[//.:brown eyed girl.\\]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-07-06
Written: (7079 days ago)
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I don't understand!!!!!!

why don't i hate you?

why don't you hate me?

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Written about Sunday 2004-12-26
Written: (7271 days ago)

u make me feel so bad

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Written about Wednesday 2004-12-01
Written: (7296 days ago)

i will always be there for you your my friend im sorry it didnt work out

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Written about Wednesday 2004-12-01
Written: (7296 days ago)

i fell like a total bitch now im a terrible friend

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Written about Wednesday 2004-12-01
Written: (7296 days ago)

make you feel unpretty too says:
well u care like no has i dont wana loose that
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
ever thought y i care that much? i just want u 2 b happy coz i care 4 u and i dont want to see u hurt and sayin this dosent help
make you feel unpretty too says:
u like me that much cos im a friend thats wot i thought
make you feel unpretty too says:
so i was rong?
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
i am ur friend. u dont know how gud a friend u r to me....
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
but sometimes i wish i hadnt let u go.....
make you feel unpretty too says:
thanx
make you feel unpretty too says:
really but y i was awful 2 u!
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
i shouldnt be sayin this. ur happy now. ive not seen u this happy for ages and u obviously raily like michal and he obviously feels the same for u...
make you feel unpretty too says:
i'll always love you adam you kno that dont u?
make you feel unpretty too says:
i got a crimbo card 4 u!
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
thanx
make you feel unpretty too says:
np
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
i shouldnt of told u all that...
make you feel unpretty too says:
im glad u did
make you feel unpretty too says:
i wish there was sumfin i cud do
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
Well dont
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
Ur happy and i dont want to mess things up 4 u
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
iv all ready done that by sayin all these things
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
im so sorry
make you feel unpretty too says:
i kno but if i'd known how u felt i wud neva av got wif michael! i thought that u didnt even love me let alone wana b wif me
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
look ur happyer than u were with me nd im happy 4 u for bein happy. 
make you feel unpretty too says:
i feel awful now
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
plz just try to forget what i said tonite id never forgive myself if i made u unhappy again
make you feel unpretty too says:
im so sorry adam i hope i dont make u feel down
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
we make gr8 friends nd i dont want 2 come between u nd michal
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
u dont make me feel down
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
im so sorry
make you feel unpretty too says:
it's my fault
Believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time, I'll carry it with me says:
plz just stop. its not ur fault

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-25
Written: (7302 days ago)

well here it goes again lol
hmmm
^_^

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Written about Saturday 2004-11-13
Written: (7314 days ago)
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happy again!

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Written about Wednesday 2004-11-10
Written: (7317 days ago)

i really need to cry and it doesnt help when my friends boyfriend is calling me a slut cos it hurts me and he doesnt understand!
im worried i will fail everything why do i doubt everything so much?
i just wish things couls be different, well i wish i was different

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Written about Wednesday 2004-11-10
Written: (7317 days ago)

it's so stupid cos i cryed at school today! i feel all messed up, i want you with me to be holding me but what if im not right for you
ahhh confusion!

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Written about Tuesday 2004-11-02
Written: (7325 days ago)

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

[Chorus: Faith Evans]

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

[puff] I miss you Big

[Verse Two: Puff Daddy]

It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

[Chorus]

[Faith Evans] Somebody tell me why

[Interlude: Faith Evans]

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face

[Outro: 112]

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] Is a day that I get closer
[puff] To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] We miss you Big... and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] Cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] We miss you Big
[music fades out]

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