(i wrote this after me and my bro had a fight!!)
WEIRDO..
Finnaly after all those fights i'm seeing you clearly, you never listen to me.I'm writng this down instaed of telling so you wont hit me. How did i get it into my head that you could change???
Your still a selfish bastard...why was i so kind to you? you put me through hell and you still are...
why are you torturing me????
Your words are what hurt the most not your fists!!!
Why cant you laeve me alone you fucking weirdo...
Why are you so bothered about me cutting myself?
im not the one killing myself ,you fucking are you bloody smoke!!!!!!
I dont feel guilty or disgusted with myself.. im proud because im still here..
And how as i supposed to know how you feel about it? you have to tell me, i'm not a fucking mind reader!!!!
i was daddy's little girl but know he's gone,
He's broken my heart, but i still love him.
But you dont love me, you love your slapper of a girl friend.
I feel unloved, do you not want me anymore, are you ashamed?
im sorry if i wanted to die but you went away and left me alone again...
you only care about yourself....yo
when you didn't get your own way with me you beat me up...
does that make you feel better? to see your daughters bloody body on the floor??????
Was i that bad?
I dont want to loose you, i need a dad...
You've ripped apart and im fading fast.........
I've never loved anyone,
as much as i love you,
You've helped me so much because your so true.
You were my shoulder to cry on, whenever i waas feeling blue,
I've never missed anyone as much as i miss you..
written by me for shuggy at his funeral....
Perfect world
If i could see the world how i want it to be, everyone would be content for eternity.
There would be no suffering or strife, everyone would live a pleasant, happy, joyful life
i would se no wrong or no ditress, i would see no heartache or anyone being cheerless
There would be no pain from any wars of any form, there would be no deception or any fraud
There would be smiles all around, and happiness all around, everyone would be cheerful with a peaceful mind
If i could see the world how i want it to be everyone would be content for eternity.
i want someone to hear me
someone to need me
someone to care for
someone to share with
someone to lay with
someone to stay with