me? erm.. yea! things r good atm! hehe not too much bad stuff has been happening.. things were quite bad a while ago, but after a week or so, they all cleared up. ^_^ which is good ofcourse! hehe
I've had lots andlots of work to do lately... not like i get round to doing it ofcourse... meh *shrugs* but I'm slowly keeping up with it ^_^ I'll have to have a big blitz on the weekend of sumthing and get all of it out of the way. hehe yea that'd be good.
I miss my munchkin a lot though... i hate it when i dont get to talk to him much... its horrible... *sighs* I'll have to survive though... maybe one day soon he'll magicly apear at my door-step and say 'hey' in that really cute lil munchkin voice... *sighs*... or maybe not as the case may be... oh well. time to get on with work!!!! MISS U ALL SO MUCH!!!! sry I've been away! LOVE U ALL REALLY!!!! hehe ^_^ xXx
amykins

hmmm well... i spose things arent too bad! *shrugs* could be worse.. a lot worse...
looking forward to getting the scaffolding done in my ears soon... (its a type of piercing and i cant be bothered to describe it to u all) hopefuly it shouldnt be too far away... as soon as i have sum money that is.. ^_^ just gotta save up for a lil while
on the subject of relationships... errr... well... i just wish i could get to the US right now... i wouldnt really mind dropping out of sixthform and moving there... but i very very very much doubt my friends or family would let me. they'd do anything to stop me... hey ho... who cares. ill get there one day.. and on that day.. everything will be wonderful. it will be the best day of my life... most definitely heheheh
I do miss jason lately... quite a lot really.. seeing all these couples around makes me very envious... i wish i could be with him.. i wish i could rub it in my friends faces to proove them wrong... *sighs* hey ho... it'll happen one day... it WILL happen one day

Sing For Absolution by muse

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your moon/room ?
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

I won't remain unrectified
and our souls won't be absolved

hmm ok, I've changed my main account to this one instead of bein [Black cherry]. ill miss that name.. think i might change the names over hehehe. twould b kool! hehe that was i could still b koishii.. but i can also b black cherry!!! hmm nah.. i need a completely new account.. I'm sticking with koishii... yes... i will do that. hehe
I miss my munchkin... i miss jason very very much today... dont kno y... ive decided that the moment i get a chance I'm gonna go to the US no matter... its something ive thought long and hard about.. it'll give me a nice break, and give me time to forget things which are happening at home. plus!!! I'll get to see my darling munchkin! hehehe.
hmm what else to say.. Ive torn the ligaments in my left ankle, but they're healing quickly and its just black and blue with bruising... erm... school? its hell... i got so much work to do. *sniffle*

Just For By Nickelback.... yes, i admit, I have been listening to nickelback... *hangs head* i have this stupid song in my head!!!! ahhhh

I want take his eyes out
Just for looking at you
Yes I do
I want to take his hands off
Just for touching you
Yes I do

And I want to rip his heart out
Just for hurting you
And I want to break his mind down
Yes I do

And I want to make him
Regret life since the day he met you
Yes I do
And I want to make him
Take back all that he took from you
Yes I do

And I want to rip his heart out
Just for hurting you
And I want to break his mind down
Yes I do

Wishing you were somehow here again- Phantom of the Opera by Andrew Lloyd Webber

You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and father
Then my world was shattered

Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed
Somehow you would be here

Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
All that you dreamed I could

Passing bells and sculpted angels
Cold and monumental
Seem for you the wrong companions
You were warm and gentle

Too many years fighting back tears
Why can't the past just die?

Wishing you were somehow here again
Knowing we must say goodbye
Try to forgive, teach me to live
Give me the strength to try

No more memories, no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say goodbye
Help me say goodbye