[//.:brown eyed girl.\\]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2004-11-10
Written: (7317 days ago)

i really need to cry and it doesnt help when my friends boyfriend is calling me a slut cos it hurts me and he doesnt understand!
im worried i will fail everything why do i doubt everything so much?
i just wish things couls be different, well i wish i was different

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Written about Wednesday 2004-11-10
Written: (7317 days ago)

it's so stupid cos i cryed at school today! i feel all messed up, i want you with me to be holding me but what if im not right for you
ahhh confusion!

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Written about Tuesday 2004-11-02
Written: (7325 days ago)

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

[Chorus: Faith Evans]

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

[puff] I miss you Big

[Verse Two: Puff Daddy]

It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

[Chorus]

[Faith Evans] Somebody tell me why

[Interlude: Faith Evans]

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face

[Outro: 112]

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] Is a day that I get closer
[puff] To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] We miss you Big... and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] Cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] We miss you Big
[music fades out]

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Written about Monday 2004-11-01
Written: (7326 days ago)

hmmm dazed and all excited!

398134  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-11-01
Written: (7326 days ago)
Next in thread: 398792, 408388

i duno what towrite about my perfect day! but it was the best day of my life

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Written about Wednesday 2004-10-20
Written: (7338 days ago)

- The Show Must Go On [Original Film Version] Lyrics



Satine:
I was a fool to believe
A fool to believe
It all ends today
Yes it all ends today

Spoken
Zidler:
Send Christian away. Only you can save him.
Satine:
He'll fight for me.
Zidler:
Yes, unless he believes you don't love him.
Satine:
What?!
Zidler:
You're a great actress, Satine. Make him believe you don't love him.
Satine:
NO.
Zidler:
Use your talent to save him! Hurt him. Hurt him to save him. There is no other way. The show must go on, Satine. We're creatures of the underworld. We can't afford to love.

Today's the day
When dreaming ends

Zidler:
Another hero. Another mindless crime.
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime.
On and on
Does anybody know
What we are living for
Whatever happens
We leave it all to chance
Another heartache
Another failed romance
On and on
Does anybody know
What we are living for

The show must go on
The show must go on
Outside the dawn is breaking
On the stage that holds
Our final destiny
The show must go on
The show must go on

Satine:
Inside my heart is breaking
My makeup may be flaking
But my smile still stays on

The show must go on
The show must go on

I'll top the bill
I'll earn the kill
I have to find the will to carry
On with the
On with the
On with the show

On with the SHOW!
On with the SHOW!

The show must
The show must go on

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Written about Wednesday 2004-10-20
Written: (7338 days ago)

[Jim Broadbent:]
She is mine!!!!

[John Leguizamo:]
I only speak the truth
I only speak the truth
I only speak the truth
[louder]
I only speak the truth
I only speak the truth
I only speak the truth
I only speak the truth
I only speak the...

[Alka Yagnik:]
Chamma chamma re chamma chamma
Chamma chamma baaje re meri paejaniyaan
Re chamma chamma baaje re meri paejaniyaan
Tere paas aaun teri, saanson mein samaun...

Chamma chamma re chamma chamma
Chamma chamma baaje re meri paejaniyaan re
Chamma chamma baaje re meri paejaniyaan
(chamma chamma)
Baaje re meri paejaniyaan...
Re meri paejaniyaan (eh, chamma chamma)

(Eh, chamma chamma)
(Chamma chamma baaje re meri chamma)
Oh, yeah yeah... oh uo uo...
(Baaje re meri paejaniyaan)
(Baaje re meri paejaniyaan)

Tere paas aaun teri
Saanson mein samaun teri
Tere paas aaun teri
Saanson mein samaun raja!

[Nicole Kidman:]
Oooo......

(Oooooo.... ooooo...... ooooo..... ooooo....)

Kiss..., hand...
Diamonds..., bestfriend...
Kiss..., grand...
Diamonds..., bestfriend...

Men cold..., girls old....
And we all lose our charms in the end...

Oooooooooh.......

[All:]
Diamonds are the...,
Diamonds are the...,
Diamonds are the...,
Diamonds are the...,
Diamonds are the...,
Diamonds are the...,
[slower]
Diamonds are the....

[Nicole:]
girl's.... best..... friend....

[Jim Broadbent:]
She is mine!

