? I can tell the scribble on this one is "itz" which brings me to say "you can't even spell 'it's' right... but then ou still spelled it wrong!"

Vincent: Colonial...u? i swear the manican in theuniform is looking at me! run! (I swear your a dumbass! Though it does sound like you've been playing Silent Hill...)

Eddie: Yeah, same here. Good thing I won't be alone! Yeah that *scribble* manican is Scary. God this is so gay. hopefully I don't have to read. (God YOU are so gay. Again... you may have been playing Silent Hill... though I highly doubt it. Silent Hill is too awesome for the likes of you.)

Vincent: YAY! im so happy . um idon't want to read either (I would comment but there's nothing to say)

Eddie: Shit. I think she saw me with this note. KTTYL! (Damn mother fucker you swear alot...)

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Written about Saturday 2005-02-05
Written: (7220 days ago)

Okay.... yeah anyway I beat SH3 today, because a person whom I won't mention forgot to bring SH1 to school so we couldn't switch. And have officially decided that if KH was made by Kanomi (only) it would have been so kick ass.... I beat SH2 yesterday and got the leave with Laura ending... damn I REALLY wanted James to either comit suicide or drive off into Toluca Lake.... he is one stupid man... oh well... I'll try again.

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Written about Saturday 2004-12-25
Written: (7262 days ago)

I had the best Christmas I think I ever had!!!! Though I got absolutly nothing I thought/ hoped for I still got the best gifts! Love, Family, and Hope!
(Pfft! Hell no!)

Ok I really mostly everthing I hoped for! I got KH Chain of Memories, SH2, SH3, Spy vs.Spy the complete works (message me if you have no idea what that is), an MP3 player (PPPAAARRRTTTAAAHHH!!!),KH chain of memories, compound bow, quiver, arrows, target (no, not my little brother), 5 sketch books, pencils (message me to understand my pencil delema), KH chain of Memories, two new books (I'm a nerd, I admit I like to read), did I mention that I got KH chain of Memories?

  Btw, Cheryl, in Chain of Memories ou play as Riku, I still doubt ou play as him in KHII.

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Written about Wednesday 2004-12-22
Written: (7262 days ago)

"My last day of school before the winter break was hell." Rated: No F***ing babies allowed! (that means you too Ansem! [from Kh...]) {really though I would say noone under 10... ~ If I insulted ne1 with the baby thing up there... too bad!~}

  First of all I forgot my homework for Geometry (I probably have a B in there like every other class). Then I relized I forgot my F***ing pencil so I couldn't even draw! In 2nd period (I have geo first) I watched a bunch of stupid sixth graders exchanging gifts... then my leg became numb and I barely could walk on it. 3rd period... well that period always sucks A$$, but anyway... we had pizza and I had too much so I almost threw up on the way to fourth. Fourth is Art so it wasn't too bad except m teacher wouldn't leave me the Hell alone... and he does that when we don't need him but when we do he's never around. 5th and 6th period.... damn!!!!!!! *curses to self for a full hour before returning to computer* Alright the school staff decided that the whole school had to watch a basketball game between the students and faculty. Not letting us have any alternative. Anyhow I started my period during this time and had no idea. So when a girl asked to switch places with me I wouldn't know there was a huge red stain on the bleachers. And the worst part is... half the school knew... wait no that wasn't... a bitch at school named Stacia was sitting right beside me... THAT was the worst part. Luckily I had a jacket though so it wasn't too embaressing, but I swear... *goes around cursing agian* Have a Happy Holiday!

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Written about Tuesday 2004-12-21
Written: (7267 days ago)

I had a really strange dream the other night and well I thought it was quite funny so I decided I'd put it up just for you all's entertainment.

  Alright I'm in a mock disney world sort of thing and their is a rope climb, but supposedly the rope is grass. I go on there with m brother and sister and for some reason I say "So this is what it's like to walk on grass." immeadeatly all the rope turns into little beads of grass. Someohw I make it to the end where I see a giant spider knawing on my brother. Some random girl says "All ye brotheren we must save our fellow comrade." (yes she said that in old english like that :D) I was all WTF!?!? No way! let me die! So instead of helping the other random kids defeat the giant spider she started swinging an imaginary battle axe at me. I easily dodge it (which was easy obviously). Then my little sister and brother (T_T yes he lived) say their hungry so I take them down to buy food for them (WTF?!?! I should have said get your own damn food!). They lady in at the register says she doesn't like my money (who the hell doesn't like money?) so she wouldn't take it. So I'm waiting with my brother and sister till moma shows up with money the lady dose like. Anyway on the intercom the person says Lord Voldemort is back (Just to let you all know somehow the Harry Potter series has taken over my life). I don't believe it and momma shows up and decides to go on an Alice in Wonderland water ride (Yeah! a dream about KH!!!). Halfway through the ride I get tossed out of the boat an dis getting flushed down a toilet type thing, seeing the mad hatter pop up in various places. At the end I tell everyone around me it was like a high intense flume ride and everyone decides to go on (what the crap? I just got flushed down a toilet!)

*Note: Anything in "(...)" are comments I made on the dream. (but you really didn't need me to tell you that...)

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Written about Wednesday 2004-12-08
Written: (7279 days ago)

 

Need to Know

 

by: Claudia Wolf (me)

Note: I haven't written any music for it yet, just the lyrics so just invent a tune, have fun!

If I said "I love you.",
Would you say you love me back?
Or would you just say "you too."?

If I gave you my heart,
would you give me yours in turn?
Or would you throw mine away,
and go love somebody, somebody else?

Chorus:
I ask you these questions,
and you shrug them off!
How can I trust you,
trust you with my heart?
You say it should be enough,
enough that you care about me so.

But it isn't that way and you know it!
You know I can't trust a man with my heart,
If I only knows he "cares about" me.

I need to know if you'll die to save me;
need to know if you'll be there for me,
but most importantly if you love me,
I need to know if I can talk to you, trust you,
oh baby... I need to know.

Most of the people in this world,
they don't understand the way I act.
But I wonder if you do...
So do you?

Do you understand why I smile?
Why I laugh and why I cry?
Do you understand why I breathe?
Why I love and why I hate?

Chorus:
I ask you these questions,
and you shrug them off!
How can I trust you,
trust you with my heart?
You say it should be enough,
enough that you care about me so.

But it isn't that way and you know it!
You know I can't trust a man with my heart,
If I only knows he "cares about" me.

I need to know if you'll die to save me;
need to know if you'll be there for me,
but most importantly if you love me,
I need to know if I can talk to you, trust you,
oh baby... I need to know.
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Written about Saturday 2004-12-04
Written: (7283 days ago)
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I figured out today I'm a actual bitch. I'm really mean to my friends and other people, telling them to go away and calling them stalkers. Cheryl and Kira do this too but somehow they make it funny, even to the person their insulting, I only seem like the bitch I am. This evening I had to eat dinner and sit in the car with a girl who looks up to me. I almost strangled her, smacked her witha magizine, and slapped her hard across the face when she kept on turning on the light. And the worst part of it all is that she was laughing the enitire time.

 I am a bitch, no wonder I had no friends until last year and probably will lose the ones I have real soon. *tears*

I'm sorry everyone!

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Written about Tuesday 2004-11-02
Written: (7316 days ago)
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Written about Saturday 2004-10-30
Written: (7318 days ago)

I'm in the mood to entertain you all so I'm going to tell you of my wierd dream...

 I'm in a mock Disney World when my mom, sis, bro, and I are walking in happy little park named Park of Gargoyles. My mom randomly takes my sister's shirt and jeans off and hides them around the park. Then My brother drags me off to this arena where I see a Pikachu fighting a jellyfish. Then I see a sign saying "All participants(sp?) must fight one of our 'fierce' beasts" My brother drags me to another arena where there seems to be a line but as soon as we get in it all the people say "We're not in line!" so we move up and get on this platform thingy. The operator says "Both of you together can't ride. But if you want to..." Before I could say "No!" I'm cadapulted into the arena with my brother. The walls of the Arena look as if we had to fight a giant, rampaging elephant or something. Then as the gates open, me preparing to run for my life, a tiny little hog (as in a male pig) comes out with this really fat lady riding it. She runs it around the arena, and I can't help but laugh. Then suddenly we're in a big house. My brother disappeared but the lady and the hog was still going around in circles. Then these little kids, no more than 7, start taking things for some "special project."
Then My sister woke me up...

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Written about Wednesday 2004-10-27
Written: (7321 days ago)

I proclaim this day the worst day I can remember!
1st of all My rib started hurting this morning after it hurt all day on Monday. Then I had to lug my backpack around for more than half of second period. In lunch I figured I only had 4 real close friends.Then in 4th period pant splattered all over my shirt so I had to get one of my teacher's spares... it was 12 sizes too big... In 6th period My group project was... how should I put it... ruined. When I got home I did my homework after hooking up my stereo in my new room. If the study guide wasn't bad enough my geometry homework was living Hell! Normally I don't mind 36ish problems but when they start asking you to pull the right answear out of thin air, they are going too far... I even missed dinner because of the gawd damn mother fucking math... and I usually LOVE math... well I guess I still do but I hate triangles... How unfortunate that I am also Trainglary...