[Richard Roxburgh (the duke):]
She is mine

386030  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-10-20
Written: (7338 days ago)

Ewan McGregor, Jose Feliciano and Jacek Koman - Le Tango De Roxanne Lyrics



[Tango dancer sing:]
Will drive you!
Will drive you!
Will drive you!
MAD!

ROXANNE
You don't have to put on that red light
Walk the streets for money
You don't care if it's wrong or if it is right
ROXANNE
You don't have to wear that dress tonight
ROXANNE
You don't have to sell your body to the night

[Christian sings:]
His eyes upon your face
His hand upon your hand
His lips caress your skin
IT'S MORE THAN I CAN STAND!

[Tango dancer sings Roxanne in the background while Christian keeps singing:]
Christian:
Why does my heart cry?
Tango Dancer:
ROXANNE! (ect.)
Christian:
Feelings I can't fight!
You're free to leave me but
Just don't deceive me!
...And please believe me when I say
I LOVE YOU!

[Man speaking in spanish]
Yo que te quiero tanto, que voy a hacer? Me dejastes, me dejastes en un ****. El alma se me fue. Se me fue hasta la sombra.
Ya no tengo ganas de vivir porque no te puedo convencer que no te vendas Rozanne.

Traduction: I who loves you so much, what am I going to do? You left me, you left me in a *****. My soul left me. Even my
shadow left me. I don't have a will to live because I can't convince you to not sell yourself, Roxanne.



[Tango dancer (while Christian sings):]
ROXANNE!
You don't have to put on that red light!
You don't have to wear that dress tonight
ROXANNE!
You don't have to put on that red light
ROXANNE!
You don't have to wear that dress tonight!
ROXANNE!
ROXANNE!
ROXANNE!
ROXANNE!

[Christian:]
Why does my heart cry?
Feelings I can't fight!
ROXANNE!
ROXANNE!
I love you!
I love you!
I love you!
I love you!

386025  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-10-20
Written: (7338 days ago)

And we can run, from the backdrop of these gears and scalpels
At every hour goes the tick-tock bang of monitors as
They stared us down when me in the emergency room
And in our beds, I could hear you breathe with help from cold machines

Every hour, on the hour, they drew blood

Well I felt I couldn't take, another day inside this place
From silent dreams we never wake, and in this promise that we'll make
Starless eyes for heaven's sake, but I hear you anyway
Well I thought I heard you
Say I like you, we can get out
We don't have to stay, stay inside this place


Someday, this day, we kept falling down
Someday, this day, set the ferris wheel ablaze
You left my heart an open wound
And I love you for
This day, someday we kept falling
One day, this day all we had to keep us safe
And if we never sleep again, it would never end
Well I thought I heard you say to me
We'll go so far, far as we can
And I just can't stay, one day we'll run away

386022  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-10-20
Written: (7338 days ago)

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

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Written about Tuesday 2004-10-19
Written: (7339 days ago)

It's over and done

but the heartache lives on inside

And who's the one you're clinging to

instead of me tonight?



And where are you now, now that I need you?

Tears on my pillow wherever you go

I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean

You never see me fall apart



In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion that's taken me over

Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul

But if you don't come back

Come home to me, darling

Dont you know there's nobody left in this world

to hold me tight

Dont cha know there's nobody left in this world

to kiss goodnight

Goodnight, goodnight



I'm there at your side,

I'm part of all the things you are

But you've got a part of someone else

You've got to find your shining star



And where are you now, now that I need you?

Tears on my pillow wherever you go

384979  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-10-19
Written: (7339 days ago)

T-Boz:
I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)

Chilli:
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

Chorus:
T-Boz & Chilli:
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that Mac can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in the position to make me feel so damn unpretty

T-Boz & Chilli:
Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm in stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)

Chilli:
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I can't believe I'm trippin'

Chorus

Chorus

T-Boz & Chilli:
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)

Chorus

Chorus

383739  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-10-18
Written: (7340 days ago)

i had the best day ever today! my life seems to be going great!
i love you michael

The only guy i would trust with my life

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Written about Friday 2004-10-15
Written: (7343 days ago)

im falling in love with michael!!!

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Written about Tuesday 2004-10-12
Written: (7346 days ago)

yey happy happy happy!
thanx [A.D.D] *hugges you*

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Written about Monday 2004-10-11
Written: (7347 days ago)

Michael your neva on wen im on!
*cries* lol
and u shpould turn ur mob on! i sent u a message

377482  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-10-11
Written: (7347 days ago)
Next in thread: 409914

yey im really happy and you should know why!

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