People I'd eat if I were a wolf: (Sry [They look like monsters to you?] I need a laugh)
Mrs. Jones (for now...)
John P.
Micheal J.
Stacia M.
Kate B.
Kairi, Kairi Kairi!,KH (Even though she no longer exists!)
Mr. Hancock
Chirstian A.
Brooke C. (I don't think you guys know her)
Julie L. (*coughposer!cough*)
My brother Tiffany (a.k.a. Dakota)
My sister Karii
Erin S. (grr...)
Ashley W. (She goes to another school)(*coughbrat!cough*)
Riku,KH (*coughpisshead!cough*)
Ansem,KH(*coughlemonypisshead!cough*)

That's actually quite long....

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Written about Sunday 2004-10-10
Written: (7338 days ago)

Today was such a waste of my life... Today my cousin got married to some guy who looks too much like our Uncle Paul... Her Cermony took like 12 years just for her and Donald(her husband's name) to exchange vows.... Then there was the food... I was dying of hunger and the only food that looked edible was the ham... Then I guess someone was really hot (tempature wise) because they turned the air on to a gazillion below zero.... Then there was the dancing... Country song after country song... Then more than Half the people suddenly dissappeared and only came back for the cake (which by the way was just as horrible). Then there was more dancing to country songs... Then it took 12 more years to clean up after the place (we had to stay and help for some reason or another) Then it took an hour to load the stuff up in the cars... Then we had to drive to the Bride's home to put the stuff away... *sigh* I'm never getting married.... unless it Sora!

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Written about Sunday 2004-09-26
Written: (7352 days ago)

I have three words to say:
Sora Sora Sora...

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Written about Wednesday 2004-09-08
Written: (7370 days ago)

My version of the Oscar Myer Commercial:

Kairi wishes she were an Oscar Myer Wiener
That is she'd truley like to be
'Cause if she were an Oscar Myer Wiener
She'd have a reason for being slutty!

It doesn't flow togood but...

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Written about Saturday 2004-08-21
Written: (7388 days ago)
Next in thread: 327795

It has been a week since Hurricane Charely and I just now got power.... anyway, while I was at my cousin's enjoying their AC I randomly got involved in Harry Potter and decided to start reading the books. I am no on Prisoner of Azkaban since it took me 5 days to finish the other two... (when your stuck in your house with no power you borrow books and read them to no end...) as I said I just got power so I'm on now to find out noone else is currently... joyful! Thanks to my over excessive imagination and HP I now think a owl is going to come and give me a letter saying I was excepted at Hogwarts... and to top it off I had a REALLY weird day dream...
A really pretty girl was driving a green explorer in pooring rain at about 9:00 pm. She's alone in the car and suddenly a drunk driver in a red converatble comes charging at her and she swirved to try and not hit him, but doing so she crashs off the bridge she was driving on and into the water. I then see a vision of them pulling her lifeless body from the river and someone saying. "Poor kid, dying only at the age of 16. In all the honor classes, her parents told me." "What was her name?" asked some other dude. "Amy..."
So now I think I'm going to die in 3 years...

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Written about Thursday 2004-08-05
Written: (7404 days ago)

I had a really wierd dream therefore i decided to put it up...

I'm in a house like building. The owner of the house talks of invisible monsters that get in through the doors. I decided to try and lock the doors but the just swing open. The owner tells me it's pointless and to forget about it. I ask her How we know they're here if they're invisible and she says "because the crap all over the floor!" She points to the floor with crap on it.(sry I'm descriptive) Riku from KH randomly comes in through the back door and yells at me "I'm leaving!" and heads towards the front door (note: I don't like Riku and I haven't a clue why he is here and Sora isn't but I have no control of dreams). I go to him to try to stop him then a fat woman dressed in all black comes in through the front door and Riku tells her, "I'm going to visit a friend." She replys with "Don't get lost." he laughs at her mark and says "Don't worry these Units are well marked." He points to a faint number on the wall which happens to be 120. She goes "Fine." then leaves, Riku following. I stand there at the doorway then I get a vision of the number 15900 on a gold sheet of crnkled paper straighten out and then shrivel up and "dies". I am back in my body and I go in circles till a person tells me to hide the presents. I haven't a clue what she is talking about so I go a blue bag and but my hand in a section and pulled out a eraser. The old woman who told me to hide the presents nods and says "That eraser is a good thing. rub it on a Griffen and it will erase." Now what the hell that meant I didn't know. But I stuffed it in my pocket to find I have 2 pencils already in there. The owner of the house suddenly screams really loud but it sounds as if it were a mile away.I turn to her and she suddenly explodes (OO;). Suddenly I hear the barney song and the old woman shouts. "DAMN YOU PAUL! I DIDN'T WANT THEM TO FIND IT!" I'm still confused. Even more so when a alarm sounds off and I am pushed out the front door. to find myself at my camp...
I then gain control of my dream and start making me fight off the misc. creatures that pop up but....

 The logged in version 

